earlier 2day i made a thread that was titled, do u ever feel tired by life ? of course on the thread there was the cynical comments made , quick assumptions and extergrations by people, what i really meant to say was, it ain't so much i get tired of life, i just get tired of people. i get tired of people and their fucking "someone died and made me king" attitudes. Seriously, some people just need to get a fucking grip, damn. that's what i really meant to say ! Oh this isn't to anybody specifically, I'm not talking to anybody on the org as u guys like make it seems like I'm just speaking out the side of my neck, I'm just speaking in general. there's this saying that goes, God has a sense of humor that's why he created human beings.

Girl, you need to come spend some time with me.. I will enlighten your ass..

sag10 said:

hold up, 2 finish my statement above, it’s like we walk around with our heads held high, thinking we got it all figured out, when really up above God is laughing at us all, cuz he the truth and know what’s going to already happen. as my grandmother use to say, ur in for a rude awakening.

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How can you be tired of people if they make what life is about?

also this is the reason why i've never really had a lot of friends, people just aggravate the hell out of me seriously, i've always been a loner, but it never really bothered me. I like just being by myself i can honestly say i do.

JDINTERACTIVE said:

not nesscarily i believe life is what u make it , have it u share it with someone or not.

Mizzunderstood said:

I can't speak for God!

I can speak from experience, and never would I for one moment figure I had it all figured out. I certainly would be setting myself up for upset. What would life be if one had it all figured out. The fun of life is the journey.

sag10 said:

true, but sometimes i just wondering about people mentality's, sometimes i just feel like we all have something to prove to each other. that's why we drive in fancy cars, or try to buy big ass houses,or why sometimes we're so evil to each other, to me it's like i don't have anything to prove, i'm gonna live my life the way i want and do things when i'm ready to do it without trying to prove who i am or giving someone a damn explanation, ya feel me ?

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Mizzunderstood said:

I understand what you are saying about people getting on your nerves... I too am a loner for some of the same reasons and you do after a while prefer your own company instead of other people... I don't think there is anything wrong with that... People get through this life in different ways and the "normal" path is not for everyone. I used to think maybe I just think I am better than everyone else but that is not the case some people aren't bothered by the antics of other people and some are really sensitive to it, and I happen to be sensitive. Guess what I am saying is I know how you feel It has both good points and bad to be a loner, but in the end we are all put here on this earth to improve our mind, body, and souls and no matter how many people we meet, know and have around us we travel this road alone.

Not that you'll listen or hear this, Lisa, cuz people have already suggested it to you, but I'll try:

Life is what you make it. Only you can give people permission to frustrate and piss you off. Constantly complaining about other people is a great way to avoid having to deal with your own shit. Acknowledge your anger, and then move on. Creating threads like this does not make people feel for you, it only makes people wonder why you are so stuck on feeling sorry for yourself.....

AnotherLoverToo said:

see that's what i'm talking about a quick assumption, i'm not feeling sorry for myself, this is just how i always felt. I had alot of friends at one point , but even then it was like i just prefered to be by myself, cuz i could be free of who i am and not try so hard to fit in with everyone. I just want to be free, that's all.

Mizzunderstood said:

I didn't make a 'quick assumption'--I've been reading your threads for a LONG time now.

AnotherLoverToo said:

basically i just want people to understand where i'm coming from, cuz so often at times they don't.

Mizzunderstood said:

I so very much understand you...

To me life is about living, and that is what I am doing... It is to short.

People are gonna be who they want to be, and who they want people to think they are.. It is all a facade! For most. But remember there are those that are genuine from the get go.

What a waste to keep yourself from others.

Mizzunderstood said:

Why would you care if anyone understood you or where you're coming from if you are tired of people anyway and prefer to be a loner? Am I even making any sense... I think I just confused myself somehow.

AzureStarr said:

that's why my name is now mizzunderstood

Mizzunderstood said:

Perhaps I should change mine to Ezzilyconfuzed.

AzureStarr said:

Will you start another thread tmrw saying "I am REALLY tired of life now!"

REDFEATHERS said:

naw i think i made my piont, i know some people will continue 2 be buttheads, but i made my piont and say what i had to say .

Mizzunderstood said:

Do you ever find that you have a difficult time expressing your thoughts, DL? Like, you know what you're thinking but when you write it/say it, the delivery isn't what you had expected and your thoughts weren't expressed very well at all?

This happens to me often. I know what I wanna say... I just don't know how to say it.

Mizzunderstood said:

Good for you!

Mizzunderstood said:

Even though I don't know you personally I do know how you feel and you did a great job explaining your point.

Lisa, you are like a modern day Confucious!

2the9s said:

When are you going to admit to being LaCoyta?

AzureStarr said:

NO!! When are YOU going to admit to being LaCoyta and subduby!!!

AzureStarr said:

Uhn!! This is for you, you crazy broad!!

2the9s said:

The only thing I will admit is that there is a street, less than 1/4 mile away from my home, named LaCoyta.

2the9s said:

Careful. You're going to hurt yourself again.

AzureStarr said:

And there's probably a subduby lane that runs right by your freaking house!!

Whooooo Ya!