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Rainbow Rising!  So, I was feeling shitty and blue. Actually got "lost in a relationship" for the first time, people were worried about me, so they set me up with this social worker. Two kids, college educated, someone I woulda run from awhile ago,actually.
It actually felt strange as i haven't had a REAL date in about 12 years, having been in relationships all that time, but the company was cool. Just to be positive, laugh, and even watch her kids run around the house, and see how this person loved and respected herself, and me, made me feel good about myself again, and even the playful, kinky sex talk felt.. felt like a date! Hope everyone's cool here. Went to Florida last week to see my old best friend. He is getting straight too, growing up, etc. Hell, I'm 39! It's not too late. I was becoming bitter, and that's not me. I hope people here didn't get the wrong idea. I was dumped, after agreeing to marry someone, was expected to just" go along with it",never was told a tangible reason that made sense, and so went into a fucking hateful hole for a bit, brought me down to other people's level's that sucked, because i always thought I knew what true love was, and at that point wasn't sure, anymore. Life's too short for that. I love life, and people, and now am forwarding my life for a change. I love myself again, because I know I'm doing the right thing by ME..Sucks because the woman i cared so much about said she would "fix me", did a little, but never looked at how SHE could, even though she always wanted to. Life is a bitch...if you WANT it to be! Don't waste it. | |
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I love you Ray,
never let anything spoil your eternal Bliss! Mesage from the Happy Sunshine | |
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Yes, you do deserve to be happy! UPWARD AND ONWARD, and lots of love coming your way.. 
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Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect, it means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections... unknown | |
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Now you're on the rise, learn to play the guitar, like this --->  | |
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Good for you! | |
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mcmeekle said: Now you're on the rise, learn to play the guitar, like this --->
If I rock, therefore I MUST..I'ma pull out this 70 dollar Harmony Stella and the guitar lesson book outta the closet right now. Thanks, Mc! .. | |
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ray I'm feelin kind of n-a-s-t-y
I might just take you home with me | |
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Cool. She left a message on the answering machine, said she liked me and wanted to see me again.
 ...sounds innocent enough! | |
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rainbowray said: Cool. She left a message on the answering machine, said she liked me and wanted to see me again.
...sounds innocent enough!Keep on Moving my brotha...'cause Time isn't going to stop for you or anybody else here...and when it DOES?? I hope you can look back and say...I led a full and complete life... The man who does not read good books has no advantage over the man who cannot read them. -- Mark Twain.
BOB JOHNSON IS PART OF THE PROBLEM!! | |
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