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Oh wow. That song has always made me cry.
I couldn't even get thru the first 30 seconds of that, but that was really nice of them.
Murray's hearing is on the 23rd. I feel like after all of this is said and done he won't get prison time at all. It's just sick.
Prince esta muerto...
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he looks happy like he's trying to be gentle, nice acting, but we know what he did....yet I feel like I'm judging him the way michael was if this is all a hoax (I don't believe in it, but have had what if's many times) | |
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^^ Michael is dead.
They are hard words to accept I know but nothing will change that.
There is no hoax. What kind of man would inflict such pain on thousands of supporters, yet alone his family? A man who was all about L.O.V.E.? I doubt it.
Michael's death was hard to take and even now when I listen to his music I find it hard to believe he is gone. But he is.
It makes me sad and angry when people talk about conspiracies and hoaxes, and whilst I understand the desire to not have it be true, perpetrating these wild ideas in the long run just damages Michael's legacy and his fans.
BTW this isn't a dig at you alphastreet, as I know where you are coming from.
Also on the Conrad Murray issue, I find it somewhat hypocritical of some fans to be so convinced of his guilt in a malicious way. In the same way we all asked people not to rush to judgement on Michael during his trail and what until the truth came out, surely we can afford the same for Murray. I personally it was a tragic accident caused by neglect but not intentional or murder.
Now back to the music... "I'm not human I'm a dove, I'm ur conscience. I am love" | |
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yeah I really don't believe he would be an asshole and do this to his kids, mother and fans at all, this is no laughing matter. Though I have accepted he's not coming back, hearing his name and the word killed does something to me and I still cry almost everyday though now it's just a couple times a week instead. What hurts me the most is that I can't think about his death, I can mainly think about what they did to him for years and that angers me and eats away at me cause I took on a burden and don't know why. And though I'm not mad at him, I feel like he let me down though he really didn't, it's just easier to blame my own feelings on someone who is now a soul at peace. I feel destructive about it too like everytime it eats away at me I just want to numb away the pain though I'm not going to
I hate conrad too but have been calm about him lately too though I still hate him, I think I'm in denial about who he is and what he did, intentional or not. [Edited 8/15/10 17:05pm] | |
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People can beleive whatever they want.
What if his life was threatened or something like that?
TMZ published the 333 to be precise FBI files of Michae Joe Jackson in December.
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But his life wasn't in danger. He had everything to live for.
A chance to redeem himself in the public eye. A chance to reclaim the crown and remind everyone why they loved him in the first place. A chance to get back to doing what he loved. And a chance to get out from the financial crisis he was in.
It is a tragedy he died and never got the chance to see the outpouring of love that the world had for him. "I'm not human I'm a dove, I'm ur conscience. I am love" | |
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Listen to what Larry King says to Craig Ferguson.
"What do you think of the Michael Jackson thing? He's still dead by the way"
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Not sure what the point of the Larry King clip was - got lost on me.
Happy to continue this in private org note rather than clog up space here. "I'm not human I'm a dove, I'm ur conscience. I am love" | |
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I did have LMP in that line-up but decided to delete it because I know how possessive her supporters could be in their "Michael's one and only true love" fairytale
"If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with" - Michael Jackson | |
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Its funny how LMP was still hanging around with MJ after their divorce.
Yet she kept bashing him.
Why hang out with the man you can't stand honestly. | |
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I don't really care to argue about it, because everyone has their own belief.I respect your opinion. I've done enough research to come to the conclusion of my beliefs. Its not really a matter of not accepting the realtiy, I was also believing that Michael was dead and all, and Conrad should get punished- when this all happened with Michael, but later I went on to the hoax forums, and started reading up on stuff there. At first, I thought it was going to be ridiculous over there with a bunch of delusional believers, but then they were pointing out some really interesting things over there regarding Michael's death, and then I started to open up my eyes a bit.
