Awesome video Mr. J.E.W. You did a great job on this and I really look forward to the next episode! You have put together a what looks like a great team of minds. The NFO is very honored to have you and your contributions are priceless.

Thank you.

yamomma said:

i am speechless man.... so much went into this experience, most of it documented here on the org. I am truely greatful and honored to be apart of The NewFunkOrder. As I Am, with The DownLoad Society & The NewFunkOrder, i am very confident that to engage in this the dawning of new funk revolution all i need is freedom and with you i am truely understanding the meaning of being FREE. We Stand Strong.


-DreamFirstBorn, Jew
[Edited 9/6/06 12:37pm]

This isn't being said in malice...I could hardly contain myself
watching this...."Psyko" just barely describes it...
[Edited 9/7/06 6:48am]

just recieved....


"I deleted your comments advertising your video. I find the video 2 b disturbing on all levels and I will not have an advertisement for it on my "space".

Additionally, since U continue 2 use "Emancipation Radio" in the song and video, which you were told you could not do... I cannot abide your advertising it on my page.

You choose to see it as a move 2 take your freedom of expression from you, but what you fail to see is that using our station name without regard to the legalities of doing so and the people that you are continuing 2 hurt and disrespect by refusing 2 remove our stations name is, in TRUTH, a deliberate move 2 take away our FREEDOM to choose what we will and will not endorse.

Plain out, your video is something we have chosen not 2 endorse, it goes against the beliefs of our station, our staff and our community with it's violent intent and rage... it is in no way reflective of Love4oneanother and will never be in rotation on Emancipation Radio.

Take that for what it is, Jew... and take our name out of the video and song. if not, we will be forced to take further legal action as what U r doing directly affects us as a business, label and brand.

I am still your friend, and I wish U well - but you have stepped over the boudaries of friendship by disregarding our feelings on this. "



there are so many ways to respond to this....


let me ponder just for a moment.

first of all no edits...


I stand on this.

just recieved...


" U follow a woman, she is then bound and gagged as U scream and howl about killing her and why U did it and so on and so forth. The imagery, the lyrics, the scenes - all depict violence and rage, period. End of discussion. Every person that has seen the video has had the same reaction, which is one of complete horror, anxiety and disgust. R u getting the picture?

It's disturbing, plain and simple... and we will not have our name associated with it."

this person has not seen The First Episode from Gutter Trash: The Last Days of Vanity.....

Very creative as always! Viva NFO!

a little history on Gutter Trash

http://www.theholyriver.c...sc&start=0



please view this episode through the eyes of a child.



-LoveLetter

loveletter said:

Just so you know, the address takes you to a log-in page.....

in a instance she appears holding the letter "T" as
she screams "i did not invite you here, i do not give you permission to be inside of me, I will have you removed, I do not love you! and i will not have you"

i am sadden by her presence and a sharp pain races through out my body and all i can do is resist and i pray as i become another to excape the pain

Dear father,

please don't let me die, by way of abortion
show me love, like i have never known before
give me life
give me breath
give me a chance
to grow into a better human being, as i am this spiritual being
give me new colors that i never have dream
give me a home where i belong
give me the security that i need
give me the honest truth
in your opinion
give me the satisfaction, and the pleasure of knowning
what it is like to succeed
give me a reason to let go of my failures
give me something new to believe in
give me the understanding of these things that cause me to bleed
so that i can heal properly
give me your undening attention even if it is just for one moment
i have alot more to give
i just want to learn how to give it the right way
the only way
that our father wishes

reconize me with your faith, and with your voice say my name

and suddenly i hear my name called out for the first time....


GUTTER TRASH

that was first published within the holy river on Oct. 9 2005.

no edits.

stay tuned for Episode TWO.

Normal transmission will resume shortleeah

In the meantime here is some Group Therapy !!!!

Stand bye bye

Groovy, always the comedian....
That's an art too ya know...
[Edited 9/9/06 7:23am]

Maybe episode II will shed more light.....
[Edited 9/9/06 8:49am]

Just CLASSIC!!!



The background with your paintings are really nice..love the pink walls with your psyko-lipstick and eyeliner..it adds a soft side to your madness...

It is really really a cult classic as said b4.

