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Printablepejman said: I'm leaving.
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pejman said: I'm back.
i knew it would work... | |
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pejman said: I'm back.
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Nefertiti said: wellbeyond said: REDFEATHERS said: penelopeperriwinkle said: REDFEATHERS said: Alot of people dont really leave..
 Yes they do I said alot, not everyone..  Can't speak for anyone else...but I actually did intend to leave permanently...(too long, and personal, of a story as to why I felt I needed to leave for good, and not just leave "for now")...I even asked for my account to be deleted to guarantee I wouldn't fall back into the same patterns I no longer desired to have as a part of my life. Damn that Ben for not doing so...  Still having my account active make's it too easy to fall back into the same patterns I was attempting to detach myself from...the "patterns" themselves weren't necessarily bad, but being in them kept me from dealing with sooo many important aspects of "real" life. In the month and a half that I detached myself from here, I thankfully have dealt with a few of those real life issues and found positive results...had I not made the progress that I have, I would never have been in the mindset to say "what the hell...go post a few times"...
Since the account's still active, I deleted everything in my profile, except for a "Goodbye"...(including my avatar, may it rest in peace...lol  ). Long story short: I have no desire to be "wellbeyond" anymore...I also decided that, if I am gonna allow myself the occasional indulgence that is posting at P.org, I'm gonna do so under a new "name" and account here...the new account/member name is, simply, "Byron"-my real name. "Wellbeyond" was fun to be...but still having the name and avatar and such makes it feel like I haven't moved on in my personal life...they became reminders of the things I've ignored. So, when/if you do see a "Byron" posting in the future, it's me... 8)
One last edit for old time's sake... [This message was edited Sun Jul 20 8:32:46 PDT 2003 by wellbeyond] Nigguh please Here's a reality...something I've kept from everyone here, for my own personal reasons: I have a daughter. Last November, I came periously close to losing her from being in my life(she's from a relationship I am no longer in)...I can't tell you how ripped apart my life & heart became then. I refuse to go into the details...but over the past 8 months--and especially the past 2--I've spent much time doing the things that needed to be done to insure that her existence in my life, and mine in hers, will never be an issue. My only thought, care, and concern, was her...It was even more important because, technically, I'm clinically sterile--I can't have anymore kids without a lot of help and a lot of money and a lot of assistance. She is, literally, all I've got...  ...and the time I've spent with her has been my life preserver over the past 5+ years...She was the one person in my life that I never felt alone with...until I met Julie.
So, yeah...not every decision to leave here centers around Org "drama" or attention seeking...sometimes life requires you to let go of all the vices, to stop relying on them, and deal with what needs to be dealt with. Prince.org--and the internet--was mine. | |
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wellbeyond said: Nefertiti said: wellbeyond said: REDFEATHERS said: penelopeperriwinkle said: REDFEATHERS said: Alot of people dont really leave..
Yes they do I said alot, not everyone.. Can't speak for anyone else...but I actually did intend to leave permanently...(too long, and personal, of a story as to why I felt I needed to leave for good, and not just leave "for now")...I even asked for my account to be deleted to guarantee I wouldn't fall back into the same patterns I no longer desired to have as a part of my life. Damn that Ben for not doing so... Still having my account active make's it too easy to fall back into the same patterns I was attempting to detach myself from...the "patterns" themselves weren't necessarily bad, but being in them kept me from dealing with sooo many important aspects of "real" life. In the month and a half that I detached myself from here, I thankfully have dealt with a few of those real life issues and found positive results...had I not made the progress that I have, I would never have been in the mindset to say "what the hell...go post a few times"...
Since the account's still active, I deleted everything in my profile, except for a "Goodbye"...(including my avatar, may it rest in peace...lol ). Long story short: I have no desire to be "wellbeyond" anymore...I also decided that, if I am gonna allow myself the occasional indulgence that is posting at P.org, I'm gonna do so under a new "name" and account here...the new account/member name is, simply, "Byron"-my real name. "Wellbeyond" was fun to be...but still having the name and avatar and such makes it feel like I haven't moved on in my personal life...they became reminders of the things I've ignored. So, when/if you do see a "Byron" posting in the future, it's me... 8)
One last edit for old time's sake... [This message was edited Sun Jul 20 8:32:46 PDT 2003 by wellbeyond] Nigguh please Here's a reality...something I've kept from everyone here, for my own personal reasons: I have a daughter. Last November, I came periously close to losing her from being in my life(she's from a relationship I am no longer in)...I can't tell you how ripped apart my life & heart became then. I refuse to go into the details...but over the past 8 months--and especially the past 2--I've spent much time doing the things that needed to be done to insure that her existence in my life, and mine in hers, will never be an issue. My only thought, care, and concern, was her...It was even more important because, technically, I'm clinically sterile--I can't have anymore kids without a lot of help and a lot of money and a lot of assistance. She is, literally, all I've got... ...and the time I've spent with her has been my life preserver over the past 5+ years...She was the one person in my life that I never felt alone with...until I met Julie.
