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these r just my thoughts it's ok
i've been drinking
God only knows what i going to say
because i don't...
as i just want to scream
i feel so trapped
and scared and frustrated and depressed
i am a mess
if i would die it could b better
and all the pain will go
but... all that i desire to forget will follow me
so i can never really b free
it is with me in life
and will stay me in death
why can't it just go away
and free my mind
why does memory have to exist
in our lives... on a daily basis...constantly eating into our future
why do i have to think about the same things every day
why can't i think about how nice the grass looks or how blue the sky is
why is every thought so dark
why does my life have no control
why can't i b strong
why do i think only others should b happy
why do i suffer 4 them
it would b so easy to escape right now....
if only i had directions
if only i could take that step
then i would surely run
relax, after a couple more i'll b happy again
plus i don't think anyone looks here... which is why i posted
so don't scare me and say u saw this....it's only the shit i think about when i drink
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physco don't worry your not alone you are the america dream as well.
ANDROGYNINE Continues.... | |
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those scribblings are more equal to an american nightmare than a dream. whoever wrote them should stop drinking and start thinking.
http://www.soilandhealth.org/03sov/0304spiritpsych/030405thinketh/030405.Thinketh.pdf
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i am now sober... but i still think the same thoughts
i am not American, so i do not live that dream
what now???? smart ass!!!!!!
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Even Jesus prayed and he is Perfect. I'm by no means perfect...so I pray everyday. Just my thoughts. | |
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i will never post here again....
it's for the best | |
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I don't want to be a poet cause I don't want to blow it..... Just a thought..... united states is a very very very small part of "america".. Canada, Mexico, columbia, brazil, falklin islands, ecquador, and so forth. I am so beyond a simple thought, I am more complex and diverse... ANDROGYNINE Continues... | |
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welcome2america
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why is the world smaller than america????
it's all distorted shit! | |
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You have it backwards and you are not getting the point. No worries though, it was good intentions on my part.
I will leave you with your thoughts.
Still, ANDROGYNINE Continues.... | |
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