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 why? you seem niceShe is, and she's human aswell. If someone treats us shity while all were doing is going about our lives in peace then we should be aloud to wish they'd drop dead in a serverly painful way. Seriously though, I agree with what 'Mille says. That's what it's about, I honestly believe that people who say that they wish everybody, even people that hurt them, the best, are full of shit. "I am not nice  "
aww i bet yer just a bag ol bag of sugar 
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Now I never wanna meet either of you two  
*trying to see if teacher gives in* U think I'm easy, too?   no just trying to get you all lovely dovy for the boards...
is it working?   No lovey dovey, didn't u see I got on Sweeny's and DudeDrops' cases earlier on the book thread?  Sorry Teach. I know your not nice. And if I were a vamp, the first thing I'd do is make U my muse for the rest of eterninty. We could terify nations together. Feaste on the worlds finest and most powerful leaders. Fuck the purest and most inocent and then burn the world to the ground!  [This message was edited Fri Oct 24 2:43:03 PDT 2003 by CAMILLE4U] NOTE: THIS ACCOUNT IS NOW CLOSED. PLEASE CONTACT “K A M  L L E” | |
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Teacher said: Christopher said: Teacher said: Christopher said: Teacher said: CAMILLE4U said: Christopher said: Teacher said: CAMILLE4U said: Christopher said: Teacher said: I agree with u, I am not by me or anybody else considered a nice person, :
why? you seem niceShe is, and she's human aswell. If someone treats us shity while all were doing is going about our lives in peace then we should be aloud to wish they'd drop dead in a serverly painful way. Seriously though, I agree with what 'Mille says. That's what it's about, I honestly believe that people who say that they wish everybody, even people that hurt them, the best, are full of shit. "I am not nice "
aww i bet yer just a bag ol bag of sugar
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Now I never wanna meet either of you two
*trying to see if teacher gives in* U think I'm easy, too? no just trying to get you all lovely dovy for the boards...
is it working? No lovey dovey, didn't u see I got on Sweeny's and DudeDrops' cases earlier on the book thread?
your breakinggg i see it 
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CAMILLE4U said: Teacher said: Christopher said: Teacher said: Christopher said: Teacher said: CAMILLE4U said: Christopher said: Teacher said: CAMILLE4U said: Christopher said: Teacher said: I agree with u, I am not by me or anybody else considered a nice person, :
why? you seem niceShe is, and she's human aswell. If someone treats us shity while all were doing is going about our lives in peace then we should be aloud to wish they'd drop dead in a serverly painful way. Seriously though, I agree with what 'Mille says. That's what it's about, I honestly believe that people who say that they wish everybody, even people that hurt them, the best, are full of shit. "I am not nice "
aww i bet yer just a bag ol bag of sugar
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Now I never wanna meet either of you two
*trying to see if teacher gives in* U think I'm easy, too? no just trying to get you all lovely dovy for the boards...
is it working? No lovey dovey, didn't u see I got on Sweeny's and DudeDrops' cases earlier on the book thread? Sorry Teach. I know your not nice. And if I were a vamp, the first thing I'd do is make U my muse for the rest of eterninty. We could terify nations together. Feaste on the worlds finest and most powerful leaders. Fuck the purest and most inocent and then burn the world to the ground!
[This message was edited Fri Oct 24 2:43:03 PDT 2003 by CAMILLE4U]   'Mille, u're the best  Worked much better than Xtopher's lame attempt  ... now, where should we go for that drink? 
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Fair enough  NOTE: THIS ACCOUNT IS NOW CLOSED. PLEASE CONTACT “K A M L L E” | |
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Teacher said: 'Mille, u're the best Worked much better than Xtopher's lame attempt ...
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Teacher said: gooeythehamster said: As we know. inches count, hehehe. Now THAT was mean... Only to those that don't have or don't get them. Futuristic Fantasy | |
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Lammastide said: CAMILLE4U said: Christopher said: Teacher said: I agree with u, I am not by me or anybody else considered a nice person, :
why? you seem niceShe is, and she's human aswell. If someone treats us shity while all were doing is going about our lives in peace then we should be aloud to wish they'd drop dead in a serverly painful way. What is tougher is that I've actually daydreamed about him getting brutally hurt sinc eI last saw him over two years ago. When I got the news tonight, it felt creepy almost.I think that the way you felt is natural and you shouldn't really feel guilty about your "initial" reaction, however thoughts are powerful things. It would be better if you could get to the stage where you feel nothing towards him rather than having negative feelings inside of yourself. That's the really tough part, when someone has hurt you really badly, but it's what I always strive to do. xxx | |
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Teacher?... Nice?... ya gotta be fuckin kiddin me | |
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Lammastide said: OK, I admit it. I have a sinister streak where harboring grudges is concrned. But I swear -- it's ONLY with people who dick me over for zero good reason, because I'm generally the nicest guy you'll ever meet.