So, yeah...not every decision to leave here centers around Org "drama" or attention seeking...sometimes life requires you to let go of all the vices, to stop relying on them, and deal with what needs to be dealt with. Prince.org--and the internet--was mine. Damn, man. Take care of yourself and your daughter, my friend... she is the most important thing in the world. I know that you will do all the necessary things to make it right, as you are one of the smartest and most compassionate cats I know. SUPERJOINT RITUAL - http://www.superjointritual.com
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Nefertiti said: wellbeyond said: REDFEATHERS said: penelopeperriwinkle said: REDFEATHERS said: Alot of people dont really leave..
Yes they do I said alot, not everyone.. Can't speak for anyone else...but I actually did intend to leave permanently...(too long, and personal, of a story as to why I felt I needed to leave for good, and not just leave "for now")...I even asked for my account to be deleted to guarantee I wouldn't fall back into the same patterns I no longer desired to have as a part of my life. Damn that Ben for not doing so... Still having my account active make's it too easy to fall back into the same patterns I was attempting to detach myself from...the "patterns" themselves weren't necessarily bad, but being in them kept me from dealing with sooo many important aspects of "real" life. In the month and a half that I detached myself from here, I thankfully have dealt with a few of those real life issues and found positive results...had I not made the progress that I have, I would never have been in the mindset to say "what the hell...go post a few times"...
Since the account's still active, I deleted everything in my profile, except for a "Goodbye"...(including my avatar, may it rest in peace...lol ). Long story short: I have no desire to be "wellbeyond" anymore...I also decided that, if I am gonna allow myself the occasional indulgence that is posting at P.org, I'm gonna do so under a new "name" and account here...the new account/member name is, simply, "Byron"-my real name. "Wellbeyond" was fun to be...but still having the name and avatar and such makes it feel like I haven't moved on in my personal life...they became reminders of the things I've ignored. So, when/if you do see a "Byron" posting in the future, it's me... 8)
One last edit for old time's sake... [This message was edited Sun Jul 20 8:32:46 PDT 2003 by wellbeyond] Nigguh please :LOL: There are those who would put you down and try to destroy your selfesteem just to make them feel better about themselves. To them i say Muthafuck You | |
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wellbeyond said: Nefertiti said: wellbeyond said: REDFEATHERS said: penelopeperriwinkle said: REDFEATHERS said: Alot of people dont really leave..
Yes they do I said alot, not everyone.. Can't speak for anyone else...but I actually did intend to leave permanently...(too long, and personal, of a story as to why I felt I needed to leave for good, and not just leave "for now")...I even asked for my account to be deleted to guarantee I wouldn't fall back into the same patterns I no longer desired to have as a part of my life. Damn that Ben for not doing so... Still having my account active make's it too easy to fall back into the same patterns I was attempting to detach myself from...the "patterns" themselves weren't necessarily bad, but being in them kept me from dealing with sooo many important aspects of "real" life. In the month and a half that I detached myself from here, I thankfully have dealt with a few of those real life issues and found positive results...had I not made the progress that I have, I would never have been in the mindset to say "what the hell...go post a few times"...
Since the account's still active, I deleted everything in my profile, except for a "Goodbye"...(including my avatar, may it rest in peace...lol ). Long story short: I have no desire to be "wellbeyond" anymore...I also decided that, if I am gonna allow myself the occasional indulgence that is posting at P.org, I'm gonna do so under a new "name" and account here...the new account/member name is, simply, "Byron"-my real name. "Wellbeyond" was fun to be...but still having the name and avatar and such makes it feel like I haven't moved on in my personal life...they became reminders of the things I've ignored. So, when/if you do see a "Byron" posting in the future, it's me... 8)
One last edit for old time's sake... [This message was edited Sun Jul 20 8:32:46 PDT 2003 by wellbeyond] Nigguh please Here's a reality...something I've kept from everyone here, for my own personal reasons: I have a daughter. Last November, I came periously close to losing her from being in my life(she's from a relationship I am no longer in)...I can't tell you how ripped apart my life & heart became then. I refuse to go into the details...but over the past 8 months--and especially the past 2--I've spent much time doing the things that needed to be done to insure that her existence in my life, and mine in hers, will never be an issue. My only thought, care, and concern, was her...It was even more important because, technically, I'm clinically sterile--I can't have anymore kids without a lot of help and a lot of money and a lot of assistance. She is, literally, all I've got... ...and the time I've spent with her has been my life preserver over the past 5+ years...She was the one person in my life that I never felt alone with...until I met Julie.
So, yeah...not every decision to leave here centers around Org "drama" or attention seeking...sometimes life requires you to let go of all the vices, to stop relying on them, and deal with what needs to be dealt with. Prince.org--and the internet--was mine. I can't believe that people wtill call Wellbeyond out for being something other than he is... one of the best people ever to have posted on this site. We never had much interaction, but I can always count on his posts being good, fair and well put. Wellbeyond, I will u all the best with your life and your daughter, u are without a doubt a great father and man. Kindly, Jen | |
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wellbeyond said: Nefertiti said: wellbeyond said: REDFEATHERS said: penelopeperriwinkle said: REDFEATHERS said: Alot of people dont really leave..
