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Dear BJ
The first time i saw you were hot as hell and your voice was so sincere. do you know what it is like being a block of ice 3 inches from the sun. i am melting all over the place. still dripping in all this heat looked at me i am yours. i will always be. yours. Your hypnotic. Your logic. Your Sane. Yet, the one thing we have in common is that we are the different images of the same thing. because of you i am so nervous, yes i am afraid of you, and because of that i had to take you. and bring you here inside of me.
i am going to show you everything that is left of me.
The Valentine within this LoveLetter. [Edited 3/8/14 16:53pm] Special Thanks 2 Paisley Park and The DownLoad Society | |
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today i have been working on this project. I am trying to edit something but some of the mp4's are corrupted. I got most of them fixed but there are still a few that are taking forever to do.
I haven't had a drink in almost 5 days. I told Jackie to pick up a bottle on his way back from work. I want to get drunk. lol. I have tonight off from the set, but i have call time tomorrow at 3.
i would do anything to see you tonight.
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please stop being mad at me.
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"Music gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination and life to everything." --Plato
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I haven't seen you in almost 10 days it feels like. I am lonely for you. Your my first thought of the day and the last thought of my night. and half a million thoughts are dedicated to you in between. I don't know if i should love you or hate you. I do. Both.
I am going downtown today. I am at the point to where i hope to see you but i don't expect it at all. I miss you so much. I miss those moments where it was just you and I. When you just talked to me. I really enjoyed getting to know you. oh why do i always fall for the musicians?
I saw a post of facebook that said don't fall in love with a musician if your insecure. I am secure within my self but within you. I am a broken peice of joy.
God i hope i see you tonight. I just want to hear your voice and look into your eyes. I really hope i see you tonight.
with all possibilities,
The Valentine, Within this loveletter
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"No one remembers the drummer", someone said. I do, yet the funny this is that it doesn't matter what I remember. It only matters what I am thinking right here in the now. Right now I am thinking that..... oh my I don't know what I am thinking when it comes to you. I am an emotional roller coaster. Sometimes on the up hill climb and other times, I am on the free fall. Holding my breath yet screaming with all my might. Please don't end. What ever will be, is all a matter of what I dream and even wide awake I dream of you.
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it was so amazing to see you. i swear, when you took a moment to sit down and talk with me in your busy schedule, it ment the world to me. You showed me how to hold a stick. to be honest i am a better drummer now. if only slightly.
when you were sitting next to me all i could hear was you breathing. You are very rhythmatic when you breath. Does that make me weird to notice such a thing.
by the way, you are so beautiful it make my heart stop just being in the same space as you. It takes everything that i have just to remain c.o.o.l. with you sitting next to me.
I adore you BJ.
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The Valentine is so very good to me.
As BlueJesue,
-DreamFirstBorn, Jew is here | |
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this is just the begining.
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Dreamfirstbornjew are you still around these parts, doing this thing that only you do?
So glad to hear it, your creativity shines thru. Time marchs on but the real remains true.
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One of the greatest things that happen at Paisley Park the other night is when Hana was standing watching the band, full attention. Down on the beat. Grooving to Kirk J on the drums. Josh came up behind her and put his hands around her waist. It caught her off guard, she didn't know who it was in that split second.
wow that look of surprise and fear on her face, it could have been anyone, as a reaction to this i thought no wonder they are so well protected.
then she turned her head around just enough to see that it was him and the biggest smile came across her face. She has such beautiful teeth. She shines when she smiles. He held her thight and close to him. He was her protector. They are in love and it shows, beautifully.
as a director i am suppose to notice the details within an action. that action took place with in a minutes time but at The Dream Factory we capture it in real time and it last forever.
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mean while downtown,
I got to watch this in the making....
watching them work was a great experience.
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I got to assist DreamFirstBorn, Jew in this photoshoot for a .... Poster.
this is an out take.
