Ladies and Gents

Please be seated


The X Project is about to begin.



Meanwhile .....

Here is a look behind the scenes,



to be continued...



-HRH Gregory Alive
@ The DownLoad Society
within this loveletter

Today i realized that because i am without my mom i have many a mother who stands in her place and i love her. I love my mother.


thanks mr. johnson




HRH Gregory Alive
@ The DownLoad Society
within this loveletter
[Edited 1/14/10 14:56pm]

How many of you remember,


Dawn.








The Revolution begins here!


PaperCrayons 2010
The X Project


to be continued....


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

Jshua

DreamFirstBorn, Jew is in New York City!


Welcome Home!



stay tuned to The X Project.



-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

Prepare for the introduction.....




The X Project
to be continued..


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

tic tock tic tock tic tock
the mouse ran under the clock
and when the time began
all the elephant sand
was but the size of a musterd seed
now the size of a giant plant.


water rub dub
naked in a tub
washing my sins away
i was born right inside her
shaking like a vibrater


The X Project will continue...


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter



p.s. there is a studio in town that is BLOWIMG UP.

there are reports coming out of The Bay Area
that Ms. Denise Matthews
has an announcement...

regarding Vanity.



stay tune.



-JC,
I am my father.

this was found scribbled on a piece of paper in Studio B @ The DownLoad Society


I want to be the one
who bears her name
climb up her cross and
take away her fame
i want to come inside
her holyness is vain
i want to beat her
at her game

she let me down
down down
she let me down
down down

i want to take apart her shame
make it mines
and rearrange
her lies are petrafied
while she is glorified
i want her pain

she let me down
down down
she let me down
down down
she let me down
down down
she let me down
down down

i am the water that baptises her
the word that despises her
i am the ghost that haunts her
i am her freedom
her liberator
still...

she let me down
down down
she let me down
down down


stay tuned...

The X Project
will continue.


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

most people want me to talk about my experience with ms. matthews.
i will say this.... it was not what i expected
though it was painful
it was a dream come true.
NOTHING is what it appears to be
not even when "the lord and savior Jesus Christ" is involved.

Ms. Matthews open up my eyes to an experience that i just can not find words for...
Yet.

in person she was everything that i wanted love to be like. she held my hand. she prayed with me. she even fought my identity much more than my "mother" has. ever.

she was so Prince like. that it made me wonder. Did she get that "aura" from him or did she give it to him.

when she walked up to me all i could think of was wow that is how Prince walks. Thats how Prince wheres his cloths. The way she moved i thought OMG she is Vanity.

Vanity in which we all have grown to know and love.

now the other side of her was ..... how can i say.

ON GUARD.

and she can put up a fight.

i wish i could tell you the whole story but i can't.

meeting VANITY and seeing Denise in her place was a religious experience, and it is something that i will NEVER forget.

it changed me as a person. it changed how i view Prince as a person.

meeting her changed my perception of reality.


The X Project will continue....


-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

Hark who goes there?


to be continued...


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

an interview...

Jew

hey beautiful
10:50amSharon

Hey, darlin' how goes it?
10:50amJew

pretty good. i am getting reajusted to being home
10:51amSharon

I bet it's not as easy as some think. Especially in NYC. Lots of distractions and noise.
10:52amJew

oh yeah! and its a bit different to me
10:53amSharon

Yeah, any journey changes you view of 'home' and yours was an epic one.
10:53amJew

i know this may sound strange..... but this morning i was sitting drinking coffee and thinking..

that experience was what it was like to be Jesus, before he started his ministry..

i had so much kindness given to me

and my path was just open

without any harm

or ill will towards me

does that make any sense
10:58amSharon

Yes, I wish more people would take journeys like you. Not necessarily walking across the country but getting out of their burrows and seeing that the vast majority of people are kind and generous. That's the lesson I learned wherever I traveled whether it was two states away or the Soviet Union or Canada or Zimbabwe. I think you were on a spiritual mission. But you also brought a great deal of kindness and generosity (and some other goodies) with you.
11:01amJew

lol. it has changed my perception of things in general a great deal. It was a spiritual journey for me. It wasn't intended to be but it was.

now what am i to do with what i have gained.


Sharon

Share your knowledge. Do the documentary or write a book. Or just get all your stuff together and blog about it. You've experience something that most people would never even think about doing. That's a great and exciting thing. Talk to kids in schools or afterschool programs. They need to know that there aren't murderers and terrorist just waiting to kill them. It's time we took the fear out of just living our lives.


The X Project continues....


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter
[Edited 1/28/10 8:08am]

looks like a job for Impossible Casting.



The X Project continues....


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

She's Lonely 2
Inside the dance machine
love is longer than sex
Parade 2 the Moon
X featuring ecnirp
Walk Across the Nation
The New Breed
Please Don't Tell
Love 4 My Mother




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hmmmmm sounds like the masters are rolling in Paisley Park.

-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

prince.org i fucking bleed!


i just wrote something for the X Project and because i took so long writing it when i went to post it it said i had to log in again and everything that i wrote was LOST.


LET THERE BE FIRE and let the blaze equal my rage!



The X Project continues.

HRH Gregory Alive make new plans for the 14th of feb. i will pick u up tonight.



no appologies.

calm down Jew.

From the Universal Mother, Sophia, comes the Creation.

Woman gives the energy, and man receives it. Ebb and flow.

last night after having a troublesome day DreamFirstBorn, Jew recorded a song
called "I wish I were with you again" at The DownLoad Society.

