All year long when I go visit my mom she's constantly complaining and whining about stuff... ancient stuff that happened over 20 years ago! She swears she's OK and doing fine, though, but I have to tell her SHE'S NOT! So she usually just gets on my nerves and I have to leave sooner than I planned on...

I got a promotion at work recently but the people I work around are soooo uptight about the most mundane things surrounding our work! Three weeks into it and I'm already trying to avoid these people. This is difficult because we have to work as a team but I can't stand their constant whining, complaining, and two-facedness!

My wife is involved in several ministries at our church and she's also a full-time student. For the past 6 months or so she basically doesn't have any time for me. That's cool tho' cuz I'm busy as hell also, but now she's all depressed and I still don't really know why She acts like a child when it comes to talking about such things

The other day my best friend called me I haven't heard from him in about two years so I was happy to talk to him...until he started bitching about his family and stuff! he did the same thing the last few times I talked to him. He says he's thinking about moving back here... We'll see...

Then there's yours truly I'll be 30 years old tomorrow and I feel extremely blessed. But I feel terribly alone right now because there's nobody in my life that I'm really "connecting" with. Actually, I've been feeling this way for a long time, now. All of my "true" friends are...gone I'm busy to the point where it's hard to go out and have some real fun and all that stuff. It's Spring Break right now and I ain't done JACK but doing homework and working in the recording studio. My b-day party is tonight and I don't even want to go because it's gonna suck ass...listening to my mom and wife sulk, people from my church will be there talking about other folks in our church. How did my life become what it is?

Anyway, thanks for letting me rant, and I wish a Happy Birthday 30th B-day to my Nashville homegirl and ex-wife...



even though she's turned into a stuck-up snob. She's a day older than me. We've been down since the doctors put me down beside her in the hospital's nursery. Too bad it wasn't meant to be...

i wish i could help you feel better but i'm kinda down in the dumps, too.

Love to you both. I'm sure you'll feel better soon. Think of all that wonderful chocolate coming up at easter...

Adisa said:

I'm sorry Adisa I'm sure there better times come your way, here a for you

Hang in there

Adisa said:

Isn't that Lark Voohries from Saved by the bell??? Were you married to her?

Thanks, guys! The reality od the matter is that I get down in the dumps every Spring because all of my peeps have fallen by the wayside. Every spring I'm reminded of them It's worst this time because I'm surrounded by so much negative energy. I wish I could just go on a trip...by myself

BabyCakes said:

Not exactly married
[This message was edited Thu Mar 25 8:24:07 2004 by Adisa]

Adisa said:

So what is the deal>?? Lark is a snob now?

BabyCakes said:

She's cool...she's every bit of an Aries as I am.