Persistent 30/5/07

I keep attracting and reacting
These same cycles are exacting
I know its me at the centre of what i create
With these choices i'm sealing my fate

Within this distorted feeling
I ll never have healing
Empty in everything i do
But seemingly committed to continue

I'm up and down so inconsistent
My inconsistency persistent
Time after time I ask in my mind
That its fulfillment i find

Man i'm down today
As much as i try its the same old way
I'm worth so much more than this
Living this continual tainted kiss

Whats my reward what is it i cant resist
What drives me to persist
To this place of deepest doubt
Unfulfilled every which way inside and out