I want to undertand the plan.
If there was a number to my love it would
B More than every grain of sand.

I try to rest, but then im reminded I cant in the flesh.
Only in spirit.then I see the truth. U r truth.

I try to understand Gods plan but I cant lean on my own understanding.
so I lean on God and U.

I lay it down at ur feet and we laydown 2gether.
Us 3.

Beloved love of my life.
[Edited 10/22/11 14:16pm]

sometimes I feel I work full time in effort to understand, hoping it will lead me to overstand..

CreativeSoul said:

sometimes I feel I work full time in effort to understand, hoping it will lead me to overstand..

I think i understand.

I like how u used the word effort. How do i know when im reliying on my own strength and effort?

Sometimes in moments i question everything even God, but even in my questioning deep down i always know the answer that HE IS.

I know that i know that i know God is real and moves within me.

lovejunkie said:

CreativeSoul said:

sometimes I feel I work full time in effort to understand, hoping it will lead me to overstand..

I think i understand.

I like how u used the word effort. How do i know when im reliying on my own strength and effort?

Sometimes in moments i question everything even God, but even in my questioning deep down i always know the answer that HE IS.

I know that i know that i know God is real and moves within me.

But its hard to understand His plan at times.

"Why do u open my eyes and let me see my eternity and what belongs to me, but give me no understanding at times as at attaining it? And even in my efforts sometimes u lead me to question.....

"why cant i find full security in the one thing that is my life and future?" After all i am a woman and u placed this need inside of me!"

He is faithful theres not one day that goes by that he hasn't showed me in some way that it is mine. He has opened a door that he leaves open for me all day and night. He gives me a sweet piece of it everyday;hour;minute;second and HE nourishes my soul to keep going.

He's MY love.

[Edited 10/25/11 10:54am]

[Edited 10/25/11 11:03am]

lovejunkie said:

lovejunkie said:

I think i understand.

I like how u used the word effort. How do i know when im reliying on my own strength and effort?

Sometimes in moments i question everything even God, but even in my questioning deep down i always know the answer that HE IS.

I know that i know that i know God is real and moves within me.

But its hard to understand His plan at times.

"Why do u open my eyes and let me see my eternity and what belongs to me, but give me no understanding at times as at attaining it? And even in my efforts sometimes u lead me to question.....

"why cant i find full security in the one thing that is my life and future?" After all i am a woman and u placed this need inside of me!"

He is faithful theres not one day that goes by that he hasn't showed me in some way that it is mine. He has opened a door that he leaves open for me all day and night. He gives me a sweet piece of it everyday;hour;minute;second and HE nourishes my soul to keep going.

He's MY love.

[Edited 10/25/11 10:54am]

[Edited 10/25/11 11:03am]

.....But i dont know sometimes what he wants me to do and what im not doing that i should.

I just feel it so strongly at times......sorry i need to stop.......im getting emotional. This subject obviouly hits a personnel cord right now.

lovejunkie said:

"if he liked it them he woulda put ring on it " - Beyoncé

CreativeSoul said:

Wow.....thanx fir your one sentence answer. Short but a statement none the less!!!
No ring must mean nothing!