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Feeling sad again today, all of a sudden. Listening to Adore. I just want to cry that both Prince and Vanity aren't here in physical form like they used to be. Life just goes too fast.
The only thing that gives me comfort is knowing they might be together in some way, friendship, companionship, whatever is meant. i basically just miss Prince being here as he used to be. *tears falling* Trying not to be sad! What do you do when you feel like this? [Edited 7/20/16 16:43pm] | |
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I know. It's still so hard to wrap one's head around it some days. The finality of it all. The "what if's" that keep playing over and over in your mind. The whole darn tragic nature of it all. I almost have to pretend it's not real at times just to get thru a particularly bad moment. I do know it helps tremendously to have others to talk to who feel as you do. My husband has been a bit more interested in my Prince musings of late which I appreciate. But mostly it's been the org that has gotten me this far and the people here.
[Edited 7/20/16 17:57pm] It's a hurtful place, the world, in and of itself. We don't need to add to it. We all need one another. ~ PRN | |
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Sometimes there just aren't enough tears to express all the sorrrow and sadness ''The beautiful ones they hurt you every tiiiiime....''
RIP BEAUTIFUL ONES: Prince & Denise 2016 | |
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Right there with you. I always used to keep a stash of money aside in case he would announce a tour and I would be ready to buy tix at a seconds notice. Just yesterday I put it back in my account. That made me sad. Every minute of last night is on my face today.... | |
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Thanks you guys. I saw another psychic reading on price last night in YouTube which was amazingly accurate, I felt. I never believed in any of that and wouldn't go to one for myself, for for connecting to the departed I think there might be some validity to some of these mediums. One thing that came up was "It was my time to go." I've known that, but it was still great to see it. | |
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You cry- I feel like that sometimes too; I took for granted their presence on this side. I still am shocked at how their deaths have rocked me. You cry and get it out that is part of mourning . It will always hurt but not as raw. It is still so new. That is why I am still on the org. I cannot let go yet I think what you are feeling is normal. Don't beat yourself up; you are human and it is ok. | |
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I miss him too so many times and all that he has given. And I am still waiting Prince I will always miss and love U. | |
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Vashtix said:
You cry- I feel like that sometimes too; I took for granted their presence on this side. I still am shocked at how their deaths have rocked me. You cry and get it out that is part of mourning . It will always hurt but not as raw. It is still so new. That is why I am still on the org. I cannot let go yet I think what you are feeling is normal. Don't beat yourself up; you are human and it is ok. :) 💜 | |
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OzlemUcucu said: I miss him too so many times and all that he has given. And I am still waiting 💜💜 | |
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I didn't have a chance to properly grieve the loss of Vanity. She was my favorite former Prince person. At 11 I wanted to be just like her. Even after she left Prince I was still a huge fan. I was the only person I know with all her records-and if I'm not talking to an orger I am still the only person I know with all her records. I also thought Apollonia was a fair lower beauty that Vanity. In fact I only have 3 posters in my old bedroom and Vanity 6 is one of them.
This past Monday, Bounce TV showed a movie she made with Billy Dee Williams.
RIP Denise Matthews- Beautiful, Loved and Blessed
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I loved Vanity and even Denise too; that woman just was gifted with something special one of a kind | |
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Vashtix said:
You cry- I feel like that sometimes too; I took for granted their presence on this side. I still am shocked at how their deaths have rocked me. You cry and get it out that is part of mourning . It will always hurt but not as raw. It is still so new. That is why I am still on the org. I cannot let go yet I think what you are feeling is normal. Don't beat yourself up; you are human and it is ok. | |
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Thank you 💜💜💜💜 | |
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i thought i was the only one who did that. :hugs: i know exactly how you feel. Prince #MUSICIANICONLEGEND | |
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Same here. I try to concentrate on the positive that I am saving money now. But I would rather him still be around. I also try to think that he would not want any of us to be sad. He would want us to do something positive like learn a new instrument or volunteer for a good cause. So I am going to do both. | |
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