Because after what I've experienced from Someone well I No Longer believe that God exists . No matter what. Because such an Injustice was served. It was Unfair and well I didn't deserve this so like I said I No Longer can be my Cheerful self cause well I was an INNOCENT VICTIM.... Do ya Feel me?

Things happen in this world sometimes I cant believe are real.Mans inhumanity blows me away.Whatever happened to you I hope you'll pull through.I've questioned God's existance before myself.Not for the same reasons though.Although I believe there's something out there in a spiritual kinda way.I don't believe at all it has any power with what happens in our lives.For example they find a dead little girl thats been violated in unspeakable ways.Then someone like Deion Sanders drives his car accidently off a cliff.Next he's a born again christian swearing god saved his life in order to see his light,whatever.Were here to do our thing and nobody has been blessed.I suffered with addiction for many years and god wasnt the one who got me sober,just like the devil didnt get me high.

I feel u Zelaira, I hope you will feel better soon

Zelaira said:

Because something in your life was deemed unfair, you no longer believe that god exists?

I mean... perhaps losing your faith in people. Not being cheerful I guess I can understand, but losing faith that you once had because of something being "unfair"... well, it just seems a little too extreme.

In any case.... Sorry for whatever took place.


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[This message was edited Sun Jun 6 17:22:34 2004 by AzureStarr]

crazyhorse said:

that's an intelligent outlook.



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[This message was edited Sun Jun 6 17:31:16 2004 by mrdespues]

AzureStarr said:

Well, we are talking about Zelaira here...

it is called free will... God gave man choice and free will. He makes no promises about life, only that if we believe there will be everlasting life in paradice.

When Someone DELIBERATELY MISLEADS or MISALIGNS the Facts Then THAT is NOT FREE WILL Cause YOU DIDN"T KNOW the RISKS.. That person is GUILTY of Harm against said Person and Then all for $$$ and Not Caring bout your WELFARE,HEALTH or DEATH as one Said has SUICIDAL Thoughts. So No as a LYER has NO CONSCIENCE and This is a WORLD GOD Made with INHUMAN People who Don't Care for Others yet call themselves Doctors. I Call them SCUM of The Earth.

and why would GOD allow INNOCENT PEOPLE to Die in The WORLD TRADE or see so Much WAR and Killing and Death and Destruction? What do You Mean Free Will? Free Will to DIE?