i spent all night trippin...till i talked to vashti last night...damn that girl is ill anyway...jim called...he will be back in time for the party...right now he is out of town with his brother he didnt call last night...and that weirded me out...you know how it feels to be a bit 'gun shy' ? well thats me... i never thought i would even get involved with someone...i have very little trust in men or what they have to offer..so i am excited that he seems to be a man that keeps his word...

i know...i know...before you even start...yes we havent been seeing each other for long...but still...its these beginning steps that are most important ...if a person doesnt keep his word...then you know right off the top that they arent worth keeping around... and i think both the men and definately the women around here know that there are a lot of fucked up people walking around this planet...waiting for what seems the exact opportunity to screw you over...

i am a very warm and compassionate person...however...that has its drawbacks...feelings get hurt easily and my faith in the humanrace has been badly beaten over the years...

im just thankful that this appears to be someone who at least so far keeps his word...

I wish you all the best and happiness with this guy kelley! .

If I had it all to do over again, I think I would want to be one of those bad guys.

jbchavez said:

why ??

those are the ones that we all talk bad about ...silly

I just think it would be fun to live without any attachments and obligations. I would spend my time drinking and having fun.

THAT IS SOOO NOT THE INTENSION OF THIS THREAD :NO:

justkelley said:

sorry, Kelley

Back to reality,

I hope things work out for you and your girls.
I work hard to make sure that I am not one of the bad guys and provide a structured environment for my family. With the exception of this org thing, I do a pretty good job.

jbchavez said:

seee...i knew you were one of the 'good' ones