What are some of the things in life that scares the hell out of you? for me it would be not knowing how I'm going to die.

knowing how you will probably die is kind of relaxing somehow, believe it or not.

i have a fear of being assasinated. ever since i was a little kid i have had this dream that i am in this park, steeping up onto a protable stage with three risers full of people applauding for me, and as i hit the thrid step, someone shoots me in the head.

It's a major part of the reason i would never pursue a professional career in acting, writing, or directing.

u paisley



sometime i wake up in a cold sweat

heart beating

ready to burst outt my chest like an alien drone

then i say to myslef "just a dream"

then i log on to the org

and it wasnt a dream




[just woke up edit ]
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Ardeo said:

cborgman said:

All I know is that when I do die I want to go peacefully and not in a horrible way.

Ardeo said:

Paisley said:

the pain...the pain of it all

Paisley said:

when it starts to really realyl affect me, i will end it quietly and painlessly with sleeping pills, i have already decided. hopefully it won't happen for a long time, but at some point the disease will take over my body and put me at a point i won't be able to handle it anymore.

strangly enough...but...i am getting used to this...paisley ...your answer is much the same as mine is...the fear of dying is often times a difficult thing for me too deal with...

however...getting too know God has helped me incredibly :HUG:

snakes and heights

Moving... I went to look at a smaller flat today, but I can't do it... I'd get clautrophobic but I really need to cut my costs

I am really in truly life scared to death of someone breaking into my house and killing me. Or the house catching on fire. My parents said I've been like that since I was a little girl. Even now, sometimes I can't sleep at night because of it.

summerdawn said:

really? u poor thing

not to worry, i'm standing outside keeping watch for any of those suckers

clowns
snakes
midgets
close dark confined places


...I am not afraid to die unless it would be from/because one of the above.

Ardeo said:

thanks Ardeo! my little rusted knife i keep beside my bed may need the assistance of that tommy gun one night.

Can someone elaborate on what is scary about clowns? Is it the make-up or the outfits or what?

Pagey said:

summerdawn said:

That's one thing I could never understand either, what's so damn scary about clowns? they never scared me but my brother use to be scared shitless of them.

justkelley said:

your a dear.

Paisley said:

IT...Stephen King

Ardeo said:

GREAT book! read it 3 times!

Ardeo said:

I loved that movie, it kicked ass!

Ardeo said:

I hate clowns cause of that movie

I also hate snakes...my worst fear is getting bit by a rattle snake and not having any anti venom and then I die. If I am gonna die, its gotta be a damn good reason.

Ardeo said:

You dont know what pain is, now come here and let me kick you in your nutz.

cborgman said:

It's all symbolic, Cborgman. A park is something that symbolises a place that is lush with life, nature, a place where you feel good at ease - or very simply: Life.
The stage and the crowd applauding you COULD symbolise you entering into a popular role in life, and dying is usually a symbol for a life altering event - not death itself.

Does this make any sense to you, my ?

summerdawn said:

I am completely paranoid about fire too.

As a smoker*, I always take extra precaution that I don't empty the ash tray into something burnable - but into the used coffeefilter or something.

The worst part is - you can take your own precautions, but what if your downstairs neighbor does not?



(*=I know a lot of you americans are anti-smoking, but smoking is a common thing to do in Europe - particularly in the southern European countries. In the northern ones, such as Denmark where I live - anti-smoking movements have sprung up, though. )
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confrontation
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bananacologne said:

Dont

thanx