Elusive Change 10/5/07

I'm pissed off again , the same game
Looking for someone to blame
Receiving words that make it worse
Sometimes being human is just a curse

Is she playing a game with me
Or me with myself maybe
This is so frustrating
Too much distance not relating

Dark moments come each day
A cloud is never far away
It seems to be late at night
When pleasure seems out of sight

The same shit i keep getting involved
But i dont know how to reach evolved
Me the common denominator , i'm stuck
Is it all down to just bad luck

She is a wind up is all
Got me behaving like a fool
To change is what i need
But is it her or is it my creed