While embracing the past and opening up to the NEW

This experience is about to begin.

ANDROGYNINE Continues...

Last night i had a dream. Andy had found me. she asked me to come over to the park. I said no. She said yes. We were in her car. Driving out the park. I was excited. She was driving. She pulled up to the parking lot of the park. I could hear music coming from inside. It was loud. She said he was working with the band. Music sounded like Van Halen. She said he was upset, not ready. We left the park.

We drove to her apartment. It was beautiful and the view was amazing. We walked inside. It was upstairs. When we walked inside, all i could think was "I am here." He wasn't there but you could feel his presence. The floor moved. The walls swayed in a psycodelic motion. the room was blue like the sky.

He parents were there and she introduced them to me. She said this is my mother and this is my father. He shook my hand.

i woke up.

2012: This Experience has begun.

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

joyfantastica said:

The Hope 4 Love

ANDROGYNINE Continues...

Fantastica how do you define fly?

tell me what it is, you say that i do.

as

ANDROGYNINE Continues...

dreamfirstborn said:

ANDROGYNINE said:

joyfantastica said:

dreamfirstborn said:

Fantastica how do you define fly?

tell me what it is, you say that i do.

as

ANDROGYNINE Continues...

Thats the whole of the whole isnt it? How do u fly? When I see u ...... I see ur wings. Meaning: U have everything u will ever need in this moment 2 spread ur wings and fly. U r fully equiped.

Hey Andy you know the address. Come and get me.

joyfantastica said:

ANDROGYNINE said:

joyfantastica said:

ANDROGYNINE said:

The Hope 4 Love

ANDROGYNINE Continues...

Why should u ever have 2 hope 4 love? What is love? Where was its origion? Im open 2 u. R u open 2 me?

"LOVE LIVES INSIDE OF U.

Show me a man without love..

..and ill show u man without hope."

I KNOW MAN. I have to take an 11 week class on Introduction to VFX. U expect me to answer those questions in quick one sentence answer. i add, and expect it to be fulfilling.

we must break bread, drink wine, be merry and discuss 2012: understanding the new begining..

until then

ANDROGYNINE Continues... with much pleasure. thank you.

[Edited 1/9/12 20:21pm]

sometimes i see him and i go off on the defence to protect him.

it's a self defense mechinism, New York 16 years. I learned some things.

still working on perfection.

Critical Thinking last quarter shatter that dream in regards to my grades.

you speak in riddles alot truth right before you eyes.

take if from me being that direct blinds people. I get the shades, now.

you want to see the mark of the beast

well now your looking at it.

http://gizmodo.com/5874172/i-just-controlled-windows-8-with-my-eyes-and-it-made-me-believe-in-technology-again

tell me what do you see?

as

ANDROGYNINE Continues...

the beast sees everything that you see.

if the beast didn't see it you didn't see it.

WHERE'S THE ONE EYED BASS!

returnofthebumpsquade

I see knew laws that are now in place and we would like to think we have worked hard, at being apart of something, that had something to do with it: in our very small minute matter of opinion.

http://www.wtnh.com/dpps/news/national/rape-now-includes-men-as-victims_4033913

by law there is an understanding and a new beginning.

ANDROGYNINE Continues...

dreamfirstborn said:

I don't have a degree either.

and i mean no offense.

i felt like i was just scolded.

-ANDROGYNINE Continues...

[Edited 1/9/12 21:42pm]

what i find interesting is that during this understanding of The New Beginning.

the mark was presented.

It was at this moment of conception of a new understanding of love. <hope 4 love>

in knowing the reaction

understanding the new beginning continues...

The conclusion is the new beginning.

now you know why i ask define fly.

when you first wrote how do you fly?

my first though was what do you mean fly. i never presented myself with wings, let alone fly.

then i understood the question, as in how does your spirit fly?

you say you don't speak in riddles but how do you fly? is a riddle.

just saying.

that adds confusion. and like you confusion leads to dout in my soul.

hense the above mentions.

still i wonder, why?

"Which is my Truth.
My own song.
My own UNDERSTANING."

why can't this be our song, our understanding, i ask. KNOwing that sometimes yours is yours and mine is mine.

