u know once u think about it, life is a drag. u spend all ur time paying mortage and a car note 4 a car u never really gonna own. then u've got to deal with all the bs in between. man yesterday i've came to the conclusion in reality life really suxs. U know when i was a kid I never wanted to go up, i think even back then i had a sense that life was like this at the age of five. So once u realize from this point ur life is gonna pretty much, what do u from here ?

seriously it's like u struggle 4 what ? cuz we're all gonna die anyways, it's the matter of death that ur gonna die makes the difference.

you sound depressed. Get help.

and then u fall in love with someone only to have ur heart broken, u've got to deal with all the lost friends. then the issues of the world like the war. the more i think about life, the more i say it sucks, cuz u have to deal with one big disapointment after the other. u work so hard 4 nothing.

charlottegelin said:

well i'm only depressed about the realities of life. how we all pretend to be happy when really we're not.

Mizzunderstood said:

I dont think its that every1 pretends to be happy. Its that most ppl in society are good at putting the bad things in life to the back of their mind and focusing on having fun and enjoying things.

Maybe U need to try and do the same.

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

SexLovely said:

the only time i'm ever gonna be happy is when someone can be real with me. real and honest with me and not play any games. i just come to the conclusion u know we're all hiding something 4 whatever reasons.

Mizzunderstood said:

deep down inside i don't think anyone is truly happy.

in other words only the truth will make me happy.

happiness isn't everything, but if you aren't enjoying stuff you always used to that's serious.
I wouldn't say I was happy all the time (my personality type is definietly pessimist), things are pretty hard, but a basic level of contentment and the knowledge that you are at least heading in the right direction, is a start. Try listing things that ARE going right for you, and maybe write down the things that suck and what you could do about them. It will give you a more positive (hopefully) outlook.
Can you refinance the mortgage if it is too opressive maybe? Talk to someone, get some advice. I can't give advice on love, because you are right, it sometimes sucks really bad, but it is not EVERYTHING.

charlottegelin said:

okay i just answered my own problem so i know what i'm gonna have to do.

yeah my emotions are like a rollercoaster

Mizzunderstood said:

I guess we all feel like that sometimes Mizzunderstood.

Hang in there, times will change.

GeSmi1