I asked him who it was for and he told me that when he was on his journey
it was just him and God. Just the two of them on this crazy adventure, with all these amazing people along the way. He said they trusted each other completely and never was in dout. He said it was the best feeling he had ever experienced.

the song was just so beautiful and so sad, and lonely.

after he felt finished with the song, he stepped out of the room and as usual i burned a copy of it and put it in the Archives and when he returned he asked to listen to it one more time. We sat there and listen to it, and he cried ever so gently behind his eyes. when the song was over, he told me to delete it. I asked him why, why would he do that. He replied, Ask Wally. I deleted it as he asked. and he left.

i don't understand what is going on with him.

but i will tell you this.


The X Project continues...


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

i really feel bad for the person who is head of the house and is currently out of work and is looking for work. the stress from having to feed more mouths than there own must be overwhelming.

just a thought.

The X Project continues...



DreamFirstBorn, Jew

"i just want to tell you that no matter what they say
last night was the begining of something special
i didn't need to take you and make you another one of mines
i just had to hold you
like it was for the last time
i herd you when you said that you were in need of a friend
and though we ended up in bed
it didn't turn out to be another chance at giving head
having you in my arms, i loved it
even now though the day has seperated us and life has continued on
i can still feel you
your skin against my skin
i can still smell you
and its its wonderful what you have left me with
if i am cursed to never see you again
thank you kind friend for sharing the time that we spent"

and love is longer than sex
said him.


a dream come true while on his pillow


The X Project Continues.


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

if i wasn't able to continue to create
i would be like a fish
in a bowl full of bleach.

i sometimes feel the convulsions
the contractions
is this death
or is this birth

Hey HRH Gregory Alive lets do a countdown.



10. I am afraid that New York City is not healthy for me anymore, cocaine, whiskey and cigarettes is all there is on the menu and though i am starving, the hangover is not worth it.
Lady GAGA is the all rage yet i hear that her soul is in a cage. still i can't help but ring her telephone. she is lonely 2. what does this have to do with the funk?


thank god for will and dan.


The X Project continues.

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

where do i sign up?

DreamFirstBorn, Jew i think its up to you
to find that place where love is grace
and continue to let go of things that untrue.

now... onto another page my rolling stone
that dude we all here call our on
yes William Ryan George a flying machine
is in the pages of that magazine
18 next to George Clapton
now thats the way to make it happen
if you don't believe
then take advice from me and go out
and get it on your own.



i got my bags all pack and i am ready to go
but believe in me i hate the snow
so you best be prepared
for the devil's aware
that you are on the go.

Dont knock on the door of that place from before
unless you have a plan that will make you more
for the man inside
can detect a lie
and will resist you like no thing ever before
yes i know your the kind who can face rejection
over and over in time
but also i know what's inside your heart and mind
from me you can never hide
and yes i still believe in you
my dream come true
and i will follow you
where ever you go.

this my twin and brother within
is number 9

show me your TEETH

not from before or behind but standing next to you.

LETS GO CRAZY
FOR IT.

-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter


p.s. Stevennevermind you will find the dotted line inwhich you can sign, be prepared when you get it because...


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[Edited 2/5/10 9:31am]
[Edited 2/6/10 10:51am]

from here....




to here... http://www.rollingstoneex...gmachines/




The X Project continues.....

who am i to think that i can do this
its so far away to the other side
still i can't resist
a chance to prove myself
to the man in the reflection

i take a deep breath and grab ahold
to what life that i have left given me
and reach for the door
knowing that there is the possiblity
that i might not return
the same as i am today

i am so terrorified but i won't give in
to the fear that has a grip on me
and as i count my blessing on these 5 fingers
my life flashes across the sky
just outside the window
please tell me oh why must it rain
i close my eyes and count to ten
my heart is beating unlike before
i don't even know what i am doing this for

i breath really slowly
as the calm comes over me
i think of the strenght
that i will come from within
and i will get through this
no matter what i believe
because now at this moment there is no else but me

i can do it
oh yes i can do it
i am going to do it
yes i am going to do it

and in the end it will be
a new beginning

i am so terrorified that the beast will find me alone in the dark
i am so terrorified that no one will know where my body will lye

but i am going to do it
yes i can to do it
because in the end it will be
a new beginning

i say good bye now to my best friend
he looks at me and i can see behind the tears in his eyes
that he loves, yes he loves me, oh yes he loves me
and i cry so bad inside because i know what it finally is
and its to late, i can't turn back now
not even to touch his face
for the very last time...

i take a step away that gives birth to another
and soon enough i am to far away
for either of us to hear me say...



yes i
oh yes i
i can do this
yes i
oh yes i
i can do this
without an explanation

i will.....


walk across the nation.



number 8



The X Project continues....

7



a secret door will open and you will have to decide.. do you want to continue down the same path or do you want to change directions. this door will lead you to a different outcome, but none the less, it is just as graceful. does that make sense?
it won't change who you are or what it is you dream.
it will make the reality of those dreams, closer than you think.
if you want take this seed and put it in your mind (goto school) take your life experiences and show them what you got.

what if He died would you die 2?


don't be afraid Jew.

make 6 a triple threat.


The X Project continues....


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

Prepare 4 the Triple Threat.




The X Project continues...


-HRH Gregory Alive
within this loveletter

dreamfirstborn said:

Brilliant!!!