Deception

Sending dirty pictures to arouse
But whats inside i m unable to espouse
That feeling there is something more
Something that lives in a childs core

Eroticism comes from within
So why am i so unsure its not a sin
I m torn between whats right and wrong
This uncertainty allows me to write this song

Observations made in my minds eye
Analysing it to the point of frustration that makes me cry
In this process i lose myself
Yet at times in this world myself is my only wealth

My arrogance has me thinking i m so good
Like what i ask someone for they should
Maybe its because i m an only child
That reality lets me know whats truly required

Perhaps i deceive myself too much
But to survive maybe life is such
Maybe what is real is too hard to feel
Yet is it with deception its my fate i seal

Beautiful!

many thanks 4 your kind comment