freak freak y'all

and ya don't stop

to the beat y'all

and ya don't stop

Lyrics again?

this is running through my head and i want to put it down...

so, off the top i'll call it


I'M A BITCH

i don't know if i'm in love with you anymore
what once was my security
comfortable and familiar
now feels like a prickly wool blanket.

i sucked all the new from you
ingested what i needed and spit out the rest
from that i guess i expect you
to rebuild yourself.

i'm tired of reading the same paper every day.

i'm a bitch.

Sweeny79 said:

just whatever's swirling around up here

hiya doll

starkitty said:

Oh hell I been there!

I like it!

hey

look at me

no look

i'll show you - do you want to see a picture?

read me

listen to me

see how pretty i am? how funny and witty i can be if i try hard enough?

do i have your attention?

good.

get away from me.

(i'm a bitch.)

I want to nominate Starkitty as the org's very own Dorothy Parker!

Sweeny79 said:

really tight

starkitty said:

i'd like to think i'm true

genuine

not a fake, though i play it sometimes

i wear my heart on my sleeve

i get my feelings hurt a little too easily

can i get an "amen" from those who also

maybe don't feel smart enough, who play out of their league

get dogged by self doubt

but maybe find a kind, clear shining star who gives them hope.

rise to the challenge and ascend past it.

why can't i find any butter in this entire godforsaken building?

just one pat.

just one.

starkitty said:

Yes. Yes.

matt damon is HOT and i would nail him on sight.
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in reality? probably not. there's a whole lot of sticky mess and awkwardness inherent in hot sex and it may take a little more than a megawatt smile and "hey i loved good will hunting" to get me crucified in a corner.

but then again it may not. damn he's sexy.

"When one is pretending, the entire body revolts."

-Anais Nin

"You become writer by writing. It is a yoga." -R.K. Narayan, novelist

starkitty said:

~Steps closer ~

Lleena said:

hi honey.

starkitty said:

Everybody knows from the coy little wink
The girl's got a lot on her mind

Hi Sweetness!

Lleena said:

ain't that the truth.

i read something to the effect that our greatest hindrance is the fear that we could become greater than we've ever dared to imagine.

maybe we're destined for greatness, Lleena.
[This message was edited Tue Jul 6 16:04:51 2004 by starkitty]

starkitty said:

Some are born great, others have greatness thrust upon them. I think you are in the former category.

Lleena said:

ooh. don't make me cry, honey.

thank you for those kind words. i feel like my greatness is buried, but maybe i'm unearthing it. it scares me to think i can be 'great'.

i'm not sure i even know what great is.

do you? and not to put the onus just on you Lleena, but anyone?

i guess i'm feeling kind of existential.

starkitty said:

I think that not placing any limits on yourself and nurturing the innate talent that you have will allow you to reach heights you have only imagined. Placing obstacles in your path is a natural instinct for most people, they act as a barrier against failure. Dont be afraid to fail, but never give up.

Lleena said:

seriously, that's damn good advice for anyone who wants to succeed in a particular field.


and i don't succeed in being able to spell, apparently.
[This message was edited Tue Jul 6 16:53:30 2004 by 3bogs]

3bogs said:

and in the same vein, don't be afraid to fall - but always get up.

starkitty said:

Ask 3Bogs, he falls over at the mere mention of alcohol.

Lleena said:

hey!

:thud:

absolutely!my sentiment exactly and i am quite pissed! never fear failure.just take a deep breath,get over it and carry on!

i had the wedgie of life while running tonight.

me: i don't know why i bother with these underwear. they are worse than a thong. i have the wedgie of life.

male coworker: why you broadcastin' it?

me: because it bothers me and you need to be bothered by it, too.

also.

why do these people think i can kick a soccer ball while running 2 miles.