Merry Christmas, sweetie...I love you lots and I'm thinking of you

BIG HUGE Christmas hugs for you, Bobbi and Cian

Does she org note?

althom said:

yes but I wanted to make this thread for her especially

althom said:

PurpleThunder said:

good on you, Terra

Merry Christmas!!

Thanks natisse, Terra and Subby

i really really need some cheering up.

merry christmas to you too, i may even try to stop crying in a minute.

lollyp0p said:

Merry Christmas, Lolly
You are with family, so enjoy the company, and the eggnog

Heavenly said:

I'm an ungreatful bitch cause i don't care about my family, i only care about me,i just want to wallow in self pity and wish for what i know I can't have

fuck Christmas, it's all for the presents anyway. I just wish it would all go away!

lollyp0p said:

I know you're not ungreatful because you show this with your responses to our love and cheering.
It is the time to care about yourself, has nothing to do with being ungreatful.
The holidays will soon go away And I'll let you in on a little secret, it's about the gifts for me too I don't think Santa really exists

Heavenly said:

i just wish people in my real life were as forgiving but they are all pissed off with me for spoiling there holidays, how dare i be upset.

I'm having a really really bad day today, this is not how i planned this christmas was going to be and i am finding it increasing painful every day.

lollyp0p said:

you're still here!!!!!



God I missed you! I thought you'd gone and I hadn't been around to say goodbye

Girl, cheer up - everything always ends up for the best, and you'll end up happier with whatever may now seem awful.



merry christmas.

Spookymuffin said:

you sound just like him !!!!!

yeah i did leave but someone really REALLY annoyed me after i deleted all my accounts so i reinstated this one so i could express my opionion only to discover that after the 5 days were up i didn't really give a fuck what others think but the urge to post became too much for me

thanks sweetie i missed you too and your cheek, sorry but i don't think frog will ever be back, I think he's gone for good washed his hands of the thing hope everyone will cope.

lollyp0p said:

Sound just like who?

I still have my cheek - shame I wasn't around enough to use it *kicks computer*
I'll miss froggy, but I have another means of contact so if I get desperate I'll go to that. *brushes off cobwebs*

But I'm so glad you're back! Don't ever leave again - all you do is lose a lot of kind, caring people who are only too willing to help.

Spookymuffin said:

you sounded like froggy, just been talking to him and apparently it was all for the best.

anyway I'll be about still but not as much as before. I was only really here for one thing

lollyp0p said:

Did you go with frog? is that why this whole cafuffal (i love that word, even if I can't spell it) of the leaving began?
I'm very ignorant at the moment; I haven't been here.

Spookymuffin said:

did i go with frog?, i feel all like a teenager again

lollyp0p said:

I can't help my linguo. It's prang.

Spookymuffin said:

yeah well, i was lucky enough to have shared a small part of my life with such a special person as someone (mach) said on this site the other day

don't cry over whats ended smile over what happened, and i am trying, i really am. I thought about that statement and thinking about all the special times we shared (offline) i should be thankful i had that chance, i doubt everyone gets to love and feel as loved as i did in the time we were together and now i should focus on this instead of the negative

this is all really easy to think and type, as i sit here crying as i type it so much harder to put into action.

I've changed so very much and i don't know if the happy go lucky side of me is going to be very quick to return.

sorry i guess this means i'm going to be a miserable bitch for quite a while

anyway I'm going now will be back after christmas and when i am slightly less suicidal



have a great time everyone

lollyp0p said:

It's alright if you're a miserable bitch, we know what you've been through. And I like that in a woman.

For the most beautiful woman I've met here. Have a great holiday sweety

lollyp0p said:

Smack that suicidal feeling out of your mind!!!

You are a beautiful sweet little lady! So you better make sure you keep yourself around friends. online and offline.

Lolly. Seriously. If you are feeling like it, talk to somebody who's been there. Pretty much exactly a year ago I was. My phone numbers are in an orgnote now, ANY time and I mean it, day or night. If you should lose them, the following people also have them and will give them to you cos I say so: Heavenly, Redfeathers, Finess (I hope), organgrinder, JD, MinneapolisFunk (I hope), TheMadMonkey.

sweetie. It will get better. I know you keep saying no inside your head, but I'm still here. If I'm here you can hang in there. Read your notes.