Reduced 15/7/07

In pieces i exist
Each day i give myself away i cant desist
Over this i have no control
These words are my life scroll

Divided and torn never reborn
I think of myself now with scorn
Sitting here alone and weak
The forever fool freak

The obscene makes me careen
I m living this bad dream
Fatigued within this haze
Its been a lifelong phase

I sense insight spilling from me
Insight i m unable to see
This thing too big has me beat
Unable as i am to find my feet

So for a while longer i ll sit here
Reduced unguided the edge too near
Consumed by what i dont understand
Smarting from an unidentified hand