I know I have been jumping backwards and fortwards starting threads, asking for them to be deleted etc etc..why?

Cos I wanted to protect this guy, his reputation and career, that seems all he cares about...

So I did that last thing for him.

But to suddenly tell people I never went to visit him, we didnt have a relationship etc etc, OMG there are witnesses! My family and friends know... (He has been saying this!)

He did (or he convinced me that he loved me) so to protect him, I put my reputation at stake and started a new thread, saying I got it all worng.

Well I hopoe you know the truth.


He has raped my mind and heart, killed it, and done some irreparable damage that I will never get over..


I have just discharged myself from hospital to set the record straight..and when I am gone, the letters, emails, phone calls, witnesses and friends will back up what I am saying is true.

I cannot go, people thjink that I am wacko or messed up.

Yes I am messed up NOW, cos he has done this to me, and it must STOP here before more girls get hurt, so I hope I sendf this message loud and clear

My only wrong I did was loving and trusting him.

My weakness is that I am too passionate, emotional and trusting



Peace xx

From "Girls Beware" to "Call Me Crazy" to this...

"Please, lock the thread", to "It was all my fault" to "No, screw him..."





Your statement will be up... but, it's locked. Hopefully you've said what you gotta say.


(ps. Hope you feel better.)