OK *takes BIG breath*

Question is WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???

guys arent interested in me EVER i have honestly only once had someone come close and it lasted all of an hour (he kissed and then that was it)...

I guess i'm not ugly, people tell me im pretty(whether i believe them or not...) and i get honked at(yeah SO much fun:roll:) my friends tell me i have this 'untouchable' or 'too good to be true' feel about me, i can't really see how though. I mean i'm generally too shy to introduce myself(i've been trying to force myself tho) but once i meet anyone im really friendly, and talkative etc... i know i dont flirt-the idea almost turns my stomach- but i know for CERTAIN that im not a snob...WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME???

Could it be my personal insecurity?? i cant see how tho...


maybe im just a freak in this like everything else...

sorry for venting like this, but i would like to hear your opinions/suggestions etc...

Peace
Anna
[This message was edited Fri Oct 17 20:19:12 PDT 2003 by blackfedora86]

anyone?? ok, i think i'm just frightening people, maybe thats it i scared yall so bad you're afraid to even post *sighs* oh well...



Anna


i somehow got a 5 star rating anyway...

good job on the 5 *

hey i like ya. don't be down about it. just go stroke a kitty and it should all be fine.
there's nothing like the love of a stroked kitty.
meow!

thnx...dunno how it happened...i feel special now

k...i just looked up your profile...

you are young honey shit happens when you are young.
you just have to get past this part of your life and figure out who you really are...this to shall pass honey

Milty said:

thnx , oh,and i love my kitty!!! had him for nine years and i dunno what id have done without the fuzzy gray kitty who always seems to be there when i feel my worst i love him SO much!! dear me-where did that come from? never mind im off to find my cat now...

justkelley said:

yeah that's what i meant.

Milty said:

but you didnt say that...you said...go stroke a kitty

justkelley said:

i guess i'll try and be patient then...

the figuring out part is kinda hard, im just now starting, it took me a long time to get over the loss of my dad i'll never be 'over' it, but you know what i'm saying...

thanks for the support

stroking kitties helps too, they can be so loving...

The inner attracts the outer. If something in your world is not what you want it to be, look inside and shift how you feel about yourself You will then automatically attract different people and experiences to you

I felt sad when I read your post as you seem full of doubt and insecurity about yourself.

I have three suggestions:

1. Don't worry about how you look on the outside. It sounds like you're very attractive anyway. Try to work on your confidence instead. Find the things you love about yourself and other people. Do things you enjoy doing - nourish your soul. My own personal belief is that you need to do two things to attract love into your life. The first is to see the love within yourself and project it outwards (becoming more confident helps this) and the second is to see love (however you define it - compassion, kindless, beauty) in other people and things, and to be open to accepting it when you see it.

blackfedora86 said:

2. Shyness often comes across as aloofness - shy people tend to distance themselves from others. It sounds like your friends are saying that you tend not to be very open to other people and that they feel that other people do not feel they can approach you. I think your friends may help you to find some answers. How did they get attracted into your life? What did they see that men are not seeing now? Perhaps they can help feed your confidence by telling you what they love about you.


3. Flirting. I know what you mean - not everyone finds the idea of flirting appealing. However, in order to let someone know you are interested in them you must be willing to provide them with some clue, otherwise you may come across as being "aloof" or "untouchable" Again, my advice would be to work on eye contact. Just looking at people when you're talking to them is often all the flirting you need to do. And don't be afraid to touch. If you feel someone would benefit from just a touch on the arm or a smile, give it We all need affirmation in some way - and if by keeping eye contact with someone, or touching them, you help another person to feel better, then you are again projecting love and kindness into the world and it will reap rewards.

Blackfedora ... good luck to you on your journey.

blackfedora86 said:

lol... whats you out there doing?

Christopher said:

assmaster

INSATIABLE said:

im on the street corner with my laptop..waiting for a car to come by and look me over with interest

Christopher said:

I'm hungry and can't fall asleep.


I just drove by and honked!

INSATIABLE said:

have some cereal what kind ya got?

Christopher said:

Out of milk


I have Cocoa flake things (the cheapo crap in the bag) and Special K

This shit is wrong. There is seriously no food in this bitch!






Have you guys moved yet?!

INSATIABLE said:

no not yet...and

special K is good eith sugar on it...(defeats the whole purpose of it tho eheh)


do you have breadcheese? grilled cheese!

Christopher said:

We have no bread or cheese!

FUCKFUCKFUCK

INSATIABLE said:

i'll fed ex you some

Christopher said:

INSATIABLE said:

does althom sound like dolly parton on the phone?

workin 9 to 5

Christopher said:

he sounds just like "pat" from snl.

INSATIABLE said:

thats how natsume sounds...i was rofl at her lovely voice.

Christopher said:

There's something oddly special about telephoning orgers.

INSATIABLE said:

its nice untill the phone bill comes then

Christopher said:

$&*(@&$*(@$*&(!@

dag nab it. I really need to get to bed. So do you, poo-poo head!




Go! NOW!