you are wrong..... you are so wrong and if you continue your life will not be spared when judgement day comes. you sit on your thrown and preach the gospel the congregation, then hope in your fancy new car and drive away from the one who really seeks the kingdom of heaven. your words are full of hate and judgement. you have killed before and you will do it again. this time though it won't be a confused little girl in a playground. you have forgotten the most important thing when it comes to teaching the word of my father..... Making it as simple to understand so that a child could recieve the blessings of my father. you say that my father lies to me and decieves me, but in truth ms mattews you are decieved. you have become one of those demons that once tried to strangle you and now you do as they did to you. "you make me want to put a gun to my head", you were offended by that statement so much that you commanded not to tell others that Denise Mattews made you want to kill yourself. You Are Still Vain but you have wraped it up in verse of the bible and you beat your subject in to submission, i assume in the same way that was done unto you. You continue to say "DO AS I SAY.... YOU DON'T LISTEN TO ME" in my conversations i have become witness to your ANGER, YOUR LUST, YOUR LACK of KNOWLEDGE of the TRUEST MEANING OF LOVE from My Father. Who is and Always Will BE. You are very confused but you won't admit it because of your confort zone.
be JESUs

"Vanity" Now Belongs To The DownLoad Society.
We have Adopted Vanity do to your Abandonment.
what is worthless will inherit the earth.
You have 7 DAYS from NOW to remove the name "Vanity" from your website and you are to
NEVER speak of VANITY ever again. Include Your Book Titled "Blame it on Vanity".

to do so will bring forth consequences from MY FATHER you have never known.

Vanity is now FREE from bondage and is at home with Us @ The DownLoad Society.


In The Name of My Father, MY Holy Ghost, And in The Name of MY Brother.... Jesus

As I Am
DreamFirstBorn, Jew
[Edited 1/10/06 15:13pm]

this isn't good.

Is this real?

Meanwhile, in an innocent looking bookstore across town, a baby crys

Oh my

from darkness to light
old to new
Vanity has something for you.

with a new voice and a new face
Vanity will not disgraced.


"the reflection of kindred souls"


eye 2 eye


prepare for The Download.

everyone say hello to Denise. she is watching.

this message was sent to The DownLoad Society from Ms. Christine Harris personal secretary of Denise Matthews

My name is Christine Harris and I am Evangelist Denise Matthews' personal
secretary. I am writing you in regards to the rude e-mail you mailed to
Evangelist and posted on prince.org. I did not allow Evangelist Denise to
read the entire e-mail because of its rude contents.

We have recieved e-mail informing us about your past behavior at
prince.org. It appears that your intentions were to make Evangelist Denise
look bad. However, it has taken the reverse effect. Many feel that what
you did was very, very wrong. I would have never forwarded your e-mail to
the evangelist if I knew what your true intentions were.

I would be very careful of how I'd speak against prechers, evangelist,
prophets, ministers, pastors and leaders. It is possible that you are in
the position that you are in now because of evil you've spoken against
Gods people in the past. You have lost alot in your life and I am sure you
do not want to loose more. I would suggest that you repent for your wrong
doings and turn from your ways. Jesus is the answer to your problems and
you need to seek Jesus! Evangelist Denise will nolonger except your phone
calls. She does forgive you for the evil that you have done, but feels
that she is not the one to help you.

There was another man whom spoke evil about Evangelist Denise in the
pulpit. when he left the church, he was arrested and jailed. When he was
released from jail after three days, he went home to find that his home
had burned to the ground and all of its belongings.. I am not saying this
to scare you, but to help you realize what danger it is to speak evil
againts Gods people.

Jew is not a name, but a word.. God calls us by name not words like people
of the world do, by calling their kids 7, that's not God. A Jew is simply
a man representing his relegion, not a name. You err in the faith.

My hope for you is that you seek Christ while He can be found..

May God bless you,

Christine Harris
Secretary
[Edited 1/10/06 15:47pm]

