I have the feeling u're asking me a serious question 😳 and want an answer 😯
But what is the question?
I mean, u used my middle name...
Hush, guys, u're making too much noise, I can't hear.. 😳
💋 Morning 🌞 😝 😝 😝 😝
😆 😂 🤣 😝
🤭 🤭 🤭🙊 🙊 🙊
OMG, I'M ROLLIN!!! 🤣🤣🤣
UR REACTION!! 🤣 🤣 🤣
😝 😝 😝 😝 😝
U still love me, right? 😃 🌝 😺
😘 🤗 🤐
AWW IT MUST BE TRUE LOVE IF U CAN PUT UP WITH THIS^^^^^^
COME HERE 🤗😘😜
OH, AND THAT ««🤯»»
Ah, okok, I think I understand the question now 😅
Sorry, little bit slow 😝
YES! 😔 😌 😿 I still do.
😃 😚 😚 🌝 🌞 😻 😽 💌
➰≠ ≠ ≠➰
Joy in Repetitions 🏋️♀️ 🏋️♀️ 🏋️♀️
(Yep, that's my joke of the day 😬🍅 🍅 🍅 🥁 🥁)
Ok, so that one bombed, here's another one..
Your beauty gives one paws 🐾 😃
Get it? 😂
😖 😩 🤦
1 for every hour of the day 💋
That one's extra, but it's gonna cost U 😘😘😘
Sometimes u scare me.. 😰
If I kiss u, are u gonna bite me? 😰
HUGS and KISSES
❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
➰≈°➰ ≈ °➰≈°➰
Thank U 4 loving me 💙
💛 So Divine!! 💙
I came here for one thing...
But even that doesn't matter anymore.
I'm only staying for one reason, one person, 💛 💙 You! 💙 💛
I forgot what was missed,
Somehow I'm healed
Even the music is not the same
The future visions are of us two.
I love U 💙 can't wait to see U 💙
and have U all to my (selfish 😔) self
Happy that my life is what it is now and
I'm so glad that you're in my life..
That's all... 😔
A messed up, aimless, mess of a woman
Life with u, I'm all in!!
100% in love!
I once told someone that I was looking
at a picture of my ex
and his face wasn't familiar to me anymore,
it became a stranger's face in my eyes.
Like of a memory so far away that it didn't seem real anymore,
and didn't have any effect on me or my emotions.
Now, looking at the face of that someone
it has also become a stranger's face.
Almost like someone untouchable,
or a fleeting thought, or a dream contrived in the mind of a lonely girl.
All I can see now is one face,
focused and clear,
so real, so warm, so full of life and love
directed towards me.
When I close my eyes and dream,
when I first wake up,
wherever I go, in the quiet moments,
when in all the chaos of life, the first and only one that my mind goes back to when I feel like something is missing.
If my life were to flash before my eyes,
all of it would be you.
Your face would be all I would see.
Generations passed since I last saw 1 face,
our child would've almost been 30.
In the meantime, without communication and affection,
the loved passed and the wounds healed,
and it seemed that whatever we had,
was covered over and buried in a mountain of dust, no longer visible.
The other, could've been, but I couldn't find the courage
to allow it to start naturally or by 'happenstance',
I kept running.
When I finally accepted the inevitable coalescence of our two lives blending,
it, he, was snatched away.
It was like seeing a deliciously prepared meal,
smelling it and salivating
when all of a sudden
everything falls to the floor
and no one eats it.
Is this, was this real?
Of course, it ALL WAS,
but the present IS moreso because it still lives.
So u want to see if I know U or
just have stars in my eyes and don't know the real U
or am just fantasizing, not grounded in reality?
Idk if that's what you're really thinking but
tbh, I don't really know U much yet.
The only thing I can go by is what I observed personally
and those would just be my opinion, and I could be right, or I could be wrong.
Well, the first time I saw u I thought
you were physically attractive. Very handsome.
A good speaker (well spoken), focused, you had a down to earth personality, very friendly and outgoing.
Obviously have a sincere interest in young ones and helping them grow spiritually, a sort of mentor to them.
This past few months I learned more about u
and some qualities.
I saw that u are a really nice guy, a warm person, gracious and patient (even with rogues like me 😁) and compassionate.
U might've heard from my brothers that I was messed up
and damaged (that's what I figure - idk I guess I'm assuming)
because I saw a tender and compassionate quality
as U softened your anger towards me
and became gentle.
And I thought U either felt sorry for me
or wanted to become my protector and care for me
because I didn't have anyone to be there for me.
(Ok, maybe this is a bit fantasy, damsel in distress waiting for her hero. 😔)
And I know U were trying so hard to fight
your feelings of attraction to me
and that U were trying to do the right thing
but somehow got tangled up emotionally with me. 😔
I guess this is how I see U or want to see U. Idk, how am I doing so far?
Oh, and now that I know U have so many alters
idk how u can keep up with them.
I get so confused and not sure which is U.
But somehow U can switch between them
and keep up the personality of a particular alter with no problem.
That shows intelligence, and your engaging in so many conversations and different alters
maybe also shows that U need this outlet for all that extra energy(?).
Having seen these things about U is what
I love and want to get to know better
and that captured my heart and the reason I surrendered to U 😔
Am I embarrassing myself? 😔