Earlier this year, I got unfairly canned from a job (some of y'all might recall my "blue period" last spring), and I found out a few weeks later that my boss not only got the ax as well, but just slightly avoided an embezzlement lawsuit. I tried not to gloat, but, hey, I'm human. Anyway, I found out tonight that a guy I was sort of "dating" about two years back -- who emotionally abused me (no hyperbole), used me for money and academic, social and career connections, had no fewer than four HIV scares with other men while we were together, started shooting up meth behind my back, spread rumors about me to mutual friends, and just about everything else a guy could do to another human being -- broke his back after falling 20 feet from a ladder last month! He apparently missed severing his spinal cord by a single inch! Know what? My reaction wasn't pity or gratefulness that he survived. It was, "Damn... Only one more inch to go." 
Part of me is literally repulsed by my own reaction. I feel like Damien, the adolescent antichrist. I've never been so vindictive, and it's hard to believe I could think something like that about another person... especially one to whom I once was so close. Strangely, though, I can't say all of me feels guilt.
...I guess I needed to vent here more than much else, but what do you all think about humans' capacity to think and do horrible things they never thought themselves capable of? Do you think we're somehow punished for engaging these dark parts of ourselves... or is this merely a dynamic of being a human animal? that karma is a bitch at times, i tell ya | |
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Fhunkin said: Are your feelings easily hurt ?
By people I care about, yes. All others can go to hell. Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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Lammastide said: Fhunkin said: Are your feelings easily hurt ?
By people I care about, yes. All others can go to hell. Hehehee, you just had a strong coffee or somthing Futuristic Fantasy | |
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Raspberry said: It would be better if you could get to the stage where you feel nothing towards him rather than having negative feelings inside of yourself.
I think you're absolutely correct, but dammit, how!?! I'd love to think nothing about him, but somehow I haven't been able to arrive there. Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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Fhunkin said: Lammastide said: Fhunkin said: Are your feelings easily hurt ?
By people I care about, yes. All others can go to hell. Hehehee, you just had a strong coffee or somthing Nah... but a cyber hug from my favorite Dutchman might be a good way to start the day Love the new signature, by the way, Fhunkin. Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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Lammastide said: Raspberry said: It would be better if you could get to the stage where you feel nothing towards him rather than having negative feelings inside of yourself.
I think you're absolutely correct, but dammit, how!?! I'd love to think nothing about him, but somehow I haven't been able to arrive there. I struggle with this myself...but basically such devils are put there to bring you down, or at best to distract you. Having him in your thoughts pays him too much significance--not having him in your thoughts is the ultimate insult to him. Fear is the mind-killer. | |
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Lammastide said: Fhunkin said: Lammastide said: Fhunkin said: Are your feelings easily hurt ?
By people I care about, yes. All others can go to hell. Hehehee, you just had a strong coffee or somthing Nah... but a cyber hug from my favorite Dutchman might be a good way to start the day Love the new signature, by the way, Fhunkin. Can I give you 1969 and some more ?? Futuristic Fantasy | |
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teller said: Lammastide said: Raspberry said: It would be better if you could get to the stage where you feel nothing towards him rather than having negative feelings inside of yourself.
I think you're absolutely correct, but dammit, how!?! I'd love to think nothing about him, but somehow I haven't been able to arrive there. I struggle with this myself...but basically such devils are put there to bring you down, or at best to distract you. Having him in your thoughts pays him too much significance--not having him in your thoughts is the ultimate insult to him. Again, I totally know you're correct. I just wish thought disposal could be bought in a bottle or ointment. Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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My feelings about these things are that if you do not act on them (treat people unfairly, break the law, etc.) they are just thoughts and, therefore, not so bad after all... | |
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Christopher said: Teacher said: 'Mille, u're the best Worked much better than Xtopher's lame attempt ...
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Lammastide said: teller said: Lammastide said: Raspberry said: It would be better if you could get to the stage where you feel nothing towards him rather than having negative feelings inside of yourself.
I think you're absolutely correct, but dammit, how!?! I'd love to think nothing about him, but somehow I haven't been able to arrive there. I struggle with this myself...but basically such devils are put there to bring you down, or at best to distract you. Having him in your thoughts pays him too much significance--not having him in your thoughts is the ultimate insult to him. Again, I totally know you're correct. I just wish thought disposal could be bought in a bottle or ointment. I know... Another remedy is humor. Laugh at him, and it releases his importance in your psyche. Fear is the mind-killer. | |
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What comes around goes around. Although it sounds likea cliche, look at what has happened to people that treat others like shit.
