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Because I still feel like I'm dreaming...

So... it's been a while since I last "saw" a lot of you, you crazy bunch, where have you all been hiding?!

Things have been pretty hectic/busy this side, and still are, but I've definitely missed a lot of people on this site, and I'm sorry if I've been so scarce...

Actually, most of you probably don’t even know who the hell I am, since I have been away quite a while, oh well…such is life!

Well... I just recently got back from the US, as some of you might know, and I truly had the most amazing time... I thought Moonbeam was incredible before I met him, but now having met him, my previous conception of him pales in comparison to what I think of him now... I just adore him, he is absolutely gorgeous, inside and out, I had the time of my life with him... I'm so in love!

I also had the fortune of meeting some other amazing orgers, the next person I met after that Moonbeam boy was Rio... and wow did we have an interesting time in Dallas! Rio is even more great in "real life", he's everything he
is on the org,and so much more... so smart, creative, gorgeous, talented (understatement)... I could go on and on... Rio, if you're reading this (which may be unlikely but nevertheless)... you're WONDERFUL, and thank you for everything, you know there is no way I'll be forgetting the night and day we all had, Marge/Gary... Richard, Wayne/Cher , that poor bird... your badly air conditioned room, that freaky never-ending passage in that hotel... burning my finger etc etc, thank you for making my time there so memorable.

Something I was really looking forward to for quite sometime was meeting Moonbeam’s brother, TRON… of course, I was naturally a little nervous, however, within moments of meeting him, I realised I had no need to be nervous or intimidated, he is incredible, and made me feel so welcome and so at home… TRON is one of those guys who you don’t meet everyday, he really is beautiful, in every kind of way, and beyond generous, it must run in the family, between you and Moonbeam, I felt like it was my birthday everyday, thank you for sharing so much with me, and giving me so much, I treasure it all… Anyway, TRON…I can never thank you enough for everything you did for me, I love you, you’re so great, and I could never say enough good things about you… I knew you were special before I met you, but I never realised just how special, I wish you love always. Please send my love to the precious and only living archaeocete in the world... Oh, and I seriously owe you a box of tissues.

Another orger I had the extreme pleasure of meeting was Untouchable, Scott, and wow, he is another person who I will never forget, Scott, you’re just the best, I cannot tell you how much fun I had with you, and you’re really a gem of a person, and you always knew how to make me smile… how is doughboy? (Is that how his name is spelt?) Well however his name is spelt, that cat is gorgeous! Anyway, back to you, thank you too for making my time in the US so wonderful, thanks for giving me the opportunity to show what a talented bowler I am Also, I can never thank you enough for reuniting me with my beloved cherry slush, lol, even though the experience was slightly tainted by the mayfly invasion! Sheeesh, while I’ll definitely be missing you, I won’t be missing them! Send them my regards.

Last, but certainly not least, I got to meet the brilliant Aaron… Aaron, I was truly hoping that I would get to meet you, and at first I thought I might have missed the opportunity, but I cannot tell you how glad I am that we did get to meet. You are also just incredible, so smart, and witty, and just a blast to hang out with. Thank you for helping me out carrying all those bags while Moonbeam was completely oblivious. lol (ooh, he’s going to hurt me for that one) Seriously though Aaron, you’re great and I really enjoyed getting to know you and spending time with you, … I hope to do it again one of these fine days…

Awww… even just typing all of this makes me a little sad, I miss you guys…

Another highlight was getting to speak to some of you on the phone for the first time… endorphin74, awww, I love ya, and I hope you had an amazing trip, same goes for you CarrieMpls, I’m so sorry I didn’t get the chance to meet the two of you, it would have been amazing, I just know it, but there is always next time, and I cannot wait to just give you both the biggest hug, I loved listening to your voices…

Another voice that I’m so in love with is yours Natsume, awww, I had such fun talking to you, I have a feeling we could have spoken forever, you know I would of loved to have met you too… you’re just too gorgeous, come to Australia already girl, you know you’d love it.

