What all of it, oh ok 5 minutes then…..unemployment, the thought of being useless, jobless and without money. Lorraine Kelly, Carole Vorderman and Natasha Kablinski and why I am embarrassed to “fancy” them. They are quite nice middle aged ladies with whom it would be a pleasure to spend an evening . My wife, and what I would be like without her, don’t want to go there. Booking a hotel in Brighton for work, where to stay, what woulkd I need to be close to. My CV – whatamess (do you remember that dog). My dog that I grew up with as a child. Children, this year, next year, why don’t we wait until we are more financially secure. A job, shit I am going to be unemployed in 2 months. Weddings, all over the place, all year, nearly one a month, Brazil, France, Italy all over the UK, what is wrong with these people, is it the pending doom of global meltdown. McDonalds, just passed a year of not eating that filth – quite proud but need a Mc Rib like you wouldn’t believe – I must resist. Cancer, enters my head a lot (not physically – although it is probably only a matter of time) I am surrounded by it at work, I have close friends with it, my mother died from it, my sister is close to the age my mother was when she was diagnosed, I COULD find an answer, if only I worked every hour of every day to solve the nature of it. Should I be guilty for not working as I type this on the org….? My job sucks anyway. I don’t have the freedom to study as I wish, fuck I need a need a new job…….

Someone just called my mobile and I didn't pick up cause I'm in the computer lab... I wonder who it was?

PREDOMINANT said:

IAmTheTouch said:

Thanks I needed that,

Why I dont correct or fix things until its too late,... when the damage hurts me inside.

hummus

What are you thinking about?

my mobile

How to get satisfied.

I can't get no... satisfaction

INSATIABLE said:

After work on Friday, I'm heading to the airport and flying to Seattle.

What are you thinking about?