This Experience is about to begin.

I. Understanding

II. HOPE

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the artist.

Photo by Karl Kloos

this experience has now begun.

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the inspiration.

photo by Thomas William Hagen

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Is this the truth?

self hatred

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Have i done what i set out to do?

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No. you have not completed what you set out to do. now stop moping around and get this experience started all ready.

Get UP!

-HRH Gregory Alive

within this loveletter

Questions for you...

Will Hope & Understanding lead you to Love?

I am talking about the kind of love that is giving. The kind of love where you are no longer the center of the world but the kind of love that you achieve when you completely let go of yourself. Wipe away the ego, and "serve" another with love.

The kind of love that is not expecting but giving. Can you love someone who doesn't love you back and if you can is this healthy? for you and also for the one you choose to love?

if this is possible is there any kind of limitations that go along with it? for instance does age matter, gender, or ever sexual identiy, class, or social status? Does color or race matter?

if this is possible are you a defination of "Love" and if you can define it what would that defination be?

is this "love" comes across as crazy, is it?

if it is possible for this love to be achieved, yet you don't ever achieve have you lived the complete "Human" experience? Is that what we are here for, to live the complete human experience?

would God approave of this Love? if he does what does it mean? if God doesn't then does it matter?

is it possible to express the love God had for Jesus? if it is what does that make you? What does it make the person you express that love to?

love deep as,

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question for you?

in this day is age why is it so hard for face to face communication.

now i know some of you may be wonder what the hell am i talking about. We communicate everyday with people, so i will narrow this question down for you.

why is it so hard for people to communicate "bad" news face to face. What are "we" as society so afraid of. Is it conflict? is it honesty? is it avoidance of looking into the others eyes?

Now Jew & Gregory are asking me to give examples, so here goes.

Why wouldn't a person call or even say face to face to someone they have been building a friendship with, but would rather choose to "break up" by saying nothing at all, leaving the other person to suffer rejection with out any form of understanding what went wrong?

why would a person make plans with others and then back out via text?

we are in a time when everything is OK. It's ok to be gay, it's ok to be black, it's ok to not want to get married and have babies, it's ok to want to put your career first. It's OK to be what ever.

is it ok to be cowardly? if it is then ok, fine. But why?

are we becoming a society of people who are not afraid of anything, other than telling the truth about how you feel to someone face to face.

just curious as,

ANDROGYNINE Continues...

question for you

If Jesus died for everyones sins, then has not sin been abolished and replaced with Hope, Love & Understanding?

P.S. we are still waiting for the Love Experience in The New Beginning.

until then,

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ANDROGYNINE,

are you ok?

the ANDROGYNINE with in the new beginning is being a bit introverted. question 4 U?

will you ever show your face up, in this place?

-HRH Gregory Alive

within this LoveLetter.

introverted yes, during break from the institute. In the meantime here is a look at what DreamFirstBorn, Jew is working on...

there are more links but you get the point.

This is from Ash Land: The Series in which he has a role in as John Hobb. They are currently developing the crawler characters. The crew was out at TruHaven Studios working on make-up and costume. DreamFirstBorn, Jew was the test subject for thhe make up this weekend.

The DownLoad Society just got a package containing something from the past. Look forward to something soon.

until then,

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last night i was going through the Park and found this....

http://dreamfirstborn.aisites.com/EroticCity2012.mp3

The Love Experience is coming

Until then,

ANDROGYNINE Continues...

Starting off @ Erotic City, like Hansel & Gretel, let's see where this leads to..

it looks like in Erotic City, someone found

Sexuality

www.dreamfirstborn.aisites.com/Sexuality2012.mp3

stay tuned as,

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When was the last time you been down to The Holy River?

www.dreamfirstborn.aisites.com/HolRiverConfessions.mp3

what happens when you are washed clean of all your fears?

until then,

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I like it I like it.

Really enjoyed reading about the communication errors with face to face interaction. Dead on point.

WHEN WE GON HAVE OUR INTERVIEW CHAL?

After washing away all his fears in The Holy River, DreamFirstBorn, Jew found himself at Lake Minnetonka.

after coming out of the water a lady walked up to him and asked, "What were you doing in those waters?" he replied. "purifing my self."

she asked, "What did it feel like?"

www.dreamfirstborn.aisites.com/Birth.mp3

we are awaiting his return back to The Institute.

Until then,

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Hey ANDROGYNINE,

i am back at the Institute now! i can't wait for classes to start back up. I am eager to continue the expedience.