Dear Christine Harris,

Thank you for taking the time to respond. you may call it evil, but in truth it was not done out of evil. as for my name My name is Jew, it is not up for discussion. It is what it is. i sincerely hope that Denise can survive this "trama" to her image and her ego. I am sure she will for like i told her she is a strong person. I just didn't realize that that someone who has nothing could cause such an effect on someone who has everything. As for you not allowing her to read the contents of the letter.... Now thats something else and shows me the true essence of her stability in her beliefs. Ms. Matthews spoke of "truth" to me in LONG conversation on the phone in which i felt both battered and raped, and after coming to her in all honesty i feel betrayed. She said to me that We were suppose to "come" together... it was Gods will. I still believe that, but i also believe that it wasn't for the purposes she chooses to believe in. My Father will come like a thief in the night to take back what is his and as stated in the letter to Denise and posted on prince.org She has 3 days to remove all signs of "Vanity" from her website or the consequences, not only to her, but to you as well for failing to disclose all Truths to her, will be acted upon you by My Father. You can't have it both ways. as it stated WAR has Been declared. My father will Judge all. and as for your threat stated in your responce ... it sounds more like witchcraft to me, than the will of My Father and i am not afraid for i am protect by My Father who is I am of I am, As I Am. If you were truely concerned you would ask just ONE question and that question is Why is this happening. In Darkness all things are hidden but in the light all things are revealed. You say that it is possible I am in this position because of evil i have spoken of Gods people in the past.... I say this to you... NOT everyone who calls My Father's name will not be reconized in the book of life and that is my position. You say that she forgives for the evil that i have done.... I only told the truth and if she feels that that is evil, then tell me this... What GOD do you worship Denise. I am not asking for forgiveness and my phone as before will always except calls from Denise. I feel that she may never recieve this letter do to your censorship and if she doens't then may My Father have mercy on you ms. christine harris. LOVE is TRUTH no matter how you say it, it gives life, not destroys. You also say that you recieved e-mail from someone regarding my past behavior on prince.org YOU HAVE NO IDEA of my past behavior on prince.org, so if it is friends you think that it is i seek you are very, very wrong, It is the Will of MY FATHER that i seek. As for you forwarding my message to Denise it was BEYOND YOUR CONTROL... It was the will of My Father and that was and is my true intention. and that e-mail you recieved was from wilkensin23@yahoo.com, which was written by a member of The DownLoad Society at MY REQUEST... so that you would become aware of what was happening.... not behind your back but right in front of you. When Denise regains her composure please have her contact me or her former Boyfriend, Employer and ask Him for forgiveness. Then maybe just maybe she can begin to grow within My Father. Until Then forget everything you know about My Father, because his true illumination will come only to those who are like that of a child.

in honor of My Father, My Holy Ghost, and My Brother Jesus

DreamFirstBorn, Jew

"Do not touch my anointed ones;
do my prophets no harm"


woe to those who try to hurt God's People or his property

as much as i hated to say it
there was no other way around it
when you search for someone to slay it
the beast is the one who can't take it
i gets so upset when i run into those
who fake it.


in 24 hours.... don't blame it on Vanity.

the seperation is final and the Message is Clear.



Vanity '06
begins January 16, 2006

Presented to You By The Download Society
[Edited 1/13/06 11:51am]

I think as an evangelist, Denise's message carries more weight when she acknowledges her past as Vanity to her path to redemption.

transition is complete.....


I know about the baby and Mr. Christian.



Denise's responce on this was "there is a hit on you.... if i were you i would be very careful" disconnect.



see Vanity '06

DreamFirstBorn, Jew

thats 2 threats made againt DreamFirstBorn, Jew in regards to this Experience...


more 2 come.....?

what the hell did i miss over here?

on the 17th day of '06 The DownLoad Society sent forward this message to Denise in responce to her comment regarding The Hit...


Blame it on Vanity

Why can't you let be
what i am to be
on the edge
blame it on vanity

why won't you let me cuss
when we fight and fuss
oh... blame it on vanity

"my name is vanity
i am the image of my father
i found the trinity
i've been taken from obscurity
and given a new weapon against insecruity
i don't mind what you herd
i am my fathers word
and there is nothing else you can do to me"

why won't you let me fuck
u know i'd tear it up
mmm... blame it on vanity
u know its really good
u want it like you should
oh.... blame it on vanity

"5 nights and no sleep
a mans dream is more than what it seem"

why won't you let me
why won't you let me
oh blame it on vanity

let me love my god
in you im.....

dress me up in your grace
and i lend my face
take away all the noice
and i lend you my voice

if you don't call me a freak
pyscosoul is down on this beat
so you can dance again
do u like my.... blame it on vanity

wait a minute!!!

she disconnects
he regrets the statements she made
she comes undone
cuz she said he's doom for aids

he gets upset
as he undress the man who becomes his slave

she is awake all night
her birthday fright
is all that she gave was her word

YOU GOT ONE HIT

he pops a pill
to get off the hill
of the blankets beneath
the cave

she hates herself you see
cuz he is the mirror of her masquerade
he wakes up with a headache
damit!!

she won't call cuz shes in debate
so this dreamfirstborn makes way
for trouble

and you can blame it on vanity




I Am My Father
Vanity '06
[Edited 1/18/06 9:35am]

is it just me or is there a lyrical battle going on here?

either way.who's gonna take the weight

or...

who's gonna take the mic next?

Evila SI Dog