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when working i don't think about you as much, it almost feels as though your drifting way. i can't breath.
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So today i didn't work. All i could do is think about you. So i went out to the yard and i buildt a fence. afterwards i roasted hot dogs.
with out you and without work i feel pretty boring. LOL
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People have come up to me and say "hey I will do this for you for free or you can do this for free." but the one thing you taught me was NOTHING COMES FOR FREE.
I have learned alot of things from you but lately this is the one that stands out the most. Even in relationships there is a price that is paid. Not talking about our relationship of course, but with the relationships i have been building since I have come to this place.
Everyone loves a good Valentine but other than you, no one wants to know who The Valentine is... only what the valentine can do for them. LOVE is Powerful and forgiving. I am forgiving.
What I do is powerful and when I am "in" LOVE I will do anything for you. I think that maybe I should be a little bit more selective in my LOVE connections. You are not my only LOVE and i know you understand why, there are many that I LOVE. I love because it is my duty and it is my honor.
I have no hard feelings or ill will towards those who set a price, hmmmmm people charging me for what I do, naturally. That's a thought that makes me wonder? Am I a slave? Scandal at the thought.
I need to go visit some flowers where the bees don't sting.
I'll return until then,
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Time Travel has been initiated. 2nd stop the future
until then, confession of the dead.
[Edited 4/13/14 18:45pm] | |
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in the mean time....
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my best FRIEND broke up with me. I am so sad and I am feeling the breakdown.
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i am all alone and
i just want to die. is here | |
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the most amazing thing happens when you least expect it.
when i believed i was losing my best friend, it turned out it was only a lack of comminunication. we sat and talked it out. Talking is GREAT.
then afterwards God gave me a gift to give back to my best friend. Something that went missing almost a month ago and today, I just said God please let me find that thing and a few hours later it appeared out of nowhere.
I'm FINE.
Thank you God and also thank you to my best friend. I would be lost without the both of you.
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nuff respect dude you kinda poetic like me did you chekc out my poem I deddicated to my main man Bo the other day?
Whatchu think about this?
Sweaty Ballz
Sweaty balls.... In these dark halls of loneliness and despair with no one there to touch my hair I got no love, so like a lonely dove I wait and hate these lonely nights Sweet sensation of midnight masturbation just me and Bo and maybe a drunk ass ho But reality cuts like a knife in this oh so bitter life and as the summer is approaching I got nothing but sweaty ballz My man Bo on the couch when high..from the couch he falls like me so lonely with nuttin but sweaty balls we all want hoes but sometimes that's how it goes so we got nuttin but each other and sometimes share some drunk ass hoes
sweaty balls and whenever he falls I'm there to pick him up cuz Bo know I'm always fo sho and never for show.
dedicated to my main man Bo
I got nuttin but love for ya
I've dated outside of my race and I discovered that Good Pussy is Good Pussy and Good Booty is Good Booty regardless of ethnicity...I don't have a Fetish for only Big White Tits, Big White Butts or Phat White Pussy.(chancellor) wise man ! | |
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rufusrawfield
not sure what i should say about your sweaty ballz though it appears they've been in my naked halls.
that's alot to swallow.
-The Valentine
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Thanks you so much for the compliment.
I've dated outside of my race and I discovered that Good Pussy is Good Pussy and Good Booty is Good Booty regardless of ethnicity...I don't have a Fetish for only Big White Tits, Big White Butts or Phat White Pussy.(chancellor) wise man ! | |
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"Just woke up from a Prince dream. I was sitting by lake minneatonka watching the sunset and he walks up behind me. I couldn't look at him but I knew he was there. He says to me "saying it out loud and letting it go is not so easy." I said "I know" he said "let it go." Just then the sunset beneath the horizon. The colors were amazing. He then said "i'm going to London u want to come?" And I said, "yeah." I turn to look at him and he was gone. I thought to myself he is gone. I stood up and jumped into the lake. I then woke up."
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