and yet I'm walking around in a designer red jacket and someone mentioned mj and laughed and I just looked at them like WTF

maybe I'm turning into corey feldman

why must jacko do this to people?

yeah, we are all in the occult now.....

I don't know why you get so hooked into dude like that. I have one period like that and I let that go. Now if Mike comes out with something I'll support it no doubt because I still call myself a fan. However, other music had my interest for a minute.

Timmy84 said:

same with me, it's like one minute I love him like I'm married to him and the next I hate his guts and want him to fucking disappear out of my mind, and it's in extremes like all the way and all the way down, kind of like bipolar

I'm still a fan but I'm moving on though it's hard and I have relapses. I do know my life can't revolve around buying everything, listening to his music, performing his music anymore, it seems repetitive and boring now and I can see why Justin got annoyed and started calling Fred Astaire his inspiration cause he was annoyed that people couldn't see him, they could only see him copying someone else, in the beginning. I think I'm the same way too. I can't help being pale with dark hair and big eyes, people used to jokingly say I look like mj (most people think I'm so gorgeous and should model though) if he came up and I used to get all excited, now I just get annoyed at the thought of anyone thinking that and not saying so, and want to be seen as myself, even if I wear something stylish and people think of mj, I don't do it cause he does anymore, I do it cause I like it but it's so hard to get away if people are reminded. I wore a red jacket/top from Guess cause it was so cute, but anyone can wear a red jacket. I don't exactly want people looking at me and thinking I'm odd cause they think he is. And for the record, he looks like me, I don't look like him! I wasn't the one who changed myself and got a disease....
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and no, I don't go around talking about mj wherever I go, at all. Maybe for a little while when I was younger, but things just start up around me almost like the universe is dumping it on me. One time I was babysitting a bunch of people at a group home and this kid randomly started moonwalking and then looked at me strange, I just commented that was very random cause before that we were doing an activity. I know I sound mental. I used to think shi.t like this happening wherever I went and being in the right place and right time was really cool, now it scares me, I'm not sure what the universe is trying to tell me.
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But i didn't say anything about him and met that person for the first time and he did that. Another time I was helping a few people with english & math and one randomly started singing beat it and then said I look like him, I just kinda snickered, and I was wearing a skirt and purple shirt for god's sake! I don't bring him up at all and people do everytime I forget him, whether it's those I know or people I barely know that don't know much about me, that's what freaks me out. And it's not what I'm wearing or anything either, I don't know what it is but it's really weird. Maybe it sounds like obsession but I don't feel obsessed with him or his music right now unless it's second nature, but there's something going on and I don't like it and want to put a stop to it.

and yeah I'm all female

could it mean I'm destined for something? going to a tour? meeting him? musical collaboration? something else and that's why all these things are happening but it hasn't come to fruition yet? I don't think sitting around on message boards is getting me anywhere though so that can't be it
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alphastreet said:

Who knows? But that does sound real weird that you would be somewhere and they'll just give you MJ references.

abierman said:

Oh, are some of ya'll trying to take my "King of Gifs" crown?!!

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bboy87 said:

Timmy84 said:

But i didn't say anything about him and met that person for the first time and he did that. Another time I was helping a few people with english & math and one randomly started singing beat it and then said I look like him, I just kinda snickered, and I was wearing a skirt and purple shirt for god's sake! I don't bring him up at all and people do everytime I forget him, whether it's those I know or people I barely know that don't know much about me, that's what freaks me out. And it's not what I'm wearing or anything either, I don't know what it is but it's really weird. Maybe it sounds like obsession but I don't feel obsessed with him or his music right now unless it's second nature, but there's something going on and I don't like it and want to put a stop to it.

and yeah I'm all female

could it mean I'm destined for something? going to a tour? meeting him? musical collaboration? something else and that's why all these things are happening but it hasn't come to fruition yet? I don't think sitting around on message boards is getting me anywhere though so that can't be it
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alphastreet said:

Could it be a question of age?? I don't know how old you are but i would guess that most people who feel that way for a singer are less than 25 years.o???
I have met people hooked up on MJ during the Bad era, they were proper nuts. There is another singer that I find have the same effect on people somehow in a different manner is Bob Marley, i met people who could actually talk like him, dress like him, listen only to him. Nobody made fun of them, i wonder why???

alphastreet said:

Could it be a question of age?? I don't know how old you are but i would guess that most people who feel that way for a singer are less than 25 years.o???
I have met people hooked up on MJ during the Bad era, they were proper nuts. There is another singer that I find have the same effect on people somehow in a different manner is Bob Marley, i met people who could actually talk like him, dress like him, listen only to him. Nobody made fun of them, i wonder why???