I ignored the ache in the upper right jaw. Well you have to learn to do that or you'd be forever treating something as decrepitude creeps ever onward.

I just wondered how much my skill with the backspace key had been depleted keeping off here so long. Bit not much. ooh i'm getting that bounce in the keys i love so much. it gives back. I just wanted to see if i had the speed left. i don't know if i've got anything left to waffle on about that i've left out of the other field. He shouldn't have got me started on that. It's like an addiction i never knew i had! I kept off so long to adjust and re assess my priorities. i was hoping i would have got up enough courage by now to have made another attempt to get over there. I haven't been listening to any music much. i only put the headphones on when i go out. i'm not strong enough to garden now. A little heart attack has explained why i've felt less and less fit as well. it's a scary thing death. i'm not looking after myself enough to get well. i'm not afraid of dying i'm just afraid of living. I'd weep an ocean of tears for all the life i have denied myself being here so long. Ah well never mind that's life. I wouldn't let them keep me in hospital. i was conscious so i wasn't that sick. I revolted over the food again. It was smelling of the plastic it was steam heated in. I didn't like their drugs. I wonder how long i'll last sitting typing b4 the toothache gets me down? I'm sure it's the wisdom tooth that grew in 2012. That's how long.TTFN

lindamsmith1133 said:

I ignored the ache in the upper right jaw. Well you have to learn to do that or you'd be forever treating something as decrepitude creeps ever onward.

I just wondered how much my skill with the backspace key had been depleted keeping off here so long. Bit not much. ooh i'm getting that bounce in the keys i love so much. it gives back. I just wanted to see if i had the speed left. i don't know if i've got anything left to waffle on about that i've left out of the other field. He shouldn't have got me started on that. It's like an addiction i never knew i had! I kept off so long to adjust and re assess my priorities. i was hoping i would have got up enough courage by now to have made another attempt to get over there. I haven't been listening to any music much. i only put the headphones on when i go out. i'm not strong enough to garden now. A little heart attack has explained why i've felt less and less fit as well. it's a scary thing death. i'm not looking after myself enough to get well. i'm not afraid of dying i'm just afraid of living. I'd weep an ocean of tears for all the life i have denied myself being here so long. Ah well never mind that's life. I wouldn't let them keep me in hospital. i was conscious so i wasn't that sick. I revolted over the food again. It was smelling of the plastic it was steam heated in. I didn't like their drugs. I wonder how long i'll last sitting typing b4 the toothache gets me down? I'm sure it's the wisdom tooth that grew in 2012. That's how long.TTFN

Please get help...there is a world of hope past how you feel now.