Deeply Devoted
If you know me,
know that I will never leave,
but will always be by your side.
I prayed for patient endurance,
hoped for true love,
wasting lonely nights as I cried.
[Edited 1/12/08 11:35am]

is that random...


Trons on TV
i like this DVD
no tears blue point spheres
and the ending i've seen
still like the colour
and the scenery
but it dont seem
real til its not TV
and random is more
then just what i see....

blip

Missing
are you he,
are you missing me?
disillusioned
by what seemed real at first
as hope fades
and gives birth to a dirge
i wonder how long i can hold this dream
a fool for your love,
what a sign would mean
something to grasp on to
pull me closer to you
a sign
in this dirge
to know you heard

/\
[Edited 1/11/08 23:07pm]

Selfish
just to consume you
have you in me always
inseparable
every moment
everywhere

Am I/ Are We
is it me
is it you
am i the one
and are you too?

/\
[Edited 1/11/08 23:09pm]

Not you?
I found I was wrong
believing 'it' all along
wrong man
ruined plan
i'll be obscure
remain pure
for my one and only true
for the one i have the blues

just in time
for you to find
that those tears you cry
are not yours but mine

My Soul Where You Reside
two lives entwined
eternal throughout time
searching the world over
two lost lonely lovers
seeking shelter in intimate embrace
gazing every feature on your face
i'll not give up the search
the smallest evidence grand in all it's dearth
[Edited 1/12/08 17:20pm]

your face....


i know your face.

such eyes
recognize
true beauty
deeply rooted
in a heart
loveliness nary part

quivering lips
spill uttered prayers
tear droplets
cascade from lashes

have i not been faithful?
not for reward
i throw myself at your mercy
asking only be heard

please let him be the one
i spent lifetimes searching
for one everlasting true
and end this hurting

/\
[Edited 1/12/08 23:47pm]

You changed from random to rendering..... mm

rendering is like the layer over the top of bricks isnt it...

cover up... bit like make

up

sometimes a good build up

sometimes just not...

is this word applicable

or

just a trickle of..

how about remnants... or rampant...

oh how is long for
that touch that is now forgotten.

Paralyzed, rendered
I've become helpless,
that I've surrendered...

One instance, a chance meeting
It replays in my mind, our silent greeting

Your gaze alone I felt throughout
The One through time, I knew without a doubt

And at night
she isn't sleeping
she tries so hard to forget about him
but in the light
the thoughts come creeping
What if his memory grows dim?

When only quiet sounds
of the night resound
exposing feelings of aloneness
I wonder do you know, you're the one I miss

People have a hard time letting go
of their suffering
Out of a fear of the unknown,
they prefer suffering that is familiar.

-Thich Nhat Hanh-
`
[Edited 1/19/08 3:05am]

when you are lonely
i 2 am with you in your discomfort
in your dispair
when you wear a frown
it is i who sheds a tear
where are you
why are u not with me
show me away
where we can be...

together.

You pour quiet relections over me, soft white lights tan my soul, your night blankets cover me, in the security of your embrace.

Such renderings does things, as a quixotic poet, drunken, from the nectar, from the passion fruit of love.