One foot in front of the other, one day at a time. Moment by moment if necessary but endure we must. The dust has to settle b4 all the truth will be known. It will be known. There are valueable lessons our Maestro has to give us. There is that space between waking and the REM, in that state other dimensions are discernable at the edge of our sense. This i put in here is always always only because of Prince. I'm an Archer just because i like it and it was a part of me i didn't express, i got the confidence from Prince to try, just to see if i had anything. I pause & sense the atmosphere around for a bit of electricity or a slight breeze out of nowhere. There it is. Oh good still around. Oh U don't think that's the last we've seen or heard from his nibs do U? Really, don't be daft, Hermes won't have that. Just coming into his own he is. Training for the part i imagine. Normal ways i deal with something i don't want to accept for the time being. It's not real until then and i'm the eternal optimist. My thoughts are with the girls in 3EG and all the people suffering right now. It's real, it'll hurt for a while and then we go on and find ways to keep his work played all over the world at least every week. I've determined i'm going to get every town to build a dance hall for the people. The new music is there for the release when the time is right. The world doesn't let some one like this b forgotten and it will be all of us that Loved him that will ensure his legacy to the world is played always in every generation, like our very own Mozart of the 20th & 21st centuries, spanning the past and lighting the way to the future. I would really like to know why i wasn't ever able to get a phone call through to him. Always engaged. I left my number on the direct message. Tidal has it. I left it on here as well. Was it just that the telephone service is not able to communicate with the one in the US? I rang hundreds of times and it never went through. So clever with technology in some ways and useless in others i am. I am not in a catatonic state i wish i was. I'm not as elevated as i can be, it's ok i'm sure it's normal when someone deeply Loved leaves for another realm. "Grandmas Hands." Bill Withers just came on the shuffle. How they will clap. I'm finding as many positives for him as i can just now. It stops me thinking about why am i writing to him. I'm hoping we connect on the thought waves and if i keep typing it could happen. I want it to. It will mean developing some dreaded routine and inserting some exercise, it's cooling off i can go and tidy up the jungle of a garden. Work is the antidote to the grief. I'm sure Spirit hangs out when Ur dedicated to doing work for a higher purpose. Promoting his music couldn't be any higher a purpose 2 me. I pulled a Rune that day, #8 Wunjo - Joy, i pulled a Medicine card, Rev. Lizard. The card was turned upside down facing me. Basically, are U the dreamer or the dreamed? See somewhere in between is the real. The next song line above, 'train is leaving all day, a magical trip through our time and laughter is all U pay.' This is the 4th year i've been learning all the songs the more to Love the man. Just to honour him. He made me feel Loved and Cherished without even meeting me. When Ur heart is in a milllion pieces it takes strong medicine to reach it Prince was the only man on Earth strong enough. He won. I was getting a plane over there to deliver this letter and the rest of the praise in person. Life here is meaningless without this man to write stuff to/for. Anything as long as i was doing it for him i didn't care i'd have cleaned his toilets. Imagine if it was U and U couldn't get to speak to him once just for the sake of technology not being up to standard or something. I was about to max out a credit card just to deliver the letters. I'm so grateful i was able to be at the 1st concert at the Opera House, he heard me scream his name. The crowd were getting rabid, i screamed 'Prince, Prince, we're ready.' He came out and the crowd roared. The last time i was in that concert hall was to listen to I Musici play Vivaldi's 4 Seasons. Both brilliant. Prince is the only musician i ever paid to go and EXPERIENCE. Sighs with relief! I've almost total recall. From getting there late, running up the front steps of the Opera House thinking i'd collapse at the top, stride through the place like i own it, get tickest and wrist band and stride to the stage seats behind him while he plays. I said the usher, i'm going to get fit as well. I thought i would croak! I was saying that'd be right God get me this close and then switch me off! What followed was time stood still and for 2 plus hours we all got the essence of the Maestro, we saw it, heard it and felt it. We breathed the same exhalted air as he did all that time. It was truly magical for me, beyond my wildest ever dreams and he was much much more that anything anyone has ever said about him. Gabrial couldn't blow his horns half as well as this one twinkled those ivories. I was transported anywhere he chose to take us. I couldn't ever get enough i'm glad i have so many of his songs. To all and everyone with Love, Take Care God Bless and Be Well.xxxxx