Thank you so much paisleypark4 for checking it out....

and thank you so much more for taking the time to add a comment.
it means alot not just to me but to everyone in volved with the creation of the project.


-loveletter

with special permission...


her song.

http://www.jessiediamonda...o_Song.mp3


thank you Jessie,

DreamFirstBorn, Jew
within this loveletter
[Edited 9/10/06 11:24am]

DreamFirstBorn, Jew has been banned from Emancipation Radio.com and The Holy River.


what is freedom?


this experience is dedicated to StarMaiden.


- mother of gutter trash
within this loveletter
[Edited 9/11/06 21:15pm]

loveletter said:

Freedom could be respecting where people are at
and not where you want them to be.... Its a tuff lesson....

Hope you dont spend too much time learning it....

groovyiau said:

exactly...


"For months I tried to figure out a direction for this site, and everytime life got in the way of this project I realized this "river" we so love would know when it was time.

Advisedly, I asked for dates, guided by instinct, astrology, & numerology - we tried to "force" her rebirth but only the river herself could dictate the date and time.

I've searched for hours on end and designed so many variations of this site, yet in truest StarMaiden style ~ at 5:52 a.m., not yet having slept, 2 days before launch - I write to you all to tell you what you probably already know... The River Just IS.

I don't know what this means to you at the MOMENT, but I want you to think of something. The river is always flowing, always changing. It is made whole by the sum of it's parts. Each of us is a droplet in our river as she runs through our spirits, cleansing herself as she cleanses each of us with the love, beauty, and spirituality that we add. We enrich each others lives each time we share our true selves.

The river is not about labels, nor is it about judgment. We will learn from each other by sharing, we will repel each other by dictating. It is not ours to tell each other which label is right and true. Love just is... and at the risk of sounding controlling, there will be no tolerance for intolerance in this place of purity.

I welcome you home to our river; leave your preconceived notions somewhere else and just enjoy your brothers and sisters as spirit intended.

In Joy,
§tarMaiden
i^ "


Where ARE U?
and where do u want to be?


i know where i am...
now where does one go from Here?

some one once said to me... "lets get deep deep deep within these murkey waters"


and as i swam down from the surface... at the bottom all i found was Gutter Trash.


in this case... the studen becomes the teacher... and the teacher must decide on how much time they want to spend learning this lesson.
[Edited 9/11/06 22:54pm]

ummm....

I actually agree in part with starmaiden....


In a room full of peacefull sleeping babies....
you would remove the screaming baby to another room....

One baby gets to scream with hopefully
specialised attention and appropriate
nurturing and the others get to sleep

Maybe you could just find a room of screaming babies.....

Do I want to be made your student?
Do I want to be made your teacher?
Do I want to be made your parent?
Do I want to be made your child?

Will you wreck my toys???

hmmmmm...

groovyiau said:

this is not about a room full of babies... if it were we would not be here.. the only thing that should be made is LOVE.

no toys were harmed in the making of this experience.

-Gutter Trash
within this loveletter

loveletter said:

loveletter said:

Thats fine.... remove babies and put in
Fresh Water Fish and Tropical Fish they
both love/need water of different types

One lives in the salty waters
One lives in the fresh waters

Love and freedom???

Should all the water be salty or should all the water be fresh???

and Hey...
I was amused watching your video and the process that
goes along with it..... so... wreck any of your toys
in any of your videos... that would be your choice...


Am I your target audience....?

probably not...

Are you relating/reflecting on how I want to experience the world?

probably not...

Does it matter to you.... ?

?

groovyiau said:

i am not trying to relate/reflect how you want to experience the world... i'm just expressing the world inside of me... i am not an assisin, i have no targets. the only thing i could ask for is just a little respect for the process in which this experience was brought to you.. i could have just sat on my couch and not had a drive or a though within me.

does it matter to me? yes.

when you stand before God and he says who are you? which would your rather tell.. the good stuff or the bad stuff, or everything in between.

these experiences are my confessions.

so yes. it does matter to me.

as for the fish/babies thing... why can't i just be me and you just be you no subsitutions allowed.


-DreamFirstBorn, Jew
within This Loveletter
[Edited 9/12/06 23:53pm]