Anyways time will tell what the truth is. We'll just continue to discuss the man and his music. [Edited 8/15/10 18:31pm] [Edited 8/15/10 18:32pm] | |
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JAY!!! When did you jump on board here, girl! I don't see you around at the other blog anymore. Good to finally see you on an MJ thread again "If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with" - Michael Jackson | |
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Fuck talking about that shit. We're never gonna solve whatever mystery people think happened. MJ's gone to the afterlife. We can only keep his memory alive. That's all we got. Whatever happens with Murray he's gonna have to deal with that and God. | |
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exactly the same story with me, but I've come to realize that this is not like the trial or any other mj time when we needed to know the truth for each and everything, cause it's too overwhelming. And even if he's alive, I don't believe he's coming back at all. I've just accepted he's not coming back, but I can't accept how he has gone and how much it has broken me, the hurt is too strong still. | |
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You CAN'T accept death, BUT you have to learn to live with it and think positive that he's doing alright in the other side of the world. I don't believe the hoax. | |
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yeah I have learned to live with it almost, I'm doing so much better latey, but still have down days here and there. I know he's fine and I keep his soul in my prayers. I feel so mad at myself too for getting so attached and feeling this way toward someone cause I have never been this hurt, or if I have, I got over it faster or differently. | |
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Only God , Michael and Doctor Murray know what happen that tragic Day, I choose not to talk about it anymore. I just started recently listening to mike's music again. | |
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proud of you for that, I can listen to him fine again, but watching him is harder and I still can't do it. I start getting mad at him though he doesn't deserve it, it's cause I can't admit whatever went on that day and want to hide from it and the feelings it is bringing on and it's some kind of mask that's protecting me from going crazy.
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I haven't seen one shred of "evidence" that makes a hoax believable. I mean these were the people who were saying the This It It photo released after his death was proof he was a live because the S in IS wasn't seen through his legs, thus he was photoshopped in. When you point out that that whole panel is never lit up in any of the film as it was used as a way to get on and off stage at the back of the ramp, they fail to concede it.
Look, I would love for Michael to still be alive. But sadly this isn't the case. I am just thankful for having been around long enough to have seen him in concert a few times, and enjoyed his music for decades. And to see the outpouring of love for him that was missed in the last decade of his life.
I know he is in a better place, and that hopefully gives us all some relief.
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Well that is natural. We're fans, of course we're gonna have down days, I do too. I couldn't get too attached because it's unnatural but I still love and care for the man. I think if anything, we have to celebrate his life. We can't worry ourselves wondering why, we just have to move on...and keep honoring MJ's legacy and keep his memory alive. | |
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I got over it (I don't mean it like over it but just chose to move on )He was about to go on this tour then this happens nobody saw it coming. And I had a feeling he wasn't going to be able to do those shows smh.He's my favorite singer and will remain . | |
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Pretty Much my feelings on this. | |
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I still think there was love for him shown even if it was downplayed by the mainstream media, it just became hard to express it for many though I let it all out no matter what happened
The only things I find suspicious are Jermaine's airport slip up, the lax being closed and the suspicious heilcopter; and that medical office owned by another doctor Murray works with being closed and something about his wife's pharmacy not operating and being deserted or some shit according to fans who went on the internet or who went down there to check it out. But in the long term I don't think these are strong enough to prove anything either. | |
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It's all about protecting and honouring his legacy from this point on. "I'm not human I'm a dove, I'm ur conscience. I am love" | |
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yeah true, when it happened though I was shocked, a part of me accepted it cause of all the hell he went through and me being relieved there was no more pressure, but the more we heard and the moment I heard abuot the doctor and this all being prevented and him being gone period and tons of other stuff sinking in, it got harder and harder to deal with emotionally | |
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Michael would'nt do that to his children. Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life. ~Berthold Auerbach | |
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Michael poured a WHOLE lot of emotion on that entire album. I agree that the album was necessary for him to put out because people were awaiting such a response. Like I said a page later, it took me about two hours to totally get the album but once I did, I commanded MJ for his courage to release this. He still had a LOT OF SOUL on this album as indicated by songs like "Stranger in Moscow", "Earth Song", "This Time Around" (angry soul but soul nonetheless), "D.S.", "Tabloid Junkie" and the like. Plus the videos were intriguing to me. Great album, great period. | |
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Exactly. | |
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