I had a crush on the same guy 4 a couple of years. It started out in highschool and I never told him how I felt. This was the first guy I ever had any real feelings for. I use to sit in the class room, day dreaming about him and when I was near him, I would get all weak in knees. I never told him how I felt, because I was afraid he'd reject me.

Well I saw him a couple of weeks ago, guess what? The same feelings remained. Only he's a little bit older now and my feelings seemed 2 expand 10x's more then what they did when I was in highschool. I finally told him how I felt and you know what he said, he was like you should've told me, because I would've gave you chance. My heart sunk, I was was just broken, I wanted to cry, because he's with someone and he's living at home with his baby momma .

To think All this time I could've been with the one guy I truly loved all these years, I mean til this day I still dream about him.

I know you not supposed to live with regret or anything like that, but I'd regret the fact I never told him how I felt. We could've been 2gether right now, I wouldn't have still been a virgin and I would have somebody to love by my side. Now I feel like I would never feel the same way about another guy as I felt with him. It wasn't love, becaus I didn't know him that well to be love, but it was most definetly more then crush and it was more then just being infatuted with someone.

They say there's a lesson 2 be learned in every life experience, right now I'm trying 2 figure out what's the lesson behind... next time if I ever do find a guy I feel a certain way about, I'm going to tell him how I feel with no hasatations. ... dayum I need to be on Ricki Lake

Love is a femal dog sometimes I swear

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[This message was edited Sun Oct 19 20:45:05 PDT 2003 by DigitalLisa]

Ya just have to take a chance.

Paisley said:

Thanks Paisley... I've been in my room listening 2 sade records all day, I think I'm stay away from the love factor 4 a minute, it's takes so much out of you

DigitalLisa said:

Girl dont be listening to sad songs, that will only bring you down even more, listen to some Tupac "Keep Your Head Up"

DigitalLisa said:

You just answered your own question...