I also got to speak to chocolate, wow, that was awesome too… I’m taking that girl to South Africa with me one of these days, I hope you haven’t forgotten chocolate, it’s a beautiful place, and thus would be perfect for a beautiful girl such as yourself.

Now, I didn’t get to speak to my Gorgeous Gooey, but I did hear his voice on a voice mail message, which was amazing…I want to hear more of you Gooey!

I hope you can all forgive me if I gush a little, I had such a wonderful time, and I cannot even begin to tell you how difficult it was to leave, leaving someone like Moonbeam is just about impossible, I missed him before I ever left… I have never felt more loved and more in love in my entire life…

I miss him, madly…but love him endlessly…

Anotherlover …I’ve missed you SO much, and love you… and am so glad to see that you’re back here. Check your post, everything is in the card!

Many of you on the org (including those who haven’t been on the org that much - vido!) have been in mind… and I cannot wait to catch up with a lot of you Thank you for all the e-mails and orgnotes(I will be responding to the e-mails and orgnotes soon, one at a time, be patient with me! –) I have barely been in contact with my computer over the last few months (silly work, and “boring” trips to America *grin*)… I have no idea what has been happening in this place, so you’ll all have to give me the gory and sordid details…

Did I mention how happy I am?



Ok, I’ll shut-up now!

How have you all been?
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[This message was edited Sun Jul 27 1:10:21 PDT 2003 by Diva]

Welcome back sweety.

Did you get our phone message?

I miss you too much, girlfriend.

And I DID offer to help you with bags. PUNK!

Traaacy, I can hear your beautiful voice on the phone right now as I type this



I'm so happy you're back and I've gotten a chance to talk to you! I'm gonna dig up one of my phone cards and call you once Ian leaves so we can talk a bunch of crap about him!

Moonbeam said:

BULL!

Diva said:

Natsume said:

Paaam!

It was amazing talking to you again tonight, I'm so in love with that voice of yours, forget about talking a bunch of crap about Ian, it's all about you and I sweety!

Moonbeam said:

It's ok, you can't be considerate all the time...

Diva said:

I DID offer to help!

Moonbeam said:

I knooow...

Diva said:

Posting lies as usual! Darn mushrooms are getting to you again!

Moonbeam said:

Come over, and make me stop...

Diva said:

Diva?






Welcome back..we all missed you..

Your return is beautiful Tracy (missed you), I hope we can talk soon.

~I have so much to tell/share with you.


(((Hug)))

Ah yes, love is beautiful. Welcome back! Thanks for sharing your beautiful stories with us.

Diva, welcome back!

I am so happy for your happiness. You were missed, no mistake about that.

so diva...it is possible to think someone is phenomenal online..adn then meet them..and have your mind blown mre than you could have imagined??

i am soo happy for you!! and glad to see you back

I saw this thread and almost fainted...

DIVA IS VACK WITH US!!!



I am so happy your trip went as well as it did! I'm happy we got to talk as well..next time we'll all just be more coordinated so we can meet!



welcome back!!!

Diva!!! glad to have you back. love ya! great to meet you

Wow, it's wonderful to see your name on here again.

Your words are lovely and I'll respond fully once I'm at home and not on my parents' crappy dialup.

TRON said:

awww, thanks!

AaronSuperior said:

How freakin' adorable is all of this? Very much freakin' adorable, that's how freakin' adorable it is.

question: why would someone rate this thread less than 5 stars?


christ, did it really bother someone so much as to put the effort into giving it a less-than-stellar rating?


bizarre motherfuckers out there.

Glad to see one of my favourite Australian girls is back.
I very happy for you Diva...it sounds like you had a wonderful time.

Diva said:

No.
Not enuf, hehehe.

It's lovely to hear you had such a great time. I am so happy for you and Ian.

You brought a smile to my face, even though all I got was Ian's voicemail.

Big. to you.
And (L)
And a
Cuz you so sweet.

Sorry so late to reply! I've been a busy gal too.

But I loved talking to you too! You are so exhuberant and full of life! I'm sad you missed meeting us, but I understand too. Only so much of the US you can take in in one trip! And besides, there's always next time!

Glad you had such a wonderful time Welcome back!