while i was sleeping i had a dream.

in this dream, i had become a real live human being.

I wasn't just a spiritual being, but i was flesh and bone

and i understood all things because i was all things.

i had become a manifestation of the word of the most high.

i was real and a living thing.

Are you dreaming or am i real?

i am hungry now.

ANDROGYNINE.

ANDROGYNINE has slip back into his slumber. The transformation process will began shortly.

until then we have decoded more data from her memory files.

here is one dated 12/25/2013

The Valentine,

within this loveletter

as the decoding continues from his memory files

another has been complete.

The Valentine,

within this loveletter

I have spent a life time believing in dreams ANDROGYNINE.

I believe in you and I know you to be true.

when you awaken from your sleep, I will be here with you always.

Let the transformation began.

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

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I have awaken again, yet i don't know if i am in a dream. It feels as if i have been here before yet as someone else.

I am very.....

Black Market Brass is about to begin.

ANDROGYNINE.

when the angels sing in rejoyce of her arrival

when the last tear of sorrow has fallen

when Savannah smiles

ANDROGYNINE will be at peace.

My heart is breaking.

The Valentine,

within this loveletter

ANDROGYNINE.

It was beautiful to me, because in those moments there was a true honesty between us, those moments were true. Even when it was said, "there is nothing between us." Those words were the most honest things ever said to me, at least that is what I believed and i was ok with it. Because in those moments i knew exactly where i was. Being held by someone that i adored. Even if it was just during those late night hours, I belonged to someone. I belonged to someone.

in reality, He didn't feel the same way about me as i did for him. I wasn't mad at him for it. I kinda expected it. you know how guys can be. He started to be a "dick" to me, thinking it would push me away. What he didn't know was it was drawing me in. The worse he was the more I sunk in. I have always been the type to love those who didn't love me back. Punch me i love back harder, ignore me i love back harder, distroy me i love back harder. It is so easy to love someone who already loves you back. Is that a defination of love or is that an expression of love? Or lack of it?

Why am i this way? i don't know. I just am. Or at least one of me is. That part of me that gets the most amount of time on stage. Have you ever performed on the great stage of life, when the entire world is watching? I haven't but i feel as if i am all the time.

I am addicted to sex and because of my "Godly" views I punish myself for feeding into my addiction. I have been really on my best behaviour up until recently. My thing is I am a cuddler. I love to cuddle next to someone while i am sleeping. It makes me feel safe. Not only safe from others but safe from myself as well. When i am angery i can be very distructive. Not in a mean way but in the sense of "lets get to the truth." Minneasota is not the place for confrontation. The niceness is a illness, as i believe.

I wish God was more like me rather than me trying to be more like him. Life would be so much more rewarding. It's hard trying to live up to someone who you can't even see. Unless ofcourse you use your imagination. I have seen God. Was he real or was she just a figment of me projecting myself onto a much greater cavas. I believe in the canvas.

Oh by the way, there is a king and 3 princes. That is real.

ANDROGYNINE.

we have decoded another memory file.

how do you define devine commandment?

The Valentine,

within this loveletter

divine commandment

ANDROGYNINE.

Today ANDROYGNINE paid a visit to a therapist. While he is in session

we are still decoding the memory files, here is another one we have completed.

The Treachery of the Woman.

http://vimeo.com/62390174

what does this have to do with the FUNK?

ANDROGYNINE Continues...

The Valentine,

within this loveletter

today in therapy it was discovered that i suffer from some condition where i don't feel as i am worthy of anyone's love.

I surround myself with young beautiful people as a form of tourcher. Because i know that i will never be either.

ANDROGYNINE.

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I have been under the influence of both male and female persuasions and i have been completely arroused by my influences.

It was never my idea to become this ONE thing. MALE/FEMALE It has given me a better understanding of who and what i am.

with no complaints,

ANDROGYNINE.

While ANDROGYNINE is intertwined with his MALE and FEMALE. Cuddling.

we have decoded another one of his memory files.

a Jellybean on guitar. Wow!

The Valentine,

within this loveletter

the decoding process of ANDROGYNINE's memory files continues....

Olivia Newton-John

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Larry Graham

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ANDROGYNINE'S super hero's

taken with Sebastian

The Valentine,

within this loveletter.

Hey PRINCE,

One of the greatest pay offs for my NEED to pursue your attention
is that I am now in a position to be able to allow
Others who dream, an opportunity to work towards making those
Dreams come true. My heart and mind are a dream factory and everyone is invited in. We dream of a better place and a better time.

In this, a part of me is now you.

That makes me feel wonderful because when I first arrived at Paisley Park
I wasn't a part of anything and I felt awefully bad in everyway.

What ever I have taken from you, I give back to you a harvest
100 times fold and the treasures in my purse are priceless.

You saved my life and I am truly grateful.

I went from that little boy, raped, beaten, molested and abandoned, who refused to die, into an extraordinary man.

Forever alive in the image of my lord and savior Jesus Christ, in this moment of clarity.

DreamFirstBorn, Jew
within this LoveLetter

in order to continue...

prepare for the download.

until then,

The Valentine,

within this loveletter

[Edited 2/28/14 22:07pm]

ANDROGYNINE IS DEAD.

long live The Valentine,

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

[Edited 3/1/14 0:30am]

This morning I saw The Valentine's wings
For the first time.

He is my new guardian angel.

Rest in Peace ANDROGYNINE.

This experience is complete.

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

#First #Love

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