Yes they do I said alot, not everyone.. Can't speak for anyone else...but I actually did intend to leave permanently...(too long, and personal, of a story as to why I felt I needed to leave for good, and not just leave "for now")...I even asked for my account to be deleted to guarantee I wouldn't fall back into the same patterns I no longer desired to have as a part of my life. Damn that Ben for not doing so... Still having my account active make's it too easy to fall back into the same patterns I was attempting to detach myself from...the "patterns" themselves weren't necessarily bad, but being in them kept me from dealing with sooo many important aspects of "real" life. In the month and a half that I detached myself from here, I thankfully have dealt with a few of those real life issues and found positive results...had I not made the progress that I have, I would never have been in the mindset to say "what the hell...go post a few times"...
Since the account's still active, I deleted everything in my profile, except for a "Goodbye"...(including my avatar, may it rest in peace...lol ). Long story short: I have no desire to be "wellbeyond" anymore...I also decided that, if I am gonna allow myself the occasional indulgence that is posting at P.org, I'm gonna do so under a new "name" and account here...the new account/member name is, simply, "Byron"-my real name. "Wellbeyond" was fun to be...but still having the name and avatar and such makes it feel like I haven't moved on in my personal life...they became reminders of the things I've ignored. So, when/if you do see a "Byron" posting in the future, it's me... 8)
One last edit for old time's sake... [This message was edited Sun Jul 20 8:32:46 PDT 2003 by wellbeyond] Nigguh please Here's a reality...something I've kept from everyone here, for my own personal reasons: I have a daughter. Last November, I came periously close to losing her from being in my life(she's from a relationship I am no longer in)...I can't tell you how ripped apart my life & heart became then. I refuse to go into the details...but over the past 8 months--and especially the past 2--I've spent much time doing the things that needed to be done to insure that her existence in my life, and mine in hers, will never be an issue. My only thought, care, and concern, was her...It was even more important because, technically, I'm clinically sterile--I can't have anymore kids without a lot of help and a lot of money and a lot of assistance. She is, literally, all I've got... ...and the time I've spent with her has been my life preserver over the past 5+ years...She was the one person in my life that I never felt alone with...until I met Julie.
So, yeah...not every decision to leave here centers around Org "drama" or attention seeking...sometimes life requires you to let go of all the vices, to stop relying on them, and deal with what needs to be dealt with. Prince.org--and the internet--was mine. Handle your business. That's alright and godpseed to you. But if you are just changing your name to Byron and still upinheah then what is the difference? That is what "nigguh please" meant. | |
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REDFEATHERS said: penelopeperriwinkle said: REDFEATHERS said: Alot of people dont really leave..
Yes they do I said alot, not everyone.. Ok. Your statement. Who is SweeTea? | |
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people come and go... | |
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Now... Nefertiti and penelopeperriwinkle, what did your orgnames used to be before these?  | |
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Nefertiti said: wellbeyond said: REDFEATHERS said: penelopeperriwinkle said: REDFEATHERS said: Alot of people dont really leave..
Yes they do I said alot, not everyone.. Can't speak for anyone else...but I actually did intend to leave permanently...(too long, and personal, of a story as to why I felt I needed to leave for good, and not just leave "for now")...I even asked for my account to be deleted to guarantee I wouldn't fall back into the same patterns I no longer desired to have as a part of my life. Damn that Ben for not doing so... Still having my account active make's it too easy to fall back into the same patterns I was attempting to detach myself from...the "patterns" themselves weren't necessarily bad, but being in them kept me from dealing with sooo many important aspects of "real" life. In the month and a half that I detached myself from here, I thankfully have dealt with a few of those real life issues and found positive results...had I not made the progress that I have, I would never have been in the mindset to say "what the hell...go post a few times"...
Since the account's still active, I deleted everything in my profile, except for a "Goodbye"...(including my avatar, may it rest in peace...lol ). Long story short: I have no desire to be "wellbeyond" anymore...I also decided that, if I am gonna allow myself the occasional indulgence that is posting at P.org, I'm gonna do so under a new "name" and account here...the new account/member name is, simply, "Byron"-my real name. "Wellbeyond" was fun to be...but still having the name and avatar and such makes it feel like I haven't moved on in my personal life...they became reminders of the things I've ignored. So, when/if you do see a "Byron" posting in the future, it's me... 8)
One last edit for old time's sake... [This message was edited Sun Jul 20 8:32:46 PDT 2003 by wellbeyond] Nigguh please Funny Who is SweeTea? | |
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irresistibleb1tch said: pejman said: I'm leaving.
over my dead body! Plain and simple, I truely love this woman!  -------------------------------------------------
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wellbeyond said: ...sometimes life requires you to let go of all the vices, to stop relying on them, and deal with what needs to be dealt with. ... No truer words  Who is SweeTea? | |
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Teacher said: Now... Nefertiti and penelopeperriwinkle, what did your orgnames used to be before these?
I am me. Who are you? Who is SweeTea? | |
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[Snipped. Ian] Who is SweeTea? | |
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