what happened to us?

i suppose we faded, as all brilliantly burning stars do; as the best, craziest, most combustible relationships do... we cooled to a slow simmer. some may say we got cold, but not i - i refuse. i say we were on stasis.

i still am in awe of lleena's natural beauty, fauxie's bite, froggy's brilliance, althom and bkw's ribbing, azure's mystery, carrie lee's pics and wild woman stories, sweeny's vinegar and sweet, and enigmatic shausie's words. anxiety's running prowess, my dear diminutive rocker's candor and cammille's craze. and ... sinister's "what about me" threads. christopher and cloudy's wit, and lady boy's inability to fail to crack me up. (now that is backhanded.)

anyways y'all, i LURK. it's easier that way. less commitment.

fall in, won't you?

I'm too good to 'fall in'.

U forgot me.
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i didn't mean for it to be a popularity contest, meh.

sexofit, all i see is a red x. very interpretive.

Hello!

starkitty said:

Its only my av


Ur alright. I don't mind really
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karstitty!

Hey Kitty

I know whatcha sayin the org is pretty boring lately... I think we are in hibernation.

Miss ya much!

dear org:

hello lovelies. i have some shit that needs sorting. may i?

i'll probably love you hard and fast for a day and leave you whimpering in a heap when i walk out the door and never call again.

okay, i probably will call again, at 3 in the morning when you can't say no.

who's in?

it's dreamy weather we're on...
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starkitty said:

you be waving that crooked wand at me again?

TheFrog said:

along an icy pond, with a frozen moon, even.

what's say we love hard and fast with no strings and no regrets? it's the only way, really.

starkitty said:

grab a helmet and hop on the back.

starkitty said:

Wild Woman I'm innocent!

CarrieLee said:

It was all just circumstantial

You didn't mention my pictures of nipples...

TheFrog said:

i know how that story ends. you drown. or we both do?

we need some haiku, limerick or E.L.O. lyrics.

Good morning Ms. Kitty!

However, your presence, and wit are truly missed.

sag10 said:

This is too much, sag!!

2the9s said:

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shausler said:

I so co-sign!

2the9s grrrrr!

hello sag! hello ninesical.

read this, it's pretty:


Margaret Atwood

Variation on the Word Sleep

I would like to watch you sleeping.
I would like to watch you,
sleeping. I would like to sleep
with you, to enter
your sleep as its smooth dark wave
slides over my head

and walk with you through that lucent
wavering forest of bluegreen leaves
with its watery sun and three moons
towards the cave where you must descend,
towards your worst fear

I would like to give you the silver
branch, the small white flower, the one
word that will protect you
from the grief at the center
of your dream, from the grief
at the center. I would like to follow
you up the long stairway
again & become
the boat that would row you back
carefully, a flame
in two cupped hands
to where your body lies
beside me, and you enter
it as easily as breathing in

I would like to be the air
that inhabits you for a moment
only. I would like to be that unnoticed
and that necessary

Starkitty ..

Dont love us and leave us, stay a while.

starkitty said:

Before I wipe the tears of joy from my eyes and finish the heart attack I began when I saw you made a thread let me say this....First of all you actually mentioned me! (kudos to the Steve Urkel technique of wearing ya down! ) And second...I love you...God I just love you....

(Sinister now returns to his heart attack already in progress.....)

It's not us, it's Prince.

Byron said:

Mine either

one MUST be glamorous to piss glitter, tis true.

hello all! sinister, put a strip of nitro under your tongue, you'll be fine.

lleena!!!!! sweet to see you. read this, it's part of a poem for someone i don't care for very much right now:



i am so far from perfect I might just be that
my insides are twisted, i’m sure you can see that
my worth is my flesh, or that’s what you’ve shown
so that’s what I’ll use – i’ll make it my own
is that what you want? i’ll shed all these clothes
you want tits? you want ass? I’ve got it in droves...



i call it... hmm. far from perfect? 360 degrees to perfect? i don't know.

ps - i hate words that start with 't' and end with 'it' but it was apropos.

You forgot me



I think

starkitty said:

She mentioned me again! See! Ya'll thought I was crazy making all those Starkitty threads and references! Charlie Brown and Lucy thought Linus was crazy for waiting in that pumpkin patch for the great pumpkin too! See how that worked out!