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Yesterday all is said and done
thank you sexaftertaste for the use of you space. dreamfirstborn, jew [This message was edited Fri May 23 8:43:15 PDT 2003 by sexaftertaste] | |
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phase THREE now complete. | |
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It's all good man, at least with me.
I don't take things so serious as lots of people do. Peace | |
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Hey man, I really hope all your problems find a solution. I'm sorry if what I said made you feel bad. Like I said, you touched a nerve. I wish you would have just told us your situation straight out instead of disguising it. Anyway it's all good now, here's a hug.
I don't know anything about your personal life or your situation, but as far as music goes, I do know you are doing the "right" thing. You follow your heart and express yourself freely. I really admire and respect that about you. Keep doing that and I'm sure you know, the best is yet to come. By the way, I downloaded your video, but it wouldn't play on my computer.  I'm going to try to download it again. I just need quicktime to play it, right?
Peace, | |
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I'm sorry to hear that your down man. I think what your doing is great. Take pleasure in your art because there is alot in it.
PS. Phase 3? What happened to 2? I must of missed a few things. NOTE: THIS ACCOUNT IS NOW CLOSED. PLEASE CONTACT “K A M  L L E” | |
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sexaftertaste said: yesterday was one of the worst days i have ever had.
it seemed as though everything was coming down on me all at once and yes it was i who made that post, but i didn't want any hand out or anything of the sort. i just wanted to know that no matter what there was just ONE person who was there 4 me, not knowing it was me but just the part of me who was in need. and it wasn't the need for money but the need of support. all i really needed was to be embraced. some sort of assurance that what i am doing is "ok" and everything in the post regard a test was true. it was a test. it wasn't the kind of pass or fail but the kind where i just needed to know. that i wasn't alone in this that i am doing. i didn't mean to misrepresent the name "newfunkoder" or the image of "newfunkorder" it has never been my intension. thank you, dreamfirstborn, jew Thats the dream firstborn I know. Whats with all the phases?? | |
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I had a worst day a few weeks ago, I felt terrible, I know how desperate I felt to be emotionally held and understood and to know just what on earth was happening to me.
I guess I can relate to what you are saying about wanting to know that what you are doing is ok. I don't know what yours was in relation to, mine was about my personal therapy and knowing that I was feeling terrible, frightening, awful, hideous feelings, for a reason...that I was feeling them because of revisiting past issues and not just for no reason at all. I forgot that I'm involved in a healing process, as the feelings were so painful, they disorientated me. I needed to be held, understood and I called my therapist and we spoke for a while and I did feel held and understood. I'm wondering where you are at now, after that experience and I hope that you have found from the universe, a supportive place, supportive people and inner safety. Take care man  | |
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O.K. then I don't feel "played". It wasn't like I was "taking it all serious", I'm just a fan of honesty.
Sexafter if you ever need to chat, I'm a good listener. | |
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