I think I might be in love again. Oh, God help me please...

Damn...15 views and no one tryin' to talk me out of this mess???

SCNDLS??? Painted??? Supa???? 2elijah???? Gray??? Talk me out of it...FAST!

noimageatall said:

Maybe I'm too young.. don't have alot of experience with love, but I find the situation you're in really cute.

Like the song!

noimageatall said:

I'm here:

Timmy84 said:

YEAH! That's what I needed!

Tortilla said:

Oh, it's not cute. It's fuckin' scary...

noimageatall said:

Thought that'll work.

Timmy84 said:

noimageatall said:

I love all that shit.. infatuation and whatnot.

Tortilla said:

Ok..backstory. We were together when we were very, very young. I was 25...he was 17. Yeah, I know. I robbed the cradle. Whatever...he was mature. Off and on for years. Then he moved to NY...I moved to Chi. He found me on FB. We reconnected. I mean...RE-connected. Either he is the smoothest muthafucka and I am a sucka...or he really still loves me. All I know is my heart is pumpin' love juice and I'm "in too deep." I'm ready to book a flight. HELP!!!!!

You guys are the ones who can smack some sense back into me. I'm too old for this shit.

noimageatall said:

Uh-uh, you need to be with someone your age. Anyone even five years younger, you have to take a step back or wait until they're mature enough to handle anything. It was bad enough you got with him when he was still in high school lol.

^^Well, I'm no good at the "smack some sense back" type biz. I'll encourage it to no end. Follow your heart.

I'll stop.

Timmy84 said:

Ok...he's like in his 40's now. And I look nothing like my age. I've NEVER had a relationship with anyone older than me. Not even my husband. I don't like "old" people...I mean "old" acting people... That's why I love all you "young" orgers!!! So, I think it's ok. Oh...damn...see??? I'm making excuses already.

Tortilla said:

I Love You...Keyshia Cole...Lil' Wayne


When I found out that you were leaving me
I couldn’t sleep thinking about
All the things that we been through
Now all that I want to do is tell you
That I love you so much
You know I really really miss you

All these sweet memories
I know you can hear me now
For the record I love you, I love you
All these sweet memories
I know you can hear me now
For the record I love you, I love you

[LIL WAYNE]
I be blowing up the bombest green
Make me step into that time machine
Let’s step into that time machine
Tell you what I’ve seen
Tell you where I been
And every day I dream about
How it seem like everyday was February 14
Cupid on beam, that arrow’s sting
We were more than a fling
We were more like a ring
Only a left hand, tuxedo best man
The flower girl was supposed to be our girl
You was supposed to have the bridal and the baby shower girl
Young Carter, Young Keysh
Yea this our world
The new queen, now make Mary prouder girl

All these sweet memories
I know you can hear me now
For the record I love you, I love you
All these sweet memories
I know you can hear me now
For the record I love you, I love you

[LIL WAYNE]
As I blow steam back, I just think back
About the time I wish I could bring back
Man, I’m doing a buck down memory lane
And if I crash just pick my plane
Cuz I’m talking about we go way back, we go far back
Before Pain cousin was car jack
Well now it’s back to the future, star track
Exit memory lane, now where can I park at?
Pardon me, I just thought back
Bout how I used to fuck you and you fought back
Dem late night bed fights neck bites leg bites
Some times handcuffs, but never read rights
And now it’s never red lights
Down that memory lane, I know
So I guess that green light means I go
Through the fire thinking bout all the flames I know
Yeah, but you know

I wish that you change your ways soon enough
So we can be together
You just don’t understand good love
And now all we have is memories

[LIL WAYNE w/ KEYSHIA]
And I’m like what did I do? What did I do?
Whatever it is can I undo?
You know I got stand for my 1-2
But my 1-2 is nothing without you
What can I do? What can I do?
Whatever it is can I do it for you?
Whatever it is can I do it forever?
For the record every time I hear this record I’m like

All these sweet memories
I know you can hear me now
For the record I love you, I love you
All these sweet memories
I know you can hear me now
For the record I love you, I love you

So now when I think back on the times
That you shared with me baby
No one could ever compare
To the love you, (to the love you)
That you brought to me baby
So why did you have to go away?
I miss you so (I miss you so)
But I’m sure you know, that I have all these sweet memories

