.....if u remember i asked u for help on here about this girl i was in love with, well the day before V-day i was gonna ask her out, i had a card and flowers ready.

anyway.....

As she walked in, OMG she looked soo beautiful, i couldn't keep my eyes off her, i waited 4 her 2 come over 2 me lol anyway she came over and i gave her a huge hug, then she told me we have 2 have a chat.....i thought it was all good....

so we sat down, facing each other, me with a huge smile on me, not knowing wot she's gonna say,

" andy, i dnt know how im gonna tell u this"

" just get on with it " still with a huge smile

"errr i kinda have feelings 4 this guy, we went 2 the movies on wed, and i really liek him, sorry andy"

i couldn't believe it, i was really dyin inside, i ws sooo upset, but me being me, i put on a brave face, and said " good im glad ur happy" " im glad u found sum1 who with treat u with sum respect 4 once" bla bla

as the nite went on she left, i cryed sooooo much, my best friend gave me a hug and tryed to cheer me up, but i just put on a brave face.

i feel soo stupid tho, every thing was going GREAT, untill tht nite, i feel soo lonly!!
every 1 keeps asking "so howz u and nat" and i dnt know wot 2 say.


this was the worse V-day i have ever had, i felt so alone and unwanted
[This message was edited Mon Feb 16 9:17:22 2004 by andykeen]

I'm sorry, that's horrible



I hope you feel better!

and the worse thing is, i still have photos of her, and the card and flowers i was going to give to her

andykeen said:

sorry you had to go through this.

take the flowers to a nursing home, where they can brighten somebody's day. trust me, you'll feel better.

I hurt for ya...

I don't know the whole story....but I feel the sincerity of the heartache...
[This message was edited Mon Feb 16 9:23:26 2004 by Byron]

IAmTheTouch said:

Beautiful idea...

andykeen said:

Chuck em! Just bad memories dude!

The first couple of hours of my Valentines Day was great...I got to party with some real femmy boyz that wore eyeliner and had shitloads of tattoos. Awww yeah!! We had a party in the band van!

CarrieLee said:

thanks all, its just really hard 2 forget about her, just on my mind 24/7.

Sorry to hear this Andy. You seem like such a cool young dude and it's sad that you got your heart broken. You will find another lady worthy of your feelings and love, so don't let this one get you down too much. Love is hard Andy and there are no guarantees. I know it hurts a lot right now, but you will feel better in a few days. Hang in there!

kisscamille said:

thanks, i know tht i will prob have feeling 4 sum 1 else down the line, but im in love with nat NOW, and its sooo hard 2 get over.

but thanks soo much

andykeen said:

I know it's very hard Andy and there probably isn't much anyone could say to you right now that would help to mend your broken heart, but remember that we've all had our hearts broken at one time or another and we do survive.

part of the growth process man, we all have gotten our hearts broken, eventually this will be a chapter in your book of life, so take ya time, u need space 2 deal with that, and u'll be fine...

One day, you'll be able to look back at this and see it as a minor ripple in the ocean. BTW, I absolutely love your avvie!

TheRealFiness said:

kisscamile said:

THANK U BOTH SO MUCH, i know life goes on, i just have 2 get over this stage, just gotta keep smiling thx xxxxx

Ooouucch!!!

That stings Any, Trust me I'm sorry to hear about that. It's probably the last thing you want to do but look at the postive things that surround you. You have a very nice Prince web site. I like it; good friends to support; a buch of females on this web site; and you have the best thing which is the feeling of knowing you kept your composure during an extremely painful time.

She probably wasnt worth your attention. Now is the pain, Next is the anger. At this point I suggest you find a picture of her blow it up and make a dart board out of it. Rather than throwing darts use spears with long tips, they work much better. Speaking of this I feel like pulling out the spear board right now. Hmmm. After you get over these areas then comes the best, in different. It's a great feeling to feel in-different and hopefully you get there soon.

Good Luck

TheOrgerFormerlyKnownAs said:

lol thx xxxxx

mrbungle said:

thank u, u've put a smile on my face thank U so much, but i dnt know if i should ur advice lol, but i will keep it in mind xxx

mrbungle said:

[This message was edited Mon Feb 16 10:04:17 2004 by Muse2NOPharaoh]

Well, you know what they say...'better to have lost in love than to never loved at all..."

I really fucking hate that saying, but hey, it seems to work for some people.

Anxiety said:

tht quote really sucks, but thx 4 caring lol

Anxiety said:

OK, sorry to be a pedant, Anx but....

it's "'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all".

Sorry!

daned said:

Yeah, that.

I'm sorry for your heartache Andy... maybe this will help for now.

I feel sorry 4 u 2....being in unhappy is really bad... cry as much as u wanna cry, cuz it often helps a lot....

but remember....

2day is allways the day the future begins...

u will b fine

take this hug