I've seen it more than once in my life to know that it's true. Thinking negative is just that, thinking negative. When you act on those thoughts is when you should wait for it to come back around.  | |
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teller said: Lammastide said: Raspberry said: It would be better if you could get to the stage where you feel nothing towards him rather than having negative feelings inside of yourself.
I think you're absolutely correct, but dammit, how!?! I'd love to think nothing about him, but somehow I haven't been able to arrive there. I struggle with this myself...but basically such devils are put there to bring you down, or at best to distract you. Having him in your thoughts pays him too much significance--not having him in your thoughts is the ultimate insult to him. That's the way I see it too. I just think that everyone has their own problems and their own path to follow. People who do harm to others are usually doing so because they're in pain themselves. I may not feel compassion if someone has hurt me, but I do try to tell myself that they must have things they need to deal with, or that there's some aspect of themself that they're unhappy with, in order for them to treat me cruelly. There are some things that I don't ever forgive though. Cruelty to helpless creatures (animals and children) is one of them. If I come across someone like this, I cut them out of my life completely and don't look back. | |
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should i go to the electric chair for owning a latex body suit 
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jthad1129 said: should i go to the electric chair for owning a latex body suit
It depends. How do you look in it? Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
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Lammastide said: OK, I admit it. I have a sinister streak where harboring grudges is concrned. But I swear -- it's ONLY with people who dick me over for zero good reason, because I'm generally the nicest guy you'll ever meet.
Earlier this year, I got unfairly canned from a job (some of y'all might recall my "blue period" last spring), and I found out a few weeks later that my boss not only got the ax as well, but just slightly avoided an embezzlement lawsuit. I tried not to gloat, but, hey, I'm human. Anyway, I found out tonight that a guy I was sort of "dating" about two years back -- who emotionally abused me (no hyperbole), used me for money and academic, social and career connections, had no fewer than four HIV scares with other men while we were together, started shooting up meth behind my back, spread rumors about me to mutual friends, and just about everything else a guy could do to another human being -- broke his back after falling 20 feet from a ladder last month! He apparently missed severing his spinal cord by a single inch! Know what? My reaction wasn't pity or gratefulness that he survived. It was, "Damn... Only one more inch to go."
Part of me is literally repulsed by my own reaction. I feel like Damien, the adolescent antichrist. I've never been so vindictive, and it's hard to believe I could think something like that about another person... especially one to whom I once was so close. Strangely, though, I can't say all of me feels guilt.
...I guess I needed to vent here more than much else, but what do you all think about humans' capacity to think and do horrible things they never thought themselves capable of? Do you think we're somehow punished for engaging these dark parts of ourselves... or is this merely a dynamic of being a human animal? I know EXACTLY the feeling u talk about. Im a nice guy, Im reasonable, giving and caring, and I will help anybody out in a fix if I can...in fact, I wonder sometimes if I have TOO much of a give, give, give nature, (although my best friend insists that it is an admirable trait 2 have: 2 be willing 2 belive the best in people first - as apposed 2 the worst. But that's changed dramatically these past few months. But lately, Ive become more of a: 'screw me over and I will reign down upon u like a fucking plague' kinda guy. | |
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teller said: Lammastide said: Raspberry said: It would be better if you could get to the stage where you feel nothing towards him rather than having negative feelings inside of yourself.
I think you're absolutely correct, but dammit, how!?! I'd love to think nothing about him, but somehow I haven't been able to arrive there. I struggle with this myself...but basically such devils are put there to bring you down, or at best to distract you. Having him in your thoughts pays him too much significance--not having him in your thoughts is the ultimate insult to him. As ever, Teller the Oracle speaks wise words.
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When people hurt you, it's only natural to react. What you do with that reaction is the key. I had an ex that did more than emotionally abuse me. The best thing I ever did was to remove him completely from my life. And those pains stay with you a long time so don't expect them to go away even if you have no contact with the creep.
I think it's natural to wish for people to get what they deserve. My sisters boyfriend is a prime example for me. He raped my sister, impregnating her with children neither were ready for and that he didn't want. He beat up my sister and tortured the kids, one time karate kicking his son in the chest because he was crying (he turned purple cuz he couldn't breathe). He has terrorized my family for a decade. He drives around town like he owns the place and has pulled people out of their cars and beaten them for looking at him the wrong way. There are many other examples I could provide you and rest assured when this motherfucker breaks his back, it will only be his just reward. 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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jthad1129 said: should i go to the electric chair for owning a latex body suit
I'm kinda excited from that first image...  2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: jthad1129 said: should i go to the electric chair for owning a latex body suit
I'm kinda excited from that first image... looks kinda like Moon Knight from marvel comics ---------------------------------
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jthad1129 said: SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: jthad1129 said: should i go to the electric chair for owning a latex body suit
I'm kinda excited from that first image... looks kinda like Moon Knight from marvel comics I don't know which position I envy more 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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