i feel sad, i'm having a bad day and i felt like writing this... it's crazy of me but i'm posting this.

Can you see the pain in my eyes?
It's true when i say you are the devil in disguise and you have hurt me more than i can say. Why do you torture me with all your lies, i swear i can take nomore. Count my tears and stop counting my time, keep my strength and don't you ever believe i will die without you. I know how to love and you shall be forgiven for your mistakes but noone else will ever know. So you think you're good when you waste my time, holding me down because i'm none of your concern, then you break my heart...you break my heart again, how can i live with a heart you always break. I always believed you can't touch my faith.
When the truth is always late, when the distance is too great, when the heart is broken what does it mean to be human anymore? Tell me what, tell me what.
[Edited 11/17/05 22:45pm]

I hope you feel better soon.

Please don't waste your time and energy on people that don't respect you. You are worth much more than that!

It's not crazy to write and post that; it's therapeutic. You know you are a good person, so whoever hurts you is hurting themself in the end far more than they know.

RodeoSchro said:

Yeah, Karma is a bitch, U just hold on to yourself and respect yourself! It will all be OK.

thanks guys, to be completely honest i've had a whole week that went wrong... when i wrote that briefly, my sad day, all the stress made me think terrible thoughts about some people and life, actually i very much enjoy life and love people, but i'm going through some hard times now...

Hang in there.

I don't know what's it all about, but sometimes I wake up and I just know that it's gonna be a baaaaad day. I came to that it's partly due to chemistry in the brain.

I mean, I am a super optimistic pesron--I looove to laugh, and I try to cultivate this peculiar hobby daily (at some point I realised that it's an addiction).

Yet, there are those days that everthing seems to crumble down and I feel so down that I don't even feel like getting out of my bed (not to mention going to work )

But usually the next day everthing's fine and I'm back to my same ol' crazy self.

So don't worry. It'll be goood. It has to...