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Each day brings a new order... And challenging days bring positions we must overcome as well as succeed. Peace is truly what we must strive for, I feel... I know I do.
When the weight of "life" just seems a bit unbearable and no matter how many *sighs* you take in a single day... When a day exists and no matter the beauty that is presented before you, a smile is at times hard to create... When you have infinite thoughts consuming your mind, that not a one stands still long enough to appreciate... When all your emotions are present at once, that one is not able to seperate... ~I know tomorrow will be brighter, today is just one of those overwhelming days. *deep sigh* , we are never truly alone... if we reach out with our hearts and allow others a way in to our souls. I know I get a little deep sometimes... although this is me, it's the mind I live in nearly everyday. Heavy it gets at times... but I wouldn't change it for world. ~Beautiful day... [This message was edited Thu Sep 18 8:59:03 PDT 2003 by Freespirit] [This message was edited Thu Sep 18 9:02:13 PDT 2003 by Freespirit] | |
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Thought I was the only one. :F:
Hang in there. | |
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Chico319 said: Hang in there. My thoughs exactly. Sign 78 that you're obsessed with Prince: You buy a John Prine album- just out of curiosity.
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I understand, sweetie...
Hang in there, and think of all the good things in life. We are so blessed. I'm having one of those months. Honestly, though... Oh shit, my hat done fell off | |
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Freespirit said: Today that is me. Too much all at once. | |
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Freespirit said: [color=blue:a19eabbbce:cbb005d324]When the weight of "life" just seems a bit unbearable and no matter how many *sighs* you take in a single day... When a day exists and no matter the beauty that is presented before you, a smile is at times hard to create... When you have infinite thoughts consuming your mind, that not a one stands still long enough to appreciate... When all your emotions are present at once, that one is not able to seperate... ... then there is the ORG to save you! | |
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I wouldn't even know where to begin... but today I heard that Rueben passed away Saturday (so young)... I had not been to work since last Friday. Then I called my best friend to see if she was attending the Luekemia Walk they hold every year... and she informed me that she has cancer too. Her mother passed away from breast cancer, her sister had breast cancer (in remission now). My lifetime best friend Leticia's brother (27 yrs) has been diagnosed with Lymphoma Hogkins (cancer) and she has a nodule in her neck as well, which will be removed/biospied, cancer runs heavy in her family. My aunt in California is doing Hospice home care... thoughts of her consume me, I just went to see her a few weeks ago. Just Tuesday, I went to get a lump in my breast check on by a general surgeon, which he attempted to drain... if it is a cyst. In a couple of weeks I will be able to tell, it is swollen right now. If it is still present, it will be removed. Health issues around me are truly more of a concern at this time (with others close to me), than that of my relations. Working at the hospital is getting to be too much (at least right now it is) so many heart breaking moments... but all I have to do is make it til December... then I will begin my Student Teaching (my calling) and be well on way. *smile* <--- finally a smile, it has been tough today. I am profoundly resilient... although we all have our limits as well, I've hit mine today. There are other issue's, but I would rather keep a bit disclosed. *sigh* I think I am going to step away from the computer and occupy my mind a bit differently tonight... or at least try to right now. ~Byron... I saw what you posted, before I posted this response. I love you. | |
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oh Freespirit | |
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Freespirit said: [color=blue:a19eabbbce:25af86307e]When the weight of "life" just seems a bit unbearable and no matter how many *sighs* you take in a single day... When a day exists and no matter the beauty that is presented before you, a smile is at times hard to create... When you have infinite thoughts consuming your mind, that not a one stands still long enough to appreciate... When all your emotions are present at once, that one is not able to seperate... Today that is me. Too much all at once. ~I know tomorrow will be brighter, today is just one of those overwhelming days. *deep sigh* Freespirit ~ It does seem to be one of those very dark and trying times for so many. I was looking at your avatar and it it so beautiful and hopefilled it brought tears to my eyes. Love and peace to you and prayers that those you are concerned about come through fine. | |
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I am so sorry sweety. I know how it feels to have these kind of days. I have alot of them myself. The days when you just throw up your hands and scream "Why?" Nothing anyone can say or do can stop the hurt you feel but Please just remember that no matter what pain you are feeling right now, that tommorrow is a better day. Just step outside right now and look up and take a deep breath and realize how lucky you are that you are there.
But more than anything remember that you are never alone. | |
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To Sir, with Love | |
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A new day, a new beginning...
Chico... thank you, profoundly. Byron... well, you outdid yourself, he drove all the way to Arizona without telling me. Thank you all (here) for the caring responses. I appreciate it all more than you could know. ~Off to class. Ps~ Days just as yesterday (which come few for me)... gives me a sense of determination, it instills within me one more ingredient of strength for life ahead and I am blessed for that. | |
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its gonna be alright trust, sendin postive vibes your way mos' definately you'll be fine | |
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Oh sweetheart... tears came to my eyes as I read this thread...
I'm so happy that Byron is there to care for you. I'm here too if you need to talk... | |
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One of the best things about the Org to me, is there are so many people who know how you feel and are kind enough to feel it with you and share your pain so know that we are sharing your pain with you. God Bless.
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i know what you are experiencing since, i've just gone through it myself (as you know) sometimes, you have to let yourself be blue in order to see the other colors on the flip side of it. you are never alone, eventhough it may feel like it now. you have many friends that are only a phone call away (and soon to be even closer) **************************************************
phoenixxx, if your 18 and ova, come here I got something for your mind | |
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Freespirit, you are so strong and beautiful. *reaches for kleenex*
Byron! What a Knight in shining armor. Wow. I'm speechless. (deep beautiful sigh) | |
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Take time for your emotions to evolve... it will strengthen you in the long run | |
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...free', i hate everything youre experiencing now, i hope itll soon be over, keep your mind on positive things DONT look at depressing shows like "lifetime" or "friends" stuff like that will only bring you down...
hope to hear from you soon, but in the meantime, thats right, chill *... "ive always said, that if you have to ask for something more than once or twice, it wasnt yours in the first place"...* | |
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Only time tells how. Freeze only last short time in sunshine. | |
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