would you give up everything
everything
would you give it all away


and if so what do you expect in return?

this morning i had awaken on a couch
with the bright sun light in my eyes
the phone rings
i get up and
i wait by the window for another encounter of the closer kind
who is this kitty kat at my door
kitty kat kitty kat how i adore
the way you purrrrr at me
i want to see your kittens
as you hold these dreams in your mittens
oh kitty kat kitty kat i must be trippin

hey cam wil you water my garden

dreamfirstborn said:

your such a playa..but i still got loove 4 u..mabey next lifetime..i'll b ur man, and u be my girl..until then....life is a parade

monday or tuesday will you change my destiny
will you take away this love from me
will you take me to a higher place to be...


monday or tuesday... please please please shed some light on me.


travis break it down for the the kid.
show me what needs to be did.
travis travis asked and you shall recieve
the only difference is its all about me.


what it is.

p.s. my friend is the coolest dude in the whole wide world

something to talk about
something to think about
something to pray about
coming soon.


someone hiding behind,
this loveletter

my time here is coming up to the end.
i have given all that have
to explain where i have been.
emotionaly and physically.

i am scared of what
waits for me outside of the org..


i am scared.

but i must go beyond
my fears.

i am greatful to the time i have experienced here and
i am greatful to what i have experienced with you,
what i have shared with you in this time has been true and real
tomorrow i will move forward with my life.
i will exist but i won't share my life with the org.
from this point on.
777 : the never ending story will be released soon.
and it will be the last part of my life that i will share with you
i will not be a slave to my confort zone.

i am not dead yet.

i love my best freind more than ever!
I love you truely my best friend, and not only that i love everything that surrounds you, your friends are my friends,
your environment is mine.
your life is an isperation to mines.
i will be able to live, love, and continue
beyond this, the org.
i am thankful to prince.org for allowing me to express my self freely.... the way no one, and no other place would allow me.
i am greatful to prince.org for the ability to be honest
and truthful, and the adventure that i have shared with you has been incredible. no matter what you be believe, this has been an adventrue for me. from the beginning to now, this moment when i feel as though i have to let go of you in order to move on. move on to the parts of my life that have yet been explored. i have shared with you everything freely. but now the love i am experiencing is my own. and i must respect that love, this life, this ..... what ever it is... i must experience this on my own.....

i may be back.... i may not. but until that decision has been made. you know that my loveletters will be and has always been true. true. true. and true. within my own battles of a conscious mind.

i am not afraid of what my experiences will come of this... but i will miss sharing this with you.

i must go..

for now.

but stay tuned.

the download society has not closed its doors.

11:30 tommorrow morning will start something new.


i will be here with ya... but it won't be as it was.


before.

Enjoy the adventure my friend!

while he is gone this much i can say...


His dreams are a bit strange as they lead him on his way..
there is a religious leader who is in danger.


-someone hiding behind,
this loveletter

Jew DreamFirstBorn when you find it hard to regain your idenity
have no worries, and sign your name to nothing
they will hunt you if you do...
you know where to go when you love runs low
the open skies is a place where you can
rest your mind.
and when you awaken...

riddle you this
riddle you that...


nature is not your course of action
against the wave is the way to satisfaction
give it up once again
and a door will open
leading within.

north of the boarder u will find Dawn..
when you do.

i will leave instructions..

someone hiding behind,
this loveletter

in the mean time...

anybody know about the quake?

in the mean time...

anybody know about the quake?


someone hiding behind,
this loveletter

PaperCrayons Spring 2009 Photo Series
all photos by PaperCrayons

this will continue as a work in progress...

Be what it may
be what it is
Be this...

as the honey is collected.

Jew DreamFirstBorn now that you have seen Dawn
the past my not be to far gone
and the future is closer than it appears to be
Love is like looking through a window pane
when there is nothing lost
there is nothing gain
a family affair
is what awaits for you
but this family does not belong to you
slip out the back door
and head away from the "bates" motel..

