i'm all alone in my new bed
the voice in my brain say that
i should be dead...
but i have tommorrow
to bring forth the sunshine
yet if i shall live to see
that its all to rainy
then my tears will have
some company

this dreamfirstborn can not sleep
this dreamfirstborn can not sleep
this dreamfirstborn can not sleep

i close my eyes but i hate what i see
there is no one here to say they love me
i cry for a moment
but then i realize
that its just a nightmare
and soon i will be surprise
pleeeeease!!!!

this dreamfirstborn can not sleep
this dreamfirstborn can not sleep
this dreamfirstborn can not sleeeeep

i want a drink but it does me no good
what i want is not in this neigborhood
so i breath just a little more and its to deep
i hope this does not make you hate me
but it is a moment where i tell the truth
and i share it with you...

this dreamfirstborn can not sleep
this dreamfirstborn can not sleep
this dreamfirstborn can not sleep.....

Feelin' better ?

Expressive stuff.

Sometimes you've got to make a choice to shut the mind off by force and not with drugs or alcohol.