Excerpt from book "Keep the Faith":

"I don’t know what got into my head. But I decided that I needed to know once and for all what Big was really trying to do. On that night before Christmas, I drove to Big’s house on a mission to find out where I really stood.

The security guard at the gate just waved me in when I pulled up. It was Christmas Eve and she’d seen me come into the complex with the kids, so I guess she didn’t think anything of it.

I parked in the rear of Big’s town house and walked up to the garage. It was locked. I hadn’t been over to Big’s house a whole lot but I did know that you jiggle the garage door a certain way and unlock it.

I got into the garage, where there was an elevator that would take me to both floors of Big’s duplex. There I was, rocking a black skully cap and a heavy goose-down jacket, tiptoeing into the elevator and pressing the button to go up to the second floor, where his bedroom was located.

I got to Big’s bedroom door, turned the knob, and went inside. As soon as I saw a small lump next to Big’s large frame, I flew into a rage, ran over to the side of the bed, and pulled back the covers. I grabbed some chick our of the bed and started beating her ass. At some point, the chick’s wig came off in my hand; It was a short, cropped wig. I stopped throwing punches for a minute to get a good look at the chick I was beating up. It was Lil Kim. She was completely butt-naked, yelling as I pushed her around the room.

“So you not fucking her, right?” I screamed at Big. “Yeah, you not messing with her anymore,right?”
When they heard all the commotion, Cease, D-Roc, and Gutter came running into the room.
‘Oh shit!” they yelled in unison. “It’s Faye! How the hell she get in here?”

Big sat up in bed and pointed at Kim, who was standing in a corner of the room, trying to cover her naked body with her hands while I was still yelling at Big.

“Yo, get her outta here,’ Big said. They led Kim out of the room and she screamed and cursed the whole way.

It was absolutely crazy in that house. Kim was naked and being led somewhere to get dressed. I was still screaming on Big. Damion, Cease, and Gutter were laughing in amazement that I would be so bold. And Big looked like he was just too through with all of us.

He sat up in bed shaking his head. Kim left the house and I stayed, talking to Big about why he couldn’t be honest with me about her.

‘I thought it was all about Tiffany?” I asked. You still messing with Kim, too?” Big had nothing to say.

I have to say I actually felt some pity for Kim. Big had a wife, and she settled for messing with him. Then he started dating Tiffany and Big had a wife and a mistress. And Kim still settled for being other other woman. It seemed pretty sad to settle for that.

When I left a few hours later to get the kids, I noticed that Kim had taken my key to my Land Cruiser and scratched up my entire car, from the hood to the back bumper.

Even though we ended up having sex that day, at that point I decided I was 100 percent through. I was not going to be a ride or die chick, always going to lengths to show Big how I felt. I was the mother of his child and his wife. But I was going to have to let go"



Tiffany = Charli Baltimore

Okay.... Let me get this straight. She already knows he's sleeping with Charlie Baltimore. Then she has SEX with this blubbery bastard right after finding him in bed with Lil Kim's stank ass.

Yeah. Real classy.

If I were her, this is some shit I'd keep to myself. I guess whatever profits she stands to make from this book outweigh her preserving whatever fragment of diginity she has. I ain't suprised. Money was always more important than anything to that whole bogus "Jr Mafia" crew.
[Edited 8/30/08 15:49pm]

bboy87 said:

Oh that is nasty!

1. How could Faith have sex with THAT man (Biggie) on the same day that she busted him having sex with Lil' Kim, neither mind that he was also having Charli Baltimore "F***ing For Tracks" with him in the studio during that week as well?

2. Doesn't it make you wonder if 2pac was telling the truth after all about Faith having an one-night stand with him as payback for Biggie cheating on her first?!?

alwayslate said:

Women can do some stupid things when they're F***ing For Tracks.

TonyVanDam said:

Oh, she spoke about Pac in the book too

Nasty. All of 'em. And Kim scratching up the car like she got a reason to be mad.

alwayslate said:

this came across my mind as well .. Biggie musta'had some powerful stuff.. d*ck make ya do some stuff... for real..

Flowers2 said:

As ugly as that nucca was I'da never found out and Charli aka Tiffany Lane is REALLY pretty and so is Faith. So, fuckin' for tracks will REALLY make ya do some ridiculous shit. But Biggie was eggin' all this shit and playing them against each other. He had Charli playing Faith in the Get Money video that Kim appears in. Trif-lin'!

Anytime I hear about these triflin' heffas I think of Jay-Z's lyrics from the song Allure:

Or even the worst pain is the distress
Learnin you're the mistress only
after that love gets slain
And the anger and the sorrow mixed up leads to mistrust
Now it gets tough to ever love a-gain
But the allure of the game, keeps callin your name
To all the Lauras of the world, I feel your pain
To all the Christies in every cities and Tiffany Lanes
We all hustlers, in love with the same thang

Nucca got skills, even threw in a Malcolm X reference for good measure.
[Edited 8/30/08 20:26pm]

This is so heartbreaking to read

SCNDLS said:

yeah .. that song is fitting

dayum! This book is scandalous

alwayslate said:

For real.

TonyVanDam said:

with all that there and the double standard that Biggie got mad thinking she was with Tupac (and Diddy too, the nerve) ... Men .. crucify the woman when she does it though

silly little people, all of them

abigail05 said:

they were all in their early 20s if that helps explain..

Cinnie said:

That doesn't mean anything. Mick Jagger has done some crazy things from age 20 to 60-something. Madonna had been daring in her 20's & 30's. Gene Simmons still do something sexually shocking even at his old age with other women and still maintain an open relationship with Shannon Tweed (who also see other men as well!).

They are/were all nasty!!!
[Edited 9/4/08 9:16am]

Ever heard of a "hood rat"? She's,,or was the epitome of the word, since she's a grown lady now.

Still,,,I love my Faye regardless of the petty foolishness she put herself through

This book has woke up some intense feelings among her fans. If there's one good thing I could say about this book, it sure killed the impression that Faye is a "timid chic" coz she's def anything but that.

HELL, if anybody could survive Newark projects,,,,they gotta be monstrous AND also the fact that she's @ peace with her past, otherwise she wouldn't ditch all this dirt.

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