Don't be afraid the walk is not long
a hitch hicker will have a new song
should u be willing to sing
this song will mean everything.

one last thing from the likes of me...

i should have had a boat
one that would have kept me a float
but after two bottles of jack
my lungs filled up fast
and the white river has taken my ass
from one life to the next..
i am sorry i stabbed u in the back
with a piece of glass
life comes and goes way to fast
because my life did not last
i have been given a chance
to shed light on your path..

i am with you until u need not of me.

someone hiding behind,
this loveletter

p.s when u meet up with them.... tell my children i loved them.

Jew DreamFirstBorn should the shuttle fall into the sea
head your way to the east
New York City
will be the place to be

if it falls onto dry land
Beverly Hills
will comfort thee


until then remain with The Twins


someone hiding behind,
this loveletter

Jew DreamFirstBorn they found my body in the white river last night at 1am.
my body was decayed and had been eaten from the river creatures. they couldn't identify me at first but after dental records its was confirmed.
you may not be dead yet... but i am.

someone hiding behind,
this loveletter

loveletter said:

http://www.mercurynews.co...source=rss


We Do!

loveletter said:

http://www.guardonline.co...found-body


what next?

loveletter said:

???


someone hiding behind,
this loveletter

Jew DreamFirstBorn Prepare 4 tommorrow.
i'm not sure if your ready but there is no turning back.



someone hiding within,
this loveletter

if you were a tree
and life was your fruit
with this taste in your mouth

what would you do?

if payment in price
was paid by the christ
and there is pently for all
is this not good?

how much is your loot?



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what would you sacrafice?


if i were to be done again
would you think twice my twin?
how do i know your name
if you are not shame, no pity, in pain
i am not a four leaf clover
i am here
the mushrooms trees
the other side you'll see
me.




more... behind this loveletter
[Edited 5/23/09 6:01am]

i am not dead yet....

I see you
Blue Jesus

i protected Jew DreamFirstBorn while he sleeped..

i am Noah.




and he taught me how to say flutter bye


and this is near where i live...


[Edited 5/25/09 11:44am]

Jew DreamFirstBorn were are you now!!!
once again you have gone off track
and left no trail
when i find you i will remove my vail
then you will see
what its like to be me
and you will no more wonder
the blossom of a nighting gail
you can run but you can't hide
you can seek but you will never find
the meaning of life
without the treatment of a dieing devine
cold rainy days
long humid nights
no matter where you are
in your mind you will fight
there is no peace
seperated from me
i am the invisible being that lurks
in the relm of your untouchable reality
and you will be not, but, be that
which you desire least
be this a cures on a weeping willow tree
i believe not
4 the tears in these eyes
do not fall in vain
nothing above can become
nothing within can not defend
nothing is that of...
nothing
like a riddle
your truth will give in.
15 mins is not enough for fame
a life time of that which does not belong
is how i pronounce you name
all that it is
is all that which is wrong
could that be
the gift of your song
your punishment will not go on
will out my penitration

thus begans the annihilation....


someone else hiding within,
this loveletter

Jew DreamFirstBorn i broke into your email and i have a hint to the location of you.


i have 3 words 4 U


Psychopathia, Sexualis, Paramor


what are you gonna do?


someone else hiding behind,
this loveletter

Jew DreamFirstBorn

your so silent you have nothing to say
how bout i do something that will lead you this way
if i turn on the lights
and show you my face
will you take the time
and find your way back to this place

your so still, pretty and polite
if i gave you some candy....
my sweet tart delight
would you kiss me you tease
or rather
would you bite

don't make me say please



i know where you are
i know where you bleed
i know what your secrets
r revealing to me.... they won't keep me from getting 2 U.

fast forward and return to the end
this story is now about to begin....


someone else hiding behind,
this loveletter

Jew DreamFirstBorn






someone else hiding behind,
this loveleetter
[Edited 5/29/09 21:15pm]