cuz i have 2 get the monitor fixed & also my cd burner.
it may only be for 3 days,it maybe for a week,not sure yet.
hopefully i will have my computer back b4 the weekend.

much love 2 everyone here who i know


,
Joshy
xoxo















*****below is the original post....i couldnt make a new topic 2 say i would b offline cuz i havecreated 2 many 2day*****



ok,so 2day i went in2 the city since i had a day off,i wanted 2 make the most of it.
was gonna call in & see Al Green (no,not the singer,the b*baller) at his urbanwear store & see what he had in.

also i was going 2 see this chick Beth,who works at my favourite saturday nite club.she works at the 'Boost' juice bar in the city weekdays.
well i ran in2 her,i said "oh ur finishing your lunch break?",since she was heading 2wards the juice bar.she said "no its my day off".
i luckily ran in2 her anyway! we were meant 2 meet up 4 coffee sunday morning cuz we both finished work the same time (8am,but i had 2 stay back later so i didnt get 2 see her)
good thing i saw her, i got a crush on her (she's gorgeous! she got the eyes. "the EYE's have it!",as one might say. )
hehe...was it fate that we bumped in2 eachother on her day off?!

(even tho i was going 2 c her anyway had she been working but i had no idea she has Mondays off now,so the chances of me seeing her in that case ended up pretty slim oh shut up joshua they get the point dammit!)


NOW,2 the 'what should i do?' bit:

at Al's store,Playerz Streetwear,he has this Rocawear denim jeans/jacket set.
navy blue,the jacket is sort of a letterman's college jacket,with the Rocawear logo where the letter would be.
it has cotton/polyester cuffs & neck that are Red&White.
also has it around the bottom of the jacket & the butt of the jeans.

it looks really nice,it is really comfy,sport-ish but still very neat & classy.
& it looks SLAMMIN on me...
but it costs $250au (roughly $170us)
(Al gives me discounts so it will be $240)

i get paid thursday,& i will have enuf 2 buy it,but i also need 2 get my cd burner fixed (& wan2,since i have alot of stuff i wan2 burn,Prince stuff,all the Madhouse albums,etc...) & the monitor keeps cutting in & out so i need 2 get that fixed.
PLUS we have a huge fone bill due & i need a pair of black shoes for work.

SO!... what do i do?
A: Get the jacket/jeans suit & after all i am going out for my birthday saturday night,i want something different & hott 2 wear out,& feel fresh wearing it.
BUT on the downside,it is still alot of money & i can always call Al & get him 2 put it on lay-away & i can put down a deposit on friday.
OR...
B: do the sensible thing,& get the shit done that needs 2 b done,save some money 2 spend on drinks saturday night & have money 2 get me thru the week,fuel etc...
BUT on the downside,i won't have something 2 say "yeah i splurged out on this for my birthday"
u know what i mean?...like a reward 2 myself.

so it is either do the right thing but still have a great saturday birthday night...
or just say 'FUCK IT!' & go buy the damn outfit & fuck everything else until nst week or the week after when i get paid.
i mean,the birthday only comes around once a year right!
& after this weekend i have 2 weeks solid of work,so i should make $700 in that fortnight easily.

plus,when i do the whole MJ routine 2 'BillieJean' i wanna look the shit!



lemme know whatcha think.


The 'DAMN DILEMMA' Edit
[This message was edited Mon Jul 14 2:24:35 PDT 2003 by Joshy]
[This message was edited Mon Jul 14 20:41:49 PDT 2003 by Joshy]

when your pissed, you (or anyone else) will not care what u are wearing...do the sensible things and piss your money away on soome booze and maybe a big bag o' weed...trust me, better "memories"

Ardeo said:

At first I thought this was a dumb suggestion, but now that I think about it, it's really not. Go for the booze and weed!!

do what makes you happy

Put the stuff on layaway w/ a small deposit (you know he'll hold it) and put the rest torward necessities...esp. bills

u see,i wanted something new & fresh specifically this weekend.
but yeah,i will call him 2moro & get him 2 put it away for me or just 4get about it.
he closed a couple of hours after i left 2day,so i doubt he woul dhave sold it had it been on the rack.
& he has half a dozen in various sizes so yeah...

i think i may do that.

but anyway people,dont stop posting on my thread!


what would u do anyway?

man fuck tha gear for now,priorites kid,bills and shit 1st,dont waste ya shit and fuck around and mess your money up man,keep it all in check, so right now?.. getcha phone bill squared out.get yo cd burner done,monitor or what have you.u said u need shoes for work?.. boom there u go, phone bill, shoes for ya gig, and whatever's left throw that money in for whatever,travel,food u know? LIFE'S NEEDS

Finess said:

yeha you're right man.
& Ardeo is right...when im pissed i won't know what i'm wearing.


thanx steve & ella 4 setting me strait.