While on break i worked on a film series called "Ash Land." I started off as set photographer, but after awhile i began doing p.a. work, helping out with costume and make-up, from there i went to script supervisor, and then up to Assistant Director.

The Director of the series had a talk with me yesterday and told me that he wanted me to quit the institute for the summer and come work and live with him and his family for the summer. He said that He needed me in order to complete his project. He said he like the way we worked together and that i was great with the actors and crew who was working on the project. He was really serious when he said he wanted me to drop out from the institute for the summer. He asked me what would it take to seal the deal.

I told him that i had to think about it because it was a big "invitation." I told him i would get back to him before next week. What do you think i should do?

Where is Gregory and is Red back yet?

Here are some behind the scenes photos that i took while working on Ash Land.

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they pretty much gave me a Canon 60D and all access. These are just a few from what i captured. over 1,000 images i took.

it was a great experience.

any how. I'll be at the Institute tomorrow to make sure i am briefed on the up comming quarter.

i am so excited.

also i see you have been hanging out in the vault.

DreamFirstBorn, Jew

Dude so you got an invite to work on the project? if you are getting paid well..maybe. Should you just quit the insitute for a while...can you actually do that? How long do you have to do? It's quite intriguing.

That chick looks bad ass!!!

Hey paislepark4

on my way back to the Institute had to stop off here...

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to pick up some FUNK n Stuff.

I am so excited and ready to continue....

ANDROGYNINE What it is?!?!

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

speaking of funk & stuff....

found this in the vault.

http://www.dreamfirstborn.aisites.com/Universal_Love.mp3

Welcome back DreamFirstBorn, Jew. We missed you.

HRH Gregory Alive and the other members of The DownLoad Society have a surprise waiting for you back at the crib.

until then,

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Lastnight one of the girls here asked DreamFirstBorn, Jew while attending a party @ The Joint... "How could you take being around those moster and crawlers for so long and not be scared, the nightmares alone would have killed me"

Jew replied, "I keep a vile of this, everywhere i go. It keeps the nightmares away."

www.dreamfirstborn.aisites.com/EverywhereIGo.mp3

Classes has begun at the Institute...

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Back at the Institute, just a few of the familiar faces.

these are some of my friends. It's good to be back.

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we are not all crazy, ;p

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

This is where the interpersonal communications, short media productions and enviornmental science begins. You are going to have a heavy summer quarter.

any questions before we begin?

otherwise,

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yes. I have a question.

I want to shoot Fiona Apples show here in Minneapolis. Can you make that happen?

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

One of Many, placed on my desk this morning.

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PHOTO ESSAY by DreamFirstBorn, Jew

coming soon.

Until then,

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This is one of my favorites:

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today ANDROGYNINE had me start "Interpersonal" communications. He says it will change the way i communicate with myself and with others. It is a must in order to complete my program at the institute. We sat in a circle and we had to ask a question to the fellow peers.

my question was... "If ANDROGYNINE said something that you strongly disagreed with during his lectures would you challange him on it or would you bite your tongue? Why?"

we spent an hour and a half on that topic.

the undertone of the question was... "do you challange authority?"

after class MR Mackey and i hung out and spent money. It was fun. I bought her cholocates truffles from GODIVA.

Summer is good.

as for the fiona show.... ANDROGYNINE Continues...

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

Violence involving the youth, rather as perpatrators or as victims, has been an issue here in Minneapolis.

For this session, DreamFirstBorn, Jew, i have assigned you to do a 10 minute documentary on this subject.

The research has begun.

Reading assignments include:

The Adverse Childhood Experiences Study

Results Minneapolis: Youth Violence Prevention

The Imperative for Primary Prevention

The BluePrint

once the reading is complete a synthesis must be written.

Until then,

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HRH Gregory Alive was seen with....

The Time Traveler

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stay tuned as

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ANDROGYNINE,

I want to go back into the recording studio. It's been 5 years. I want to record at Paisley Park Studios. I need to express something that is growing inside of me. I can't breath otherwise.

I think i have proven myself worthy, given my track record over that past 3 years and then some.

I want to record @ Paisley because I still believe in the dream. I pressed 2 in the Endorphin Machine.

I don't want to record at the institute because i don't want the institute to have any rights in claiming ownership.

I am not asking to make face with anyone who doesn't wish to give birth to this dream.

But I am The DreamFirstBorn and it is my birth right to expect this dream to come true.

What do i have to do?

until then i have homework to do.

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew