Josh 22/8/07

I m undone and i miss my son
I wish these tears had never begun
But i m here and he is there
And i got a Soul in deep despair

I just want my son
Reeling from stupid choices made from when this begun
I fear i ve lost him forever
A consequence of my cruel fools endeavour

I m so sorry for not being around
Its no excuse my life ran aground
I know i dont deserve something so special as you
But to have you anything i d do

I ve heard it said if someone so special you lost had a name
Then you would never survive the pain
So i tried to keep you nameless
But know its always you that is blameless

I ask for something i dont deserve
My shame abounds without reserve
I dont know courage i dont know strength
And for my mistake i ll never be able to recompense