just by looking at the pic in your avatar I can picture you in your janitors jumpsuit moping around and down on yourself.. sorry about your dramaman, or woman...


try smokimn some bud for a head change

PEJ said:

LaCoyta said:

Doll you gotta try pull yourself out of this depressive and self-hating cycle. I know its jus' your state of mind at the moment (I'm sure virtually everyone here can vouch that they've been there at one time or another) but you've gotta try help yourself too.

Talkings a good start your welcome to orgnote me if you want, though then again you may not want to I'm jus' giving you the choice for if you need a chat.

Think of positive things. Think about what you can do better than other people! Also you've got no worries look-wise your very pretty, the only thing thats ugly is your opinion of yourself.

So what if you think you have a lame job because your a janitor. The only people that will think bad of you for that are people that are up themselves, one of my best mates parents works as a cleaner and I'm proud of her and adore her (shes like a surrogate mum to me almost) because shes a nice person. By no means does your occupational status make you a failure.

If you can be proud of yourself and what you've achieved so far, you're one step closer to where you gotta be. Think of things that make you feel happy whether that be shopping or jus' making yourself look gorgeous! Also maybe relax more, this can include simple things like: long baths, floral scents (in your house), going for walks may help to, fresh air and all.

Sorry if this has jus' seemed like psycho babble, but felt you may appreciate any opinions and ideas right now.

JaneyX