OK, I just got home from work after that MJ lecture.
I have many mixed feelings about it and am not quite sure of what to make of it.
I was personally pleased with my own performance. I was happy with my presentation and I also managed to deliver it to my satisfaction.
Some kids seemed interested, others were for example laughing while we were watching Who's loving you and other performances by the Jackson 5. I don't know what was funny about them.
Some teenagers acted like they couldn't care less and had comments as to why they have to watch it and that they are not interested etc.
When we got to the video with Mike's kids talking about him, I put in even that bit where Paris talks about her passion for reading. When she said that her record is 27 books read in one week, a girl just said "she's lying."
When I got to the end, there were no questions from the kids which could be due to the fact that they didn't care or that I have truly covered everything and they don't know that much about him to have some questions. But my collegue (a music teacher) asked me "And what about Liz Taylor?" I said "well, they were best friends till his death". And she said "And is it true that he wanted to be white to look like her?" She asked me that after we had watched a video about vitiligo taken from Take Two. That proves just how deep the lies about him bleeching the skin are rooted in the public's mind. I was thinking "were you listening?" How do you reply to that in a non-insulting way?
I still am unable to tell how successful my speech was. I was glad there were some who seemed genuinly interested, but you just don't know what to make of some people's reaction. We had to admonish some kids for misbehaving.
I haven't spoken to my collegue to find out as to what she thought of it, but she seemed just a bit depressed because of the way some kids acted and she had to admonish them so that I could continue with my speech, so her attention was a bit scattered. I wonder what she's gonna tell me about it.
Anyways my speech consisted of these videos:
1. a mix of J5 performances including bits from Variety show
2 a video about making music (Mexican deposition, some footage from studio - Barry Gibb stuff etc.), Mike talking about his passion for drawing + some of his drawings
3. vitiligo + plastic surgery (Take Two footage mostly)
4. Chandlers phone take conversaiont about "destroying Mike" with a fan video to "With a Child's Heart which included intersting facts about Mike - Jehovah witnessed, his charigable work, his hobbies etc.)
5. Family video (bits from LMP's Oprah interview and the kid's interview + interview with Debbie Rowe - clips from Take Two)
6. Montage of Michael's videos and best performances (2 Bad, TWYMMF - Grammy performance, Smooth Criminal, Earth Song ending from the Brunei Royal concert, MITM from the Bucarest concert etc.)
Plus I had Power Point presentations about the trials and his death.
"When Michael Jackson is just singing and dancing, you just think this is an astonishing talent. And he has had this astounding talent all his life, but we want him to be floored as well. We really don´t like the idea that he could have it all."