All these sweet memories
I know you can hear me now
For the record I love you, I love you
[Edited 12/2/09 0:02am]

noimageatall said:

We-ell, there's nothing wrong with dating a younger man and you're still within what I call the "10 year rule" so there's no reason not to proceed...but with caution! You've got experience under your belt, so use it! If you decide to go for it, just make sure you don't dive head first and don't ignore your gut instincts or common sense. But "old" is a state of mind...not an age! I'm in my forties and just ended a brief relationship with a younger man, who wasn't what he presented himself to be. My heart isn't broken...but my confidence in my judgment is a little bruised!

poetcorner61 said:

Thank you. I am being cautious. Overly so. I'm about to go to my net-detective. Although he's been one of the only men who never lied. He's always just been what he says he is. Take it or leave it. Just like me.

And I know that age is just #. I never think about it so I just do what I feel. It's a state of mind, body, and health. I think if I stop dancing I'll age 20 years...

Timmy84 said:

No, he'd already graduated.

Well damn sister, is he the devil? If so get your fuck on!

But personally, I just wrote and ideal scene where I created my perfect husband I might just talk you into it if you let me







You can always send the juicy to orgnotes

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

I will...when I get back. And I guess I wanted to be talked out of it and then talked into it but not on purpose ya, know??? What did I just say?

noimageatall said:

The inner voice KNOWS Listen

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

You're right, Richard. I saw a sig from an orger (slimhustle)...when I find out who I'll edit it, but it said, "Fear less...love more." I like that...



edited 'cause I found the sigs owner.
[Edited 12/3/09 23:48pm]

i dig a few of keyshia's songs, but never got into this one

purplepolitician said:

Which one? Trust or I Love You? I love them both.

noimageatall said:

trust . never heard of the other (although i might check it cuz weezy's up there ) but love, let it go, i remember, should'a let you go, all = classic keyshia

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

What's your ideal husband, Richard?

purplepolitician said:

I Love You is a remake from Mary J. People say she shouldn't have remade it and it sucks. Now I love me some Mary J...but this version is rougher and somehow even though I'm not a weezy fan... I love this version. It just feels like "pain."

noimageatall said:

Because I'm not embarrassed and to give you inspiration. Every point begins with "I AM" :

• In the most amazing friendship I've ever had.
  
• In Awe of my husband's pure beauty, beauty of heart, beauty of spirit.
  
• Enraptured by the small things that make my husband so special. He has my favorite traits, but I am always surprised at the little things that attract me to him.
  
• My husband and I are perfect compliments to each other, feeding and helping the other to cultivate each others dreams.
  
• Living a colored dream where only shadows, black and white existed before.
  
• Understanding my true potential in partnership, knowing complete safety in this way of living.
  
• Never ever having to hide the beauty of my heart. It is accepted completely and with gratitude.
  
• Only ever needing the attention and sexuality of my husband to fulfill my physical and spiritual desires.
  
• Touched, caressed, kissed, held and loved in the most righteous way possible. Living with him in my life is like having the whole world on my side.
  
• In such a deep deep love that I shine so brightly, brighter than anyone has ever seen.
  
• Faithful, unyielding in my devotion and living in a place we call home.
  
• Introducing this man to my family and they love each other for being a part of me.
  
• Letting this love heal the failures and pain of the past.
  
• Filled with the light of my husband's spirit.
  
• Worshipping with my husband and we participate in each other's calling.
  
• Truly loved
  

Go Big!

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

Amazing, Richard. A perfect list. I would add ...I am not jealous because trust does not allow it. So I have these so far. Should I go to NY? I mean even if the rest of the list is not forthcoming, the sex will be mind-blowing.


In the most amazing friendship I've ever had.

In Awe of my husband's pure beauty, beauty of heart, beauty of spirit.

Enraptured by the small things that make my husband so special. He has my favorite traits, but I am always surprised at the little things that attract me to him.

Living a colored dream where only shadows, black and white existed before.

Never ever having to hide the beauty of my heart. It is accepted completely and with gratitude.

Only ever needing the attention and sexuality of my husband to fulfill my physical and spiritual desires.

Letting this love heal the failures and pain of the past.