Point clear. If you want me to leave and not return i will go. Nothing here is mine.

and i am only here as a visitor. without a guest pass.

if you want me to leave. If this will bring you continued peace than so shall it be.

Just say so. Say what ever you like because no matter what. I enjoy the echos. The echos are music to my ears.

"When I see u .....
I see ur wings.
Meaning:
U have everything u will ever need in this moment 2 spread ur wings and fly.
U r fully equiped."

when you write things like this... it's very poetic. I like your rhyme.

But what does it truely say?

how am i suppose to take this?

and i say I because it is written to me?

i asked you this were is the validation within that statement.

do you want me to fly away?

this is not dout. or confusion.

i am just not clear in what your are truely saying?

there has to be some way we can communitecate with one another. In order for us to have a complete understanding of each other.

without understanding will there ever be a new beginning?

the image of the chid at peace and on fire... i understand that. I understand the language it is being spoken in. It's that simple yet that complex.

there is one of us within the two.

[Edited 1/9/12 23:01pm]

dreamfirstborn said:

Last night i had a dream. Andy had found me. she asked me to come over to the park. I said no. She said yes. We were in her car. Driving out the park. I was excited. She was driving. She pulled up to the parking lot of the park. I could hear music coming from inside. It was loud. She said he was working with the band. Music sounded like Van Halen. She said he was upset, not ready. We left the park.

We drove to her apartment. It was beautiful and the view was amazing. We walked inside. It was upstairs. When we walked inside, all i could think was "I am here." He wasn't there but you could feel his presence. The floor moved. The walls swayed in a psycodelic motion. the room was blue like the sky.

He parents were there and she introduced them to me. She said this is my mother and this is my father. He shook my hand.

i woke up.

2012: This Experience has begun.

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

this is were the experience began.

interesting how it manifested it self.

dreamfirstborn said:

dreamfirstborn said:

"When I see u .....
I see ur wings.
Meaning:
U have everything u will ever need in this moment 2 spread ur wings and fly.
U r fully equiped."

when you write things like this... it's very poetic. I like your rhyme.

But what does it truely say?

how am i suppose to take this?

and i say I because it is written to me?

i asked you this were is the validation within that statement.

do you want me to fly away?

this is not dout. or confusion.

i am just not clear in what your are truely saying?

there has to be some way we can communitecate with one another. In order for us to have a complete understanding of each other.

without understanding will there ever be a new beginning?

the image of the chid at peace and on fire... i understand that. I understand the language it is being spoken in. It's that simple yet that complex.

there is one of us within the two.

[Edited 1/9/12 23:01pm]

dreamfirstborn:

Im sorry for any confusion i left U.

misunderstandings between 2 when the soul speaks is a tragety.

otherwise whats the point in saying them to another? When u cant see my eyes, my breath, my touch, the tone in my voice connected to my words, and u r left confused then its my responsibility to make myself more clear, especially here.......if i care and i do.....cuz whats the point if u cant understand me and i u. How d we grow? And alot of times when im asking questions im asking them to myself...if that makes sense?

last night i was describing how God made a bird and gave him the gift of flight.

Its would b so sad to see a bird that u know has all it needs to fly but doesnt know or believe he can. U just want to yell "fly bird fly! Why dont u fly? who told u u cant fly! Just fly!!!!"

When i see u (dreamfirstborn) - what u have been willing to share - I see an individual who is gifted and is allowing his gifts to grow. For one u r "open" which is a gift. When i say 'U fly' i mean u do more than spread ur wings but u actually jump off the ledge of life and fly (allowing ur gifts to grow and flourish) I dont mean fly away....people need u. How do i know this? Because u have opened urself up here and i see it. U r gifted. Theres nothing more cool than watching someone grow in a gift. Its not easy and takes courage, patience, perserverence, dedication and most importantly people who love and care and support the dream(s) that was placed inside of u. And i have a feeling someone has stuck real close to u in doing just that! Someone or many who love and care about ur growth.

Anyway......i get started and its hard to stop!

Peace

blessings

and love 2 U always!

meanwhile back at the Institute.

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