..but you cannot hide..

..so what does one do?

look them in the face and tell the truth, and hope for the best

I'm here....i won't hide


Hi Red

ella731 said:

I am talking about the Org...

REDFEATHERS said:

why would you want to hide from us anyhow

ella731 said:

My heart says dont but my head says do..

REDFEATHERS said:

It aint no thang...

U just gotta do what you gotta do!

If you do go though.... take care won't ya

yeah right, ignore me again

Well, I tried that once. Running I mean and it really wasn't wise. So I had to stop to take care of things.

REDFEATHERS said:

Well keep in touch for goodness sake?!?!

REDFEATHERS said:

Have you done something illegal? What are you running from?

REDFEATHERS said:

Org note!

Defend my turf

luv4u said:

althom said:

Oh you just need this and

luv4u said:

That beats just reporting me!

althom said:

It's better than being behind closed bars

REDFEATHERS said:

Some jump from woman to woman

althom said:

I weas about to report you to moderator but decided against it...

AndGodCreatedMe said:

I didnt!!!

REDFEATHERS said:

If you're in two minds Red then take some time to think. Perhaps you will feel differently in a couple of days.

Teacher said:

I think not...

Lleena said:

Ok, time 2 get serious.. Lleena, I have much respect for you, you are a dartling and you speak wise words.. I don't know why you took *time out* or whatever.. but you did for a reason...I just feel I dont really belong here anymore, I havent posted as much, and I would like to keep in touch with ppl so I find myself coming back for a peek.. then of course I have friends here.. so I want to keep in touch, but the tiome I used to spend here was outrageous.. and now the time I spend away.. makes me think, am I really part of this cyber world? Before I thought I had real friends here, and I know in my heart my friends ARE real here.. no disrespect to them AT ALL.. ok I have phrased that wrongly but I dunno... there has been something lost in the org as of late.. ppl getting deactivated, banned.. it doesnt seem like a community anymore.. I want to run.. but yet I cant hide, cause a part of me really wants to be here.. another part, wants to break free... I dont know what I am saying but I am not afraid to post what I feel (yes some ppl will jump on me andf accuse me of whatever.. but they are the haters who dont understand, or have their opportunity to flame and piss on me.. well whatever.. ) but its sad.. its painful.. so am I gaining more pain than enjoyment here?

REDFEATHERS said:

u know i love u Nic' dontcha

TheRealFiness said:

Yeah, but ya know what I am saying.. dontcha???

REDFEATHERS said:

Thankyou for your kind words Red, I appreciate them very much. When you feel that it's getting on top of you and you're questioning your presence here maybe it is time to step back and have some time out. Your friends are your friends and they will be there for you regardless of you not posting for a while. As for being a part of this community, I think that at times it can feel as if you are on the outside looking in, those are days when you're pissed at everything and at other times the sense of belonging is overwhelming.


Do what you feel is the right thing for you, dont worry about what anyone thinks. I dont want to see you go but I'd rather see a happy Redfeathers posting than somebody who is just going through the motions. The choice is yours but know that you will be missed.

Lleena said:

you know I love you, sweetie...I think that Lleena said